"Fei'er? Fei'er! - How dare you do it to a child?! You femme fatale, how dare you attack the eldest brother's child! ”

"I'm Fei'er......" I was pulled by Zhu Jing and shouted helplessly.

"Hahahaha! You wait, my eldest brother has already come to me, he forgives me, he wants to wait for me to avenge him, I want you to shed cold blood, so that you will never recover, and there will be no corpse! "Uncle Black's eyes were full of fierce light, and he stomped his feet on the bed like crazy, and stared at me with a fierce eye!

I was scared and sad, I didn't expect that after eight years of parting, Uncle Black no longer recognized me, and the madness had already entered the bones, he stepped on the bed board hard, roared, gritted his teeth, and spit everywhere, as if he regarded me as an enemy.

"Uncle Hei, don't be like this, don't hurt yourself, okay? ...... "I wept weakly.

Uncle Hei stopped, as if he had suddenly changed into another person, into the quiet and gentle Uncle Hei I was familiar with, stared at me and said with concern: "Why is Fei'er crying?" Ah Xue, why did you make Fei'er cry again, the eldest brother will feel distressed again when he knows it. I'm sorry Uncle Black didn't take good care of you. ”

Zhu Jing glared at Uncle Hei inexplicably, and I said excitedly, "Uncle Hei, do you recognize me?" ”

Uncle Hei jumped off the bed, leaning on his back, smelling all over, but his expression was very peaceful, and he stretched out his hand to me, Zhu Jing waved his hand away vigilantly and rudely: "Die far away!" ”

Uncle Hei touched the hurt hand and said, "Ah Xue, are you blaming me?" ”

Zhu Jing said coldly: "Who is your blood?" Lunatic! ”

Uncle Hei stared at the white hand that was patted, and said stupidly: "You blame me, then blame me...... Soon, soon I will take that slut down to you to atone for your sins, Ah Xue, you wait for me again-" Then he smiled at Zhu Jing again, and said, "Ah Xue, you are so good to Fei'er, you have been guarding our Fei'er, haven't you?" You are really a good brother of Big Brother...... Good brother...... I don't deserve ...... I don't deserve it......"

I turned my head to look at Zhu Jing, how did Uncle Hei recognize him as Uncle Yan? Zhu Jing frowned and stared at Uncle Hei with a look of disgust.

Uncle Hei trembled and stretched out his hand to me, Zhu Jing was about to reach out to hit him again, I stopped it in time, reached out to hold Uncle Hei's hand, and said, "Uncle Hei won't hurt me, will he?" ”

Uncle Hei's eyes were empty with tears, he nodded gently and cowardly, and begged Zhu Jing: "I'm guilty, I'm not worthy of Fei'er to treat me well...... I'm guilty...... Fei'er, I'm sorry for you......"

I felt uncomfortable when I heard it, and choked up: "No, no matter what, Uncle Hei, you have come back safely, you take care of your illness, and when you are well, I will take you to see your father, okay?" ”

Uncle Black was stunned, as if his soul had suddenly gone far away.

I felt sorry for Uncle Hei to brush off his messy hair, and I had to make him clean and decent clothes for the Chinese New Year.

Uncle Hei held my hand tightly, as if he wanted to tell me a shocking secret, and said softly, "Big brother, he's gone." ”

I stared at him in amazement, very little, I hadn't heard Uncle Black speak in such a calm and normal tone for many years, he stared at me, and I felt that his soul was very clear and normal at the moment.

"Big brother, he's gone, I killed him." Uncle Hei said seriously.

If it was before, I must have thought that this was Uncle Hei's crazy words, but at this moment, I looked at his serious eyes, and it turned out to be a little creepy, because Yan Cuo also thought that Dad's fall from the cliff was related to Hei Jun, and it was Dad's fall from the cliff that led to the tragedy of our Yan family for so many years.

So I also asked seriously: "Uncle Hei, ...... sixteen years ago Do you remember? ”

Uncle Hei nodded eagerly and said, "Yes, I remember everything." ”

"What the hell is going on?"

Uncle Hei glanced at Zhu Jing, licked his lips, and said, "You get closer, don't let others listen." ”

I nodded and took a step forward, but Uncle Black suddenly pulled me to his side and wrapped it tightly around my shoulders, the smell of his body made me dizzy, and I was scared to death.

"Fei'er, Fei'er, don't trust that woman on the slope, she's a poisonous snake, she's a bad thing, stay away from her, don't trust her-" Uncle Black's smoky smell rippled across my face.

"Ahh I screamed, and there was a warm heat on my hands, blood!

Zhu Jing pushed Uncle Hei away with a strange movement and pulled me back: "Blood?!" The eldest lady is injured? ......" he nervously examined my hand.

I was so shaky that I couldn't make a sound, I just shook my head, it wasn't my blood, it was Uncle Hei's overexertion, and the wound was bleeding onto my hand.

"He's crazy a lot, and now it's estimated that he is also at the end of the crossbow, and he won't last long." Zhu Jing stared coldly at Uncle Hei.

I cried sadly, I thought he would be awake for a moment......

Even Zhu Jing said so, is Uncle Hei really terminally ill? Why is this happening? Why is this happening?

Uncle Black fell in the corner, curled up and crying in horror: "Don't, don't trust that woman...... Why...... Sister Yun...... Why...... Why are you such a person...... Why are you doing this......"

I choked up and said, "Uncle Hei, you tell me, what happened back then, Aunt Yun...... Aunt Yun, what has she done? ”

Uncle Hei didn't hear my question at all, and still ate and said to himself, "Why are you still alive...... Why aren't you dead yet...... I must live, see what happens to you, I will go to hell with you! Go to hell! ”

My hair stood on end, he had really gone completely insane, turned into a hateful madman.

Zhu Jing pulled me and said, "Miss, let's go, if something happens and hurts him, you can't blame me." ”

I endured my fear and walked over, gently touched Uncle Hei, and said, "Uncle Hei, you should rest early, and I will come to see you when you feel better." ”

Uncle Hei turned his head to look at me and smiled calmly, "Well, Fei'er is so good." ”

I have an indescribable feeling, as if Uncle Black now has two souls attached to his body, one is an evil spirit full of hatred and resentment, and the other is his quiet and gentle self.

I got up and walked away, past the deserted yard, out of the familiar cold threshold, the wind in the alley whimpered, and I couldn't help crying.

Zhu Jing was startled, and hurriedly walked: "Miss, Miss, don't cry—"

I cried, "I'm feeling bad, you can make me cry." ”

Zhu Jing sighed, I picked a stool in the corner of the alley, and cried while thinking.

Zhu Jing walked around me, scratching her head for a while, crossing her waist for a while, and looking east and west for a while, as if someone would hear her.

"Uncle Black wasn't like this before, he was very good to me, he likes to grow flowers, likes to read, likes to be clean, he is such a good person, why did he become like this......"

Zhu Jing sat down and asked me, "This Hei Jun, do you have a good relationship with your father?" ”

I nodded, itching where the tears flowed.

Zhu Jing sighed, leaned against the stone wall, tilted her head slightly, and didn't know what she was thinking.

Enough crying, I turned my head to look at the quiet Zhu Jing, and felt a little strange, his eyes that were always full of arrogance were actually full of sadness.

"What's wrong with you?" I pulled out my handkerchief and wiped my tears and sniffled.

Zhu Jing's side face is very sharp, with a high nose bridge, a pointed nose, and the corners of her uninhibited lips are slightly raised, I have never seen such a handsome Yacha.

"It's been years, it's been years." Zhu Jing looked up on the alley and said quietly.

I sniffled and asked, "How does it feel?" ”

"The feeling of self." Zhu Jing closed her eyes and took a deep breath.

Twisting my head a little tired, I leaned sideways against the wall and continued to ask, "What is the feeling of self?" What do you mean? ”

"It's to feel that you really exist at the moment, you will be happy, you will be uncomfortable, you can choose what you like, and you can refuse what you dislike."

I blinked: "It's normal, everyone will be happy and sad, laugh when you're happy, cry when you're sad, didn't you have it before?" ”

Zhu Jing still closed her eyes and said, "Well, it's been a long time, since he left us behind, we are like discarded puppets, at the mercy of others, living an involuntary life." ”

"He? Who has forsaken you, and are there any other brothers and sisters in your family? ”

Zhu Jing said: "Yes, but after he left, they all fell apart." I, Zhu Jing, have been taught by the clan since I was a child, to swear to be a master, I began to follow him at the age of eight, all my brothers and sisters in my memory are the generals and friends of the clan, and he is my brother and my father, I am willing to follow him for the rest of my life. When I was thirteen years old, he left us suddenly, without any warning, and gave up to the brothers who had followed him for many years and had been allied with him by blood, and that day, everything changed, and for the first time in my life I felt panic and fear, half of the former noisy men and horses were thin and saddled, half of the generals left in a bad mood, and the remaining half, each of them went to different places, some began to accept their fate, some still had resentment in their hearts, only a small number of people, still holding a glimmer of hope to find him, to be able to regain the old style. But that glimmer of hope has also been dashed. This is the second time in my life that I feel the despair of being at a loss......"

I don't really understand what Zhu Jing recalled, but I can know the general situation, and I don't know how to comfort it, so I have to say: "Perhaps, he also has a last resort, thinking about the good in everything, he will always be more comfortable......

Zhu Jing opened her eyes, the corners of her eyes were slightly wet, and she said softly: "Yes, people die like lights go out, what else is there to investigate......

It turned out that the person he was looking for had passed away, no wonder he was so sad.

I wiped away my tears and sighed, "That's why we should cherish the living, and besides, there will always be good things happening, and sometimes despair is the beginning of another hope." ”

"Instead of lamenting the vicissitudes of the sea, it is better to cherish the people in front of you......" Zhu Jing turned her head to look at me, her eyes were shining, and she smiled at the corners of her mouth, still with that arrogant and uninhibited appearance, her eyebrows were like sword sheaths, and her eyes were like stars: "The eldest lady is right, hope is right in front of you." ”

Zhu Jing sent me to the door and left, his way of walking was different from others, one jumped up the alley wall, like a dexterous swallow.

I looked up at him and smiled, "I always feel that my name is more suitable for you, Yan Fei Yan Fei, like a flying swallow." ”

Zhu Jing smiled and said, "The eldest lady doesn't know yet, Zhu Jing is just my name, and my surname is Yan." ”

I tilted my head and said, "It's such a coincidence that your surname is Yan, so is your full name Yan Zhujing?" ”

Zhu Jing nodded and said, "Sort of." ”

Yan Zhujing? Originally, Zhu Jing was already very gentle like a girl, and with a swallow, it seemed to be even softer.

I asked a stupid question and said, "Is it because my surname is Yan that you are so good to me?" ”

Zhu Jing smiled, like a big child, the black long sword behind him, and the blood-red sword spike like a sunset floating behind him.

Seeing him laughing so happily, I immediately regretted my boring question, there are so many people with the surname Yan in the world, who would be so good to a person with the same surname inexplicably?