I didn't expect the girl to be so sincere and frank, much stronger than him dodging and dodging, Lu Feng looked at those burning eyes, and how to answer at once. The first impression of the girl is honestly not very good, the body is on the fat side, the face is old-fashioned, and it is not the type I like.

But after a period of getting along, the girl talked extraordinarily and was hardworking and caring for her family. Especially on his birthday, he bought him clothes, and he saw the careful care along the way, and remembered it in his heart.

But I can't tell why, I don't have that feeling of falling in love, can I never get back the feeling of heartbeat after experiencing the biggest love setback in my life?

"I guess I like it!" Lu Feng lowered his head slightly, and only raised it after a while, and said in a low voice. Otherwise, when I heard the news of the girl's blind date, why would my heart beat and I was afraid of losing the beauty in front of me.

It's just that in ordinary days, there is not much contact between the two, and they lack in-depth understanding, so they can't completely miss each other in their hearts.

Liu Mengling's eyes flowed, and there was a slight unintentional movement on her calm and elegant jade face, and she said with deep meaning: "Love is a mysterious thing, it is a relationship that belongs to both parties, if you like someone and the other party is not interested, his heart will not open for you, you can't enter his heart, so you just like it not love." When love becomes a reality, we will take on the responsibility of our whole life, and if we do it, we will have to use the resilience of our bones. ”

Although the girl in front of her couldn't say that she was moved, how could that kind of frank and honest expression of true feelings make Lu Feng unmoved, especially the slightly heavy sense of responsibility in these words, which made people remember it for a long time.

"I hope that marriage gives me a lot of freedom, not to be constrained, not to stick together. Then we will be happier than if we had loved before marriage. Liu Mengling's smile is natural, like a fresh and beautiful lotus, blooming with fragrance against the backdrop of faint light.

Yes, the highest state of love is not two people kissing me and me all day long, but withstanding the dull years. Because it is plain, clear and quiet, it can withstand the tempering and test of time, and what is left is true, and the love of the prosperous flowers is just a passing cloud.

It would be a blessing to be with this girl. Lu Feng was silent for a long time, and said with a solemn face: "The prosperity is over, and I miss you as before." I agree with you very much that such a marriage is also what he desires. I don't think there need to be too much restraint, just like my parents asked me to go on a blind date, I felt that I was forced to go, so I ran to the Internet café alone in a sullen mood. ”

Sometimes I wonder how good it would be if life was just a game, we don't have to sympathize with the misfortune of others, we don't have to grieve for the lost relatives, we don't have to feel heartache for the love we can't get, but we still can't help but get entangled in the emotions of life.

Lu Feng looked up at the sky a little distractedly, and saw that the snowflakes in the air were in thousands of shapes, crystal clear, like soldiers on the march, wearing silver armor, and like pieces of white war sails sailing.

Snow is a silent aesthetic. What else is there to lose besides the earthly world?

Lu Feng's expression was faint, and he couldn't see joy or sorrow, "A few days ago, I went to the music square with a friend, where many children were jumping around, looking at their happy appearance, it seemed that they had returned to their childhood, so envious." Although the scene was very lively at that time, standing in the crowded crowd, I still couldn't resist the loneliness in my heart, and there was a kind of silence that laughed at the common people! ”

Liu Mengling's expression was calm when she heard this, her eyes were like calm lake water, and there was no trace of waves, "You think too much, after all, people are small, those things are nothing great, and people have to spend these decades happily." ”

Liu Mengling's open-minded and cheerful attitude towards life made him admire it from the bottom of his heart. But there are always too many worries in life, if everyone can be optimistic to treat and think, just like the vigorous plum tree in front of you, proud of the snow and wind, blooming flowers in the bitter cold, and fluttering in the cold.

Lu Feng was silent for a moment, then his expression returned to normal and said, "It's a little late, let me send you home this time!" ”

Liu Mengling did not refuse, the two walked by the river, and a boat sailed by, surging wave after wave, lapping the shore of life. Liu Mengling's eyes flickered, looked at Lu Feng and said, "Is your friend's friend who had a car accident okay?" “

"I'm almost recovered, but it's still a bit limp when I walk, and I don't know if it will have an impact on my life in the future. If one day we encounter this situation, will we leave our loved ones by then? ”

Liu Mengling's eyelashes blinked slightly, and she said without thinking: "It shouldn't be, since I really like someone, I will face the wind and rain with him." Just like our parents, no matter what they become when they get old, we as children will repay the kindness of parenting. ”

Lu Feng couldn't help but be in awe of her words, who can be the person you like, it's really a blessing. At this time, Liu Mengling turned around and said: "Look if I have become thinner, I now take some time out to exercise every week, and I also made a monthly card in the fitness club, I feel that I have lost a lot of weight now." ”

Liu Mengling looked up at him, her eyes were clear, and there was a light of hope. I don't want to wait for him to turn around before he discovers the existence of love. All I have to do is to grasp the present and show my love, whether this happiness will be with me or not, I hope he loves me too.

Lu Feng didn't dare to look directly, that look made him feel guilty. Why is there such a good girl by your side, and your heart is still hesitating, what are you looking forward to?

The two walked speechlessly all the way, Liu Mengling froze a smile, paused and said, "Just send it here, I will go home myself, thank you!" ”

Is it that if you face the sun, there will be no haze? Is it that if you don't think about it anymore, there will be no more sorrow? The road is under the feet, the heart is on the road, and in the notes of life, there is never a repeating chapter.

Turn around, smile, practice in the years with love, let the heart be safe in the tossing and turning, even if yesterday's story becomes a break point in my heart, tomorrow's road I will still use bright interpretation of wonderful.

The New Year is approaching, and the urgency for marriage and future is getting stronger and stronger, Lu Feng doesn't want to think about it, but all this still has to be faced after all. Whenever I go home, I look up at the clear and indifferent sky when I ride a bicycle, and I feel that life is the same.

So in the following days, Lu Feng used computer games to confuse himself, kill the emptiness, and when he was tired of playing, he could fall asleep and not have to think about anything.

There is someone in the hotel who left, called Xiaofang, who has been doing it here for two or three years, and was still playing cards together a month ago, and I know that the news has been a week after she left, and I still learned it from the apprentice who took it for a month.

In this place that can make people nervous, it is not uncommon for a person to leave, and every month or even every day, the old person will leave and the new person will come.

But in just one month, nearly half of his colleagues were leaving or about to leave, and his heart somehow became empty.

Although there are only a handful of days together, and we haven't talked much, every few days I can always look up and say hello to each other, and over time I feel that it is a familiar and indispensable scene.

In fact, the colleagues who work here have been clamoring to leave for a long time, but they don't have a good opportunity, so they will live a foolish life for the time being. Drift along. The reason for leaving is obvious, mainly because the work system is harsh and even impersonal.