Chapter Seventy-Six: Love and Hate Are Always Around
"Looking for you? Your existence is poison! My mother is too cowardly and too kind. For so many years, in addition to enduring and tolerating, she never complained......" Yan Cuo's voice suddenly softened, This mother seems to be the kindness he treasures in his heart-
But as if he was thinking about something, he said violently, "But God didn't wait for her - so what is fair, what people are doing and what God is watching, it's all bullshit!" I'm going to see now how this blind god gave me a well-deserved end! ”
"Now that you know where we live, did Dad ever come back?" I quickly remembered the people who appeared around me—strange and familiar people—
I quickly touched the bamboo butterfly on my head—
It can't be?! ——
"He's a coward, he's never dared to face it for so many years, and everything is the same for you and for us. All the time of his life, he either took pity on himself, or made these things for you all day long, and then picked a few of the best, sneakily took them to you, and saw you. When he died, I burned everything he had done during his lifetime! Burned out! ”
I froze, the dumb uncle at the entrance of the village-
There was always a lot of warmth and kindness in it, why didn't I recognize it at all?
The candle flame pierced the wind, and there was a sad sizzle in the quiet cell, and I burst into tears, why should I wait for my father for so many years, why should I wait for someone who abandoned us?!
"Who are you pretending to be pitiful to? Now that he's all dead, there's no one to watch you silently from behind, and no one to protect you silently. I wanted to send you with him to him, but it was too cheap for you, and I wanted to make your life worse than death, so that you too could live like us, and live a life where you couldn't sleep at night. Yan Cuo gritted his teeth and calmly poured out his curse on us.
I endured all this pain, found my original intention of coming here, and asked him, "You didn't kill Jin Niang." Do you want to bear the sin of murder? ”
"I killed her, I have her blood on my clothes, and I know everything about the crime scene." Yan Cuo said viciously.
"But Jin Niang was not strangled to death by the golden thread." I said coldly.
"Who said that?"
"I said it."
"And how did she die?"
"I don't know."
"Does the government know the cause of death?"
"I don't know."
"Then how do you know that he wasn't strangled by the golden thread?"
"I dreamed of it."
Yan stood and said, "You are sick." ”
"I'm sick." I smiled sadly.
"It's none of my business whether you're sick or not. I don't want to have anything to do with you, the farther away you are from me, the better. Yan Cuo was not as angry as before, but with a lot of uncertainty.
"If you are really punished for the crime of murder, then even if you die, you will die as a murderer, after you die, how can you explain to your mother under Jiuquan? She must have loved you very much when she was alive, and she must not want you to be a murderer. "I feel that Yan Cuo still has feelings for his mother.
Yan Cuo smiled dryly: "It doesn't matter if she wants to do it anymore, she has long since died, and she walked clean alone, leaving me completely behind." And he wants me to inherit his bad deeds and continue to protect you. I wish you were too late to die sooner, how could I protect you! It's ridiculous! Yan Fei, how good it would have been if you had died earlier, you are also a person who is going to die anyway, why do you just refuse to die? I don't have to go through a lot of trouble to appear here, there won't be so many things, Yan Chongzheng's reputation can always be protected so hypocritically, and now he has become an irresponsible coward who abandons his wife and daughter, hahaha, this is the biggest revenge on you. ”
yes, if I had died sooner, it wouldn't have happened......
"Don't ...... I beg you to say no more! ”
"I might as well give you another good deed, on the day of Jin's death, your good friend Song Lingjian was also at the scene. If you are really so benevolent and righteous, and you really want to save me, then you can go and tell them now, and you will also have a copy of the Song Ling Arrow of the Jin family. ”
"I-I don't understand what you're talking about!" Is my dream really true, Song Lingjian really went to Jin Niang's house?!
"Have you seen her?" I can't believe it.
Yan Cuo was very proud, and even whistled.
Is the death really related to Song Lingjian? Han Sanxiao also asked Song Lingjian this question, but she didn't answer it positively.
"Cell boss, I'm going to sleep, and besides, I don't want to see everyone, don't just let these messy people come to see me." Yan Cuo shouted loudly.
"Yan Mistake—"
"Get out!"
Yan Cuo roared angrily, shaking my ears numb, and the echo sounded.
"What are you arguing about? Three watches in the middle of the night. Boss Yan, the time is almost up, you-your eyes are like this, why don't I ask the adults and send you back first. The man who had just brought me in walked in, first scolding Yan wrongly, and then speaking to me gently.
"No—no—no—I'll go on my own. I'm tired of the cell boss. "I didn't want to be known that the case was related to Song Lingjian, so I was in a hurry to leave.
The man hesitated for a moment and said, "Let's let the little one send you back, it's not good for you to walk on the road like this and scare others." I mean, if something happens, I can't afford to blame the adults. ”
I let him hold me on, and my legs limply walked out of the cold, damp cell.
On the way, I kept thinking about the dream of Song Lingjian killing Jin Niang, why did Yan Cuo also mention it? Could it be that at the scene of the murder, he had seen Song Lingjian?
How much grudge can Song Lingjian have with Jin Niang, how could he kill her?
"Who?!" I had been walking quietly, and suddenly the cell head who took me back to the village screamed, which scared me a lot!
Before I could react, he pulled me hard, causing pain in my wrist and slamming into his arms—
"What's wrong? What happened? "The sudden shouting of the cell boss gave me a sense of fear.
"Hey, hey, hey, hey......" A vague and crazy laugh sounded not far away, "Hey, hey, hey, hey—"
My cold hair stands erect, there are ghosts?!
The cell boss pulled me forward as if I was chasing something, and then suddenly stopped, and I smelled a strong smell of wine and rotten rice, and a faint smell of blood and sweat, which made me gause, and I retched violently!
"Dare to pretend to be a ghost in front of me, it's far away!" The cell boss pulled me behind me, as if he had caught someone, and shouted angrily, "Who are you?!" ”
"Hey, hey, hey, hey......" The laughter was so close to me that it seemed right in front of my eyes.
The cell boss talked to the man for a while, pushed him away, and the smell became lighter: "Three watches in the middle of the night, I want to get drunk and go home drunk." "Then he dragged me away.
My arm was pulled by him, but I didn't dare to complain, but I just panicked: "Brother Cell, what's wrong with Fang Cai?" ”
"Oh, it's an alcoholic. In the middle of the night, he was in the streets and alleys, and if Boss Yan walked back alone, he would be scared to death. The cell boss said lightly.
Drinker?
My heart trembled, and I asked, "Excuse me, what does that drunkard look like?" ”
"The lights and candles are not bright, I don't look very carefully, and my face is bearded, dirty and smelly." The cell boss didn't answer very carefully, and probably didn't take the drunkard to heart, and asked me, "Boss Feiyan knows?" ”
I smiled bitterly, I seemed to be too sensitive, a lot of hope, in fact, it was a false image given by myself, and said bitterly: "There are other drunkards in this town......"
"Otherwise, which drunkard is Boss Yan?" The cell boss said seriously.
"I didn't ...... It's nothing...... I didn't want to think about anything about my dad anymore, tears were already in my eyes.
The cell leader slowed down a little, and said softly: "Boss Yan, let's take care of your body, this person, in fact, just want to be healthy and safe." Actually, I think the big guys are quite worried about you. ”
I held back my tears and said, "Really? ”
"I don't say anything coaxing. Fang Cai ...... "The cell boss was about to say something, but suddenly stopped again.
"What's that?"
"It's nothing. Anyway. I'm not very good at talking, and I don't talk roughly. Just live well. The cell boss sighed.
Although this cell boss was a new acquaintance, I felt that he was more real than all the people here, as if holding his shoulder, I could go anywhere with all my trust, and only then I crashed into his arms, and heard the sound of his powerful heartbeat, and felt that he was not old, but no more than thirty years old. Was this activated by Lord Shangguan from the outside? I never knew there was such a person in town.
"Actually, I already knew that he was a ghost in the village to scare me, and I vaguely guessed that it would be him who had something to do with the golden thread. I thought that if I treated him sincerely, he would eliminate the mustard and live a good life with us. I said in disappointment.
"It turns out - so you already knew......" The cell boss was a little surprised.
"Yes, he has known it for a long time, but he would rather believe that there is a ghost in the world than believe that this ghost is in his heart. Maybe I really thought there was a ghost before, but after I lost my sight, I was blind but smart, and I obviously heard him go in and out several times, but I pretended not to know anything, and let him come, until today's situation. ”
"This ...... This ......"
"So be it...... He doesn't want me to take care of it, and I can't control anything, isn't it the best of both worlds? I brushed my hair against the side of my face and found that it was stained with tear-soaked sand.
"This ...... No matter what, it's also worry-free. Those who worry about it, the heart is easy to get sick...... "The cell boss looked helpless, maybe he thought I was a fool who was kept in the dark.
Entering the alley of my house, I immediately became familiar with the surrounding environment, but when I arrived at the door, I stopped, because I heard the sound of conversation in the courtyard, in the middle of the night, at this moment there are only three people in my courtyard, and there are only two people who can talk.
"Why don't you go in?" The cell boss said strangely when he saw that I was not leaving.
I shook my head lightly and shh