Chapter 30: He said congratulations
I suddenly wanted to push Yan Beishen away, but I found that Yan Beishen was very strong, and he detained me and made me unable to move.
"I have someone I like, I like the third young master, do you want to marry someone who has another man in your heart!"
Although Yan Beishen had never seen Gu Yanbai, he had heard it from me several times, and sure enough, after he heard my words, his brows furrowed slightly, I thought that this reason was strong enough, and any man could not accept it, but he actually laughed.
"Nan Kite, you are bold enough."
He's always like this, a few simple words can make me daunted, it's not that I've never seen his methods, but I really don't want to obey such things that go against my will.
Later, he finally let go of me, but he warned me that it was up to me to decide whether to marry or not, as if I had to marry me, I gritted my teeth, stomped my feet, didn't care about thirty-seven twenty-one, reached out and took off his mask, Yan Beishen could have stopped me, but he didn't.
This was the second time I had seen his ugly, distorted face so clearly, and I knew I couldn't back down if I did.
"See, your face scares me, how can I share a bed with someone who scares me."
"It's late, you say it's late."
Then he put the mask back on my hand, and then sent me back to the bamboo house as if nothing had happened.
This night is a night that I can't sleep at all in my history, whether I was whipped or innocently stabbed, I could endure the pain and sleep lightly for a while, but now, as soon as I close my eyes, I think of Yan Beishen saying that he wants to marry me, and I can't sleep at all.
Why did Gu Yanbai use me as a guise to ask me to pretend to be a maid in the room, I agreed so happily, but now I really want to marry but resist very much, I think if it is Gu Yanbai who now says that he wants to listen to my marriage, will I still be so resistant, this answer is obvious, no.
I kept tossing and turning like this until the second half of the night, and I still couldn't sleep, so I simply got up and put on my coat and went straight to Lan Qingyuan.
I squatted on the stone slab outside Lanqing Garden, and sat quietly like this, waiting for dawn.
I never felt that time passed so quickly, as if it was just a moment, and the sky was already white, and at this time, the door of Lan Qingyuan was also opened.
"Who is this, scared to death early in the morning!"
The one who spoke was Lixin, who was called to take care of Gu Yanbai later, he was the most bad to me before, thinking that I was the one who harmed the master.
"It's me, Southern Kite."
Fong's put the food box in his hand on the ground, and then put his hands on his chest.
"Who do I think, it's you poisonous girl, what's the matter, what do you want to give to the master, I said don't send it to you, anyway, every time you send it, you have to burn it, why bother."
I'm not here to quarrel, I'm not here to quarrel, and I can't be angry with him.
"Lixin, can I go in and meet the third young master, just one side, one side. Please, please. ”
I've never spoken to someone in such a low voice and pleaded with someone, but I have no other way than this trick.
Seeing that my attitude was different from the past, Lixin's speech was slightly softened, but he still shook his head as always.
"No, what if you go in and the third young master sees that you are angry, what will you say here."
It seems that Lixin is really good to Gu Yanbai, otherwise he wouldn't have thought about it so thoughtfully, and he doesn't know what happened to Gu Yanbai after so long.
"I'm probably going to get married."
Fong's also asked me to wait at the door after listening to what I was going to say.
Actually, I really don't know what else to say except this sentence, originally I was thinking if I could ask Gu Yanbai to ask me back to Lanqingyuan, or let him come forward to help me, but when the words came to my mouth, I found that I was not qualified to say this at all, he thought that I was deliberately looking for someone to paralyze him, and he was already open to the net if he didn't ask for my life, but I was obviously wronged, Gu Yanbai will never believe me again since then, but I still have illusions, after all, after so long, what if he figured it out.
After a while, Fong's came out.
"Nan Kite, I shouldn't have sympathized with you today, causing me to be punished by the young master."
"He, what did he say?"
In fact, I already guessed that he would definitely say that it had nothing to do with him, or simply ignore it.
"Congratulations, the young master said congratulations, and you don't come to Lanqingyuan in the future, it's not good every time you come, let's go!"
Fong's said and pushed me out, and then he took the food box and closed the door.
This push is not heavy or light, but I still twisted my ankle, I couldn't help but want to stand up, and my arm was firmly supported, and it was naturally not the person next to me who supported me, it was Yan Beishen who I tried every possible way to get rid of yesterday.
"He said congratulations, he said congratulations."
Raising my eyes and glancing at Yan Beishen, who was protecting me at this time, I thought I would cry, but I didn't, I was afraid that I had cried for Gu Yanbai too many times in the past, so I couldn't cry now.
"Fool."
Yan Beishen bent down and squatted in front of me, obviously thinking about the person who had been dealing with him for less than half a year, but at this moment he gave me great warmth, I took advantage of the situation and hugged his neck, he carried me all the way back to the bamboo house, his shoulders were very broad, and I was not so afraid of him for a moment when I leaned on it.
When I got back to the house, he took off my shoes and socks, and then twisted my feet and necks, saying that it was all right.
Looking at him, I sometimes feel confused, he is obviously a character who is not close to others, how can he seem to have always been very good to me, although I am afraid of him in the bottom of my heart, but he is gentle, and I feel that I will forget this feeling of fear, if he is not disfigured, I am afraid that it will not be my turn to marry him.
"Yan Beishen, you don't like me, do you have another purpose for marrying me?"
He looked up at me, then took my hand and looked at me with a serious look in his eyes, as if he wanted to look me into his eyes.
"Don't be presumptuous."
At this moment, I don't know whether I was moved or shy to be seen, so I made a big decision in my heart, since the resistance is ineffective, it is better to try to accept it.
"I'm willing to marry you, but I can't lie to you, I'm afraid I won't be able to forget that person for a long time."
"I don't mind."
Sure enough, he didn't marry me because he liked me, so I could have been a little less apologetic.
"Yan Beishen, I hope you and I will never give up."
"Okay, never give up."
Obviously two people who don't like each other, they can actually promise each other that they will never give up on each other, Gu Yanbai, I will forget you and try to end this secret love that belongs to me alone.