Chapter 529: I miss you so much
Looking at the back of Cheng Qinqin leaving in a hurry, the heart that had just been filled was empty again.
Originally, there was still a hint of luck, but perhaps, after Cheng Qinqin saw herself, she would rush over and jump into her arms as before.
However, now it seems that Zhan Mochen's words are too right, and his road to chasing his wife will be very long.
Who is to blame, he pushed her away with his own hands.
Zhan Moming looked down at his hands, it was these hands that left countless scars on Cheng Qinqin's body.
When I didn't see Cheng Qinqin, I felt cold when I went home every day, and after seeing Cheng Qinqin, I felt even colder when I went home.
As long as there is you in the future, I am willing to hurt a little, even if I can only hug you in my dreams, I am willing to wait for you, and wait for you to fall in love with me again.
I have to find a way to bring the mistress of this house back.
It must not be like Zhan Mochen, using a strong one, but he can think of other ways.
On the premise of not hurting Cheng Qinqin, turn her back.
Cheng Qinqin had been sitting on the sofa for more than two hours, and she didn't recover a little until her stomach was rumbling with hunger.
Stand up mechanically, heat the meal, eat, bathe.
Then, lie down in bed and continue to be in a daze.
It's already a mess in my head.
I can't figure out why Zhan Moming appeared, what he wants to do to himself, what he should do, and what the future will be.
Where is there any future, if she continues to entangle with Zhan Moming, she will not have a future at all, and even if she does, it will be endless darkness and pain.
In fact, Cheng Qinqin knows very well in her heart that the most important thing for her now is to hide from Moming.
However, it is one thing to think in mind, and another thing to make it.
"I turned on the light, and I saw it
Huge room, lonely bed
Turn off the lights, it's all the same
I can't share the hurt in my heart
Life goes by with the years
Grow old with gray hair
With you gone
There is no news of happiness
Fade away
Fall asleep with your dreams
With the paralyzed heart
Fade away
I miss you so much, I miss you so much
But there is no trace
I'm still tiptoeing and missing
I'm also left memory hovering
I still have my eyes closed and weeping
I pretended I didn't care
I miss you so much, I miss you so much
but deceived himself
I miss you so much, I miss you so much
Just keep it a secret
I miss you so much, I miss you so much
It's hidden in my heart."
Cheng Qinqin realized that what she really needed was not to escape, but to forget.
If you forget your love, you won't be emotionally attached to Zhan Moming.
If you don't get emotional, you don't have to be afraid of being hurt.
If the world really forgets the water, it would be nice to have such a thing as ruthless grass.
Give me a glass of love water, for me not to shed tears for a night, for my life without sadness
The next morning, Cheng Qinqin got up early.
I haven't slept all night, and my spirit is really not very good.
After washing her face and stuffing her cosmetics into her bag, Cheng Qinqin hurriedly went out of the house, she wanted to leave here before Zhan Moming came.
However, in fact, she is not sure whether Zhan Moming will come to pick her up.
Perhaps, it was just a casual polite remark from him, but Zhan Moming didn't seem to be the kind of person who would casually promise.
In Cheng Qinqin's impression, he has never promised himself anything during the years he has followed Zhan Moming in other places.
In the final analysis, subconsciously, Cheng Qinqin still hopes that Zhan Moming can come to pick her up, but she is afraid of seeing him, a woman's heart, she is so contradictory that she has to spit on herself, it is too hypocritical.
Last night, Cheng Qinqin thought about it, and now this apartment must not be able to continue to live.
Zhan Moming already knows here, and she can't stand it if she's in a bad mood one day, so she comes here to go crazy.
Therefore, Cheng Qinqin decided to change to an apartment.
However, the current set is a one-time payment of two years' rent, if you check out halfway, the rent will not be refunded to herself, she is already tight now, where is the extra money to rent a house.
I'm scared to death.
No one would have thought that the first daughter of Nancheng would be so poor and destitute.