Zhou Chen recalled what he had just said and felt that something was wrong.

How does it sound like a 'crazy suggestion'?

Thinking of this, he explained: "Actually, I mean that washing is good for both people, one is to prevent germs, the second is to be physically and mentally happy, and the third is to ......."

Zhou Chen felt that the more he spoke, the more crooked he became, and hurriedly corrected it: "No, no, it's not the point to be clean or not, the point is that we are in danger, such a big change has happened in the tropical rainforest, and there are countless crises lurking, we must be sensible, we can't be dominated by desire, it's better to wait for safety to come back to this kind of thing." ”

Zhou Chen's words landed, and Lin Wanyi's fair face became more and more ruddy, almost turning into a red apple.

As the saying goes, the speaker has no intention, but the listener has the intention.

Zhou Chen's original intention was to calm down, but to Lin Wanyi's ears, the meaning became 'Now that the environment is poor and the body is dirty, go out of the rainforest and wash your body, what do you want'.

Her voice was already gentle and delicate, but because of her shyness, her voice became smaller, and she almost whispered-

"I understand."

Zhou Chen saw Lin Wanyi's appearance and knew that the other party wanted to be crooked.

Open your mouth to say something, and finally close it.

In any case, the ending is getting darker and darker.

In this case, simply change the subject.

He asked what he had been wondering all along: "Then again, why did you get divorced?" ”

Lin Wanyi's words and deeds along the way Zhou Chen saw in his eyes, this is a typical good wife and mother, proficient in laundry and cooking, diligent, gentle, good-tempered, beautiful, good figure, and countless advantages.

Such a woman, the vast majority of men can't ask for it, normal men will cherish it, why do they divorce?

"It's a long story." Lin Wanyi looked at Zhou Chen's side face, lowered her head and sighed faintly.

"I was born in a small mountain village, very poor, very backward and very closed, and the road leading from the village to the outside world is a small dirt road with twists and turns, and people in the village have to walk for four or five hours to think of the town."

"The preference for sons over girls in the village is very serious, and it is most common for boys and girls to be treated differently, and if a family does not give birth to a son, even if it gives birth to five or six daughters, it will have to continue to have children."

"Because of the serious patriarchal ethos, I was not treated by my parents when I was a child, and I would be scolded for the slightest trivial matter, or I was beaten with thin bamboo strips on my arms, legs, chest, and back."

"When I was a child, I used to think about a question -

What is the meaning of human life? Is it to come into this world to suffer? ”

"If it were, I'd rather not come into this world."

Lin Wanyi's eyes were blank: "Day after day, year after year, the boring, painful, and dark life lasts for sixteen years. ”

"I'm not afraid of your jokes, I've never been to school, I basically didn't go out of the mountains until I was sixteen years old, and only a few times I went out to follow adults to the town to buy things."

"When I was sixteen, my parents sold me to a big boss."

"Price: 30,000 yuan."

Lin Wanyi tilted her head and looked at Zhou Chen: "Isn't it ridiculous?" A living man is worth thirty thousand. ”

Zhou Chen smiled bitterly: "Patriarchy, buying and selling marriages, the bad atmosphere since ancient times has finally slowed down, and the end of the world is coming, it is really a creation and a trick." ”

"yes, it's not just about making people." Lin Wanyi was depressed: "Actually, this person is not a big business boss, but a gambler, and a lot of money in his hand is all won by luck." ”

"He not only loves to gamble, but also loves to drink, often drunk, and likes to scold, beat, and throw things when he gets drunk."

"At that time, I accepted my fate, because I was used to being beaten by my parents when I was a child."

Zhou Chen interjected: "It's okay to be submissive and have a bad character." ”

Lin Wanyi smiled bitterly: "Children who grow up in that kind of family environment must have low self-esteem in their hearts, be timid, cowardly, and obedient, how can they know how to resist?" ”

"Listen to being scolded, and stand up when beaten, this is what my parents have taught me since I was a child."

"The man played small after winning a lot of money, but he lost nine out of ten bets, and he still lost money every day, he was in a bad mood when he lost money, he drank when he was in a bad mood, he got drunk when he was drunk, and when he was drunk, he cursed, beat people, and threw things."

"Later, my daughter was born, and my daughter was a little older, probably from the age of four or five, and when he got drunk, he would take out his anger on his daughter, and I couldn't stop him."

"At that time, our mother and daughter depended on each other, and I saw my former self in my daughter, and I felt that life was an infinite cycle of nightmares, and I could never wake up."

"I'll tell you the truth, I've wanted to take my daughter to death many times, but when I saw my daughter's smiling face, I couldn't muster up the courage."

"Until one time he got drunk and went crazy, and he shot too hard and sent his daughter who had just entered elementary school to the hospital, where our mother and daughter met an old woman with gray hair.

The smile on Lin Wanyi's face is like seeing the bright moon through the clouds, that kind of brightness and beauty.

"That was the first time I saw light in this dark world."

"The old woman is a well-known fashion designer in China, and she lives in the same ward as my daughter, and after knowing the cause and effect, she was directly admitted to the ICU (intensive care monitoring room), and after coming out, she recognized my daughter as a goddaughter and asked me to divorce."

"The old woman is very powerful, I know a lot of people, I followed her after the divorce to learn all kinds of knowledge and professional skills, and finally became a fashion designer."

Zhou Chen became silent.

Lin Wanyi spoke eloquently, without any excitement, nor impassioned, let alone suppressed frustration, it was this kind of blandness that gave Zhou Chen a kind of breathless depression.

Zhou Chen took a long breath and exhaled heavily, releasing the suppressed emotions in his heart.

He didn't know how to comfort Lin Wanyi, it was the end of the world, and it was darker and more terrifying than the darkest period she had ever experienced.

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Life is really an infinite loop of nightmares, and you can't wake up.

At this moment, Zhou Chen felt his left shoulder sink.

Turning her head to look, Lin Wanyi's head was gently pillowed on it.

"Let me lean on for a moment."

She spoke delicately and weakly, giving Zhou Chen a feeling that the boat experienced a raging tsunami at sea, was extremely fragile, would collapse at any time, and needed to be cared for.

"I've only mentioned my experience to two people in my life, one is an old woman and the other is you." Lin Wanyi pillowed on Zhou Chen's left shoulder and whispered, "You two have changed my fate twice. ”

Zhou Chen didn't know how to answer, thought about it, put his left hand on the back of Lin Wanyi's right hand, and held it gently.

Warm, delicate, smooth, soft as boneless, excellent to the touch.

Lin Wanyi turned her palm upside down, interlocked her ten fingers with Zhou Chen, and then put her left hand on the back of Zhou Chen's hand.

Because the two heads were very close to each other, Lin Wanyi smelled a smell of blood on Zhou Chen's body.

She didn't feel strange, after the end of the world came, there was no day to stop, there were several bloody battles every day, and Zhou Chen was the main output, so it was strange that there was no blood.

After a while, Lin Wanyi said softly: "When you get out of the rainforest, you can take a good bath, I have taught myself a simple head massage, I can help you wash your hair first, and help you relax by the way." ”

In order to enliven the atmosphere, Zhou Chen smiled: "Is it the kind of relaxation I want?" ”

Lin Wanyi's face flushed, and she didn't say anything, just rubbed her head on his shoulder.

For a while, there was a faint warmth and warmth between the two.