Qin Zheng didn't follow along with the recollection, he stared at a blank somewhere in a daze, his eyes red.

He is like Yan Cuo, very sharp and seemingly ruthless, but they both have a soft and precious place in their hearts, where their mother who died early is placed, who do not want to remember, dare not recall, and will tear their hearts and lungs when they touch it.

The mother reached out and took Qin Zheng's hand, shook it like a big sister, and said, "You look like her, no wonder she always likes to trick you into dressing you up as a girl." That day, I watched you dress up as a woman in the courtyard, and I had the illusion that the concubine had returned. ”

Concubine Niangniang?

I didn't react for a while, and it took me a while to realize that Qin was a member of the royal family, and his mother was naturally a mother.

The concubine, when you hear it, she is a fairy-like character.

Mother said that Qin Zheng looks like her mother, I saw him dressed as a woman when he was young, a fairy-like person in my dream.

Qin Zheng curled his ten fingers, one hand was already clenched into a fist, and the other hand was held by my mother, for fear of hurting her, so he immediately let go of it.

"Ah Zheng, I'm very sober now, and I have everything I say to you. I don't want you to waste the rest of your life, even if you owe the Yan family, you have paid it back for more than 20 years, so I don't want to see you, pretend to be angry with you and don't associate with you, I just want you to leave. I treat you as my own brother, and I can't bear you like this. The mother looked up at Qin Zheng with tears in her eyes.

Qin Zhengdao: "I know you are good for me, but this is my decision." After the fourth brother left, I was indeed confused, but now I have more important things to do, I want to help the fourth brother rebuild the glory of the Yan clan, I want to make the Yan clan like a sharp sword, deeply rooted in Zhao He's hard and cold-blooded heart, so that even if he sits on the throne for a long time, he will never be at peace. ”

My mother withdrew her hand and turned her head to look at me in a daze.

The person they tried to stir up trouble was her own brother, the brother who tried his best to protect her and love her, but in the end, why did he become an incompatible enemy?

He ...... He's not your enemy...... "My mother is always kind and soft-hearted."

"I know how he treats you and the fourth brother. If the fourth brother doesn't say it, it doesn't mean I don't know. Even if he has the grace of taking me in and courtesy, I will not be grateful to him in the slightest, your enemy is my enemy. "Qin Zheng is very paranoid, paranoid and cute.

I don't have much affection for that Zhao He, in order to stabilize the throne, he poisoned my mother to eradicate the Yan clan, which should have been very distant to me, but I met Zhu Jing, I saw his feelings for the Yan clan, his grief for his demise and the hope of a candle in the wind, I also saw Xiang Zhou's resentment towards my father, Zhao He ruined so many people's homes for the sake of a trumped-up potential threat, destroyed so many people's unswerving faith, and ruined my father's hard work, so I don't like this person either.

"It's all gone, and our departure is already the biggest revenge for him. He's always wanted us to be together as a family, and the situation forced it—"

"Forced by the situation? Who put a knife on his neck to fight for this throne? He used the so-called you family members to change the world, it's too cost-effective, isn't it? Qin Zheng gritted his teeth.

The mother was speechless. She wanted to say something about the brother who loved her, but what if it was?

"Whatever you want, anyway, I don't get involved, what did you do to Zhao Shi?" Mother actually cares about Zhao Wei's life and death.

Qin Zheng said disdainfully: "It's nothing, he is seriously injured, and he can't do any more evil, so throw it on the mountain to fend for himself." ”

The mother said: "Back then, the seven of you always went in and out together, doing a lot of bad things outside, and when you came back, you talked and laughed in the courtyard endlessly. I never thought that I would be in love for the rest of my life, but who would have thought that after so many years, you would become an enemy of life and death. Why did a seizure put us all in? Why is he the one who wins the lottery, and why does it involve so many people's lives? ……”

"Sister Yu doesn't have to feel sorry for that kind of person, whatever fate he has is to blame."

"You learned the fourth brother's jealousy and hatred, but you didn't learn his two-sided view of things, he said, everyone has good and evil, the murderous villain may be a filial son, the chivalrous and benevolent good person may be hypocritical and greedy, and Zhao Shi may also have a good side, but you don't want to understand."

"I don't have time to get to know such a person, I only know that he has been coveting Jinse for so many years, and now he has injured Fei'er, and these two points alone are enough for him to die a hundred times."

The mother looked at Qin Zheng, like a big sister looking at her ignorant little brother, and said with a smile: "You are so paranoid, how can you lead Yan to lead him to become the leader of the Yan clan in the future?" He is stubborn, if he learns your paranoid willfulness again, wouldn't it be hopeless? ”

Qin Zheng tilted his head sideways, his long hair crooked to his side, and argued willfully: "I really can't learn the benevolence of the fourth brother, and I don't want to learn it, I always think too much about others, it's too tiring." Sister Yu, don't worry, of course it's not my turn to teach him about dealing with people, the Yan clan is full of talents, Shangguan Bo has promised to let go of the original Yan generals in the family, and Zong Bai, as the master, will take Yan wrong. ”

The mother nodded, but there was still a trace of worry in her eyes, she was afraid, afraid that in such a stable and prosperous world, everyone would live a safe and healthy life, would she provoke a war again, and fall into these loyal and righteous galls in the bloody storm? Is this what Daddy wants to see?

Mother is indeed different, she used to be very confused about everything, often forgetting people, forgetting things, and even often thinking of Xia Xia as me who has not grown up, and then suddenly woke up like a dream.

I remember that her eyes were always very determined, even if her memory was very confused, she always believed that what she was thinking was right, she always believed that her father was still alive and would be back soon, and the light in her attic was never extinguished, waiting to light the way home for her father, and she never had this kind of worry and sadness.

And now her memory is gradually clear, and she has to face these realities that she didn't have to admit before, her father's death, the existence of Yan Cuo, and my illness.

Is it because of Jin Se Zhu? The pair of peerless pearls saved her dying life and left her worldly face, but left her soul in the chaotic world, so she alienated her father, confused memory and reality, and wrapped herself in her own world alone, so her father once doubted his choice, but in order to keep her alive, he chose the loneliness and powerlessness of the rest of the world.

Song Lingjian said that Jin Se is divided into two beads, Jin Zhu can recreate vitality, continue life and prolong life, Se Zhu heals diseases and detoxifies, and promotes martial arts. That is to say, Niang lent the brocade beads that had been preserved for more than 20 years to Shangguan Bo to help Yun Niang continue her life, and Se Zhu is very likely to be in Shangguan Bo's hands, and now it is equivalent to saying that Yun Niang has a pair of strange beads in her hands, and it seems that she will be fine.

Is it because my mother has no Jinzhu to protect herself, so her face has grown faster, but her memory is clear - no wonder Yun Niang is so worried, she is afraid that after she recovers from her injury, she will be like her mother, forgetting everything that should be forgotten and not forgotten.

"We'll take care of Fei'er's business. Your body is also weak, and her body is deeply rusty, and the dryness is difficult to get rid of, so don't stay too long. Qin Zheng obviously also saw his mother's worries and didn't want to continue the topic.

The mother smiled: "I have lived for more than 20 years, which is enough." If the people around you who can rely on you are gone, live—"

"Don't say these frustrating words, the fourth brother has spent so much effort to make your life stable, if it weren't for my stupidity, I thought that the woman wouldn't be so insidious, and Fei'er wouldn't be like this."

"How can Ah Zheng estimate the intentions of others. Speaking of that night girl, I want to ask, what did you do back then to make the fourth brother so angry, he has always been tolerant, even if he knew that his brother was going to cut off his clan, he just sighed in disappointment, and did not get so angry. ”

"Didn't he tell you?"

"I only know that he was very angry when he came back from meeting with you that day, I was already affected by the effect of Jinzhu's medicine, and I didn't ask too much, but I always remember the expression on his face at that time, very sad and angry, this kind of expression I have never seen on his face, very strange, I was very scared at that time, I didn't think to comfort him, and even avoided it. If I hadn't gotten away and offered a few words of comfort, maybe you would have been reconciled soon. ”

"I always thought he was angry with me, and it was the first time I saw him angry, for a 'wrong' that I didn't think was wrong at all. Before leaving, he asked me to reflect on my mistakes and look for him again when I knew I was wrong, but he didn't come back. I have been reflecting for more than ten years, and have been waiting for him to come to me, and slowly I not only feel that I am not wrong, but also resentful, but for a few irrelevant people, he forbade me in the foggy slope for so many years, I kept my promise to him, and never left, but he ignored me, is our brotherhood so fragile? Qin Zheng gritted his teeth lightly, with a sad expression.

"What are the irrelevant people? Who else would be more important besides you? ”

"I don't know who those two people are at all, my courtyard has always been fed by people, he knows, he didn't say anything, only let me promise not to kill innocents indiscriminately, so my flowers have always been some unclaimed dead bodies in Yizhuang, or outsiders who are trapped in the maze of the village and starved to death, and some people themselves prefer to find death and break into the fog slope, and the people who can't get out in the fog. But that day, when I was burying the dead figures, he didn't know what he saw, and his face suddenly changed. ”

"What is it?"

Qin Zheng remembered the thing that caused him to argue with my father, and replied without thinking about it, "A very old silver bracelet." He first saw the silver bracelet, and his face changed, but he didn't seem to be sure of his guess, and then he began to rummage through the mess of dead objects, and then he turned out a waist card or something, and he was sure of who these two things belonged to, and he was very angry, and asked me if the owners of the objects there had become my flowers. I think his problems are redundant, if it weren't for my mud, and I didn't go out of the fog, I didn't steal or rob, where could those objects be buried? ”

"What kind of silver bracelet?" Mother asked.

"It's just an ordinary silver bracelet, and it's not worth much. If I have to say anything, it's that the ring is quite large, and generally these bracelets are women's accessories, and I guess the woman with this bracelet may be a stout woman. As for the waist card, I do remember, it is engraved with the word 'Cao'. Maybe it's because he has too many friends, or maybe he never mentions it to us much, I don't know if he has any friends with the surname Cao. ”

The mother pressed her brows, pondered for a while, and said, "Don't you remember how the owner of those two things came from?" Maybe you found it from Yizhuang, the owner of these two things must be known to him, if it weren't for your death, maybe he would have felt a little better. ”

Qin Zheng stared at my mother: "He also asked the same question at that time, so I don't want to think back to which two people I got it from, and where are the bones of those two people now." How can I remember all this time? Besides, what is the point of dying at whose hands? Anyway, they are all dead, rather than rotting corpses in the mountains, it is better to become my flower mud, which can breed spring mud and is extremely beautiful. ”