Speaking of this, Lin An'an's voice was already trembling a little, and his hands were clenched tightly and refused to let go.

Shang Xia also learned from listening to the next words that this incident had dealt a big blow to her psychology, and she also had a serious illness because of it, and the critical illness notice was issued several times, and even her parents thought that she would not be able to hold on.

"Actually, I really thought at the time, it would be nice if I just couldn't wake up. That way, my mother doesn't have to worry about me every day. ”

Lin Anan stared at Shang Xia and said, his expression was unprecedentedly serious.

"But I couldn't bear my mother, so I survived, but I told my mother that I didn't want to be admitted to the same junior high school as that girlfriend, but went to another school.

I don't hate my girlfriends, I just blame myself, blame myself for why my health is so poor, and it is useless except to drag down my friends. ”

When she said this, in addition to the best friend who parted ways, she thought of Shang Xia in front of her.

Ever since she fainted during training, she has always seen and remembered Shang Xia's care for her.

It's just that after the matter of his girlfriend passed, Lin Anan closed himself off, didn't talk to others, and was even more unwilling to trust anyone close to him.

She didn't want to face the same situation again, let alone drag others down.

And Shang Xia couldn't calm down for a while when he heard these words.

In her last life, she was framed and lost her legs, and she could only be confined to a wheelchair for the rest of her life.

Even what she experienced was even more terrifying, because at that time, she and her mother existed in the Chen family in a parasitic way, how could Chen Yougui's face be good?

Disabled, without money, orphans and widows, he almost pushed Shang Xia directly into the abyss of life and couldn't get up again.

Still, she became a famous educator.

"An An, a hole in the wall may be a hole, or it may be a beautiful arched door."

Lin Anan is not stupid at all, on the contrary, Shang Xia thinks she is very smart.

It's like in the dormitory, although she doesn't like to talk to people and doesn't like to talk with everyone, but she doesn't make anyone feel uncomfortable.

She doesn't force herself to do what she doesn't want to do, but she still makes peace with everyone in her own unique way.

You must know that since ancient times, three women have played a play, and the girls' dormitory is the most prominent place of contradiction.

In order to be gregarious, the girls will eat together, gossip together, go in and out together, and even go to the toilet together after class.

Those who don't do this will be excluded from the small group, but in Lin An'an's case, none of this happened.

"An An, what did the other people in the dormitory do after I left today?"

Shang Xia asked, staring into her eyes.

"They...... They gave me their own fruit to eat. ”

Lin Anan blinked, she was actually a little nervous when Lin Xia left, because she was worried that others would not like her.

"And they supervised that you finished the carrots, just like I did before, right?"

Shang Xia could feel Lin An'an's dependence on herself, as well as her rejection of others.

But Shang Xia knew that it would never work to go on like this.

There are times when she is not in the dormitory and not by Lin Anan's side, and she also has her own life.

Lin Anan is the same, she also has to have her own life, instead of following Shang Xia all the time, otherwise the rest of her college life will only become a nightmare for her.

"Yes...... That's because they thought I was just suffering from heat stroke...... They wouldn't have done this to me if they had known I was sick......"

That girlfriend's influence on her was so profound that she still can't mind.

Shang Xia picked up the grapes and let her hold them and eat them.

"An An, the school doctor aunt was so angry that day, saying that our voices were also very loud, and there were so many classmates in the infirmary, do you think they really don't know anything?"

In the circle of college freshmen, what secrets can be hidden?

"You're saying they deliberately pretended not to know?"

Lin Anan was stunned, she didn't expect this to be the case.

She always thought that her roommate was good to her, just because she didn't know that she had congenital heart failure, just like when she first met her friends when she was a child.

In Lin An'an's heart, knowing that she was sick was equivalent to leaving her, and if she didn't leave, she either didn't know she was sick, or she had other purposes like her best friend.

Shang Xia is an exception, so she is extremely dependent, but at the same time, she is afraid of finding out that Shang Xia is actually so good to her because of her family, or because she pities her.

"An An, in fact, everyone likes you very much, but you haven't accepted everyone", Shang Xia sat in front of her and held her hands tightly, "Don't think about it anymore, if you're really afraid of dragging down your friends, then try to go out and walk around yourself." ”

After speaking, she put a round grape on Lin An'an's hand and continued to encourage: "Get in touch with other people more, get in touch with new things, and see different scenery, you can meet many new friends who are willing to treat you sincerely, instead of approaching you for your family."

And your body is much better now than when you were a child, and it will get better and better in the future, as long as you don't do strenuous exercise, there will be no problems, right? ”

After speaking, Shang Xia also talked about a lot of simple exercises, and also said that girls don't like to sweat all over their bodies, and what everyone likes is what she can do.

In the end, he had the experience of being a teacher in his previous life, and Shang Xia persuaded people to be very set.

The bear children in the future generations can be said to have anything, she can handle them one by one, Lin Anan just has a slight inferiority, and it is not difficult to persuade her to see it.

Lin Anan's face gradually became a little bloody during the conversation with her, and his eyes were no longer empty and confused.

"Let's go, it's much cooler than the dormitory when it's windy outside today, let's go for a walk."

Shang Xia was overjoyed to see these changes, and took a hot iron to pull Lin An'an, who had been reluctant to go out since returning to the dormitory, out.

"One! Two! Three! Four! One two three four! ”

As soon as she stepped out of the dormitory building, she heard the impassioned slogan, and downstairs was a long walkway lined with leafy trees, making it cool even on a hot summer day.

There was a platoon of instructors who led the team to occupy this good position in advance, and at this time they were playing in a horizontal row.

In this way, Shang Xia often dragged Lin Anan to watch the new students in military training under the shade of a tree, and complained while watching.

"Look at that is the Dong Wenyue in the bed next to me, she is so sunburned that I can't even recognize it."

It turned out that the instructor who came over was Instructor Dong, and when he saw the two of them, he opened his mouth as if he wanted them to go, but when he saw that it was the exempted students of his own platoon, he turned his head and continued training.

Da-da-da-da-da-

The soles of the galoshes slammed into the concrete, making the sound of uneven footsteps.

The military training has just begun, and the freshmen's feet are raised high and low, one walks fast and one slow.

When you look to the left and line up in a line, the password starts, and when the password ends, it has already broken up into an uneven wavy line.

"This looks so hard."

Lin Anan looked at them, and Instructor Dong kicked out his right leg after aligning the wavy line that had just walked over, and then didn't shout "two" for a long time, just let them stand there with one foot supported and the other foot lifted.

"Well, my thigh will definitely hurt at night after practicing today."

"I've heard that the first-year boys are going to the military base to train."

Lin Anan looked at the team in the sun, with some envy in his eyes.

"You see it's so hard to stay in school, let alone send it to the base, I heard that everyone sleeps in the Chase Shop, and they will see each other when they change clothes."

Shang Xia knew that she was the most shy, so he specifically said this.

Sure enough, Lin Anan immediately stopped envious, and gently patted his white dress and said, "Fortunately, I didn't go." ”

After watching them kick for a while, Shang Xia and Lin Anan ran to another platoon that was close.

They had just finished practicing and were sitting in the shade of a tree to rest, and two girls were dancing at the front of the group.

The girls are all very tall, even if they are exposed to the sun, their skin is still white and tender, and from time to time they spin and lower their waists, and Shang Xia can't help but applaud when they see it.

"I've learned to dance before, but my favorite is classical dance, and it looks good to dance in old clothes."

Lin Anan whispered that her biggest dream before was to be a dancer, to be able to dance all over the world, so that people from other countries can also see the unique dance of their own country.

It's just that, because of her heart, her blood and oxygen supply couldn't make her continue to dance, and she had to leave the dance class in the end.

"Really? When I was a child, I didn't have any of these, my home was in a small county, and when I was a child, I would follow the older children of the family to the countryside to touch crabs. ”

Shang Xia quietly changed the topic, talking about the childhood time when he caught loaches at his grandmother's house next time.

Lin An'an listened with fascination, and the whole person was as bright as the summer sun.

"You two must have done it on purpose, right? Especially you Shang Xia, don't think that I haven't heard you speak ill of me if you're far away. ”

As soon as Dong Wenyue returned to the dormitory in the afternoon, she pinched Shang Xia, saying that she wanted to avenge this afternoon.

"That is, you are like people who are going to starve to death, but you are standing in front of them eating meat and drinking wine, and you are really lucky not to be beaten in a sack."

"How about the next time we go to a different place and never let you see it?"

Shang Xia smiled and put the food in front of Lin An'an, while messing around with them.

"Eh, don't be busy meeting your little lover first, tonight the instructor said that he wants to play a song, that is, all the freshmen go to the big playground to sit, everyone sings the military song together, and the boys from the military base are also back, do you two want to go together?" I want to chat with more like-minded people about "{?$article_title?} ", WeChat pays attention to "excellent reading literature", chatting about life, looking for confidants~