Chapter 62
Death is heavy, and death is simple.
Perhaps, just by not paying attention, death has come to you, perhaps, just a casual glance back, you see death.
Death is really scary, death is really simple. Terrible death, simple death.
In fact, the reason why death is so daunting is because in this world, there are still many things to be done, and there are many nostalgic things, so death is a terrible thing, so death is something that everyone does not want to happen.
A person, once to death. Then his life should be peaceful. At the same time, his life should also be heavy. Heavy death, peaceful death, alternating between the two, transforming each other, and finally falling into dust, dust to dust, earth to earth, to peace, death in the afterlife.
The horror of death comes from the unknown of death.
We don't know what death is, and no one knows what the afterlife is. Just like sleeping, a person may indeed fall asleep forever. Then I wish this sleeping man, in his dreams, all that he can enjoy.
Physical fitness, the importance of the body, is actually a very important point. At this point, there are countless things, countless things, and doing these things can make my body and mind healthy.
It's actually just a kind of self-comfort, I'm so strong, I'm so strong, my body is so good, then my body, there shouldn't be a problem.
The appearance of these symptoms may be an incredible thing for an ordinary person. But for a person who doesn't understand anything, doesn't want to do anything, it's really a meaningless thing.
Death, we will eventually die, what is important is what I have done in the process of death.
Stretch a person's life into a straight line. In this straight line, record the important things. In a certain year and a certain month, I saved my father from his illness because of my wealth. In a certain year and month, because of his own efforts and unremitting struggle, he finally reached the peak of his life and won Bai Fumei. In a certain year and month, because there are obvious habits and cultural differences between the parents and the woman's parents. As a result, there were all kinds of irreconcilable contradictions with his beloved wife. Maybe it was because of a trivial incident that led to the long-squeezed contradiction between each other, which broke out completely, or maybe because of some other reason, in desperation, the two finally divorced peacefully.
The snow that day was very heavy and white. A figure stood alone in a clearing, holding a suitcase in his hand, and in the blink of an eye, he became a person again.
Is it tiring to live alone? No, living alone, you can enjoy your own life, and you can do things that you like, but your other half doesn't like.
I became a person again, and I became lonely again. The woman who stood on the balcony and stared at him all the time will no longer stare at him, and the woman who stands on the balcony and does laundry and cooks all the time, and then waits for him to go back, will not wait for him anymore.
Between them, between them, not really
There is no cracking. But practical factors and cultural backgrounds have made it impossible for two people who love each other to come together.
This is a helpless reality, and there is no way to change it. These things, like this cold ice and snow, turned into sharp needles, constantly piercing his heart and piercing his body.
Really, really, his body was in a lot of pain. Really, really his heart was very uncomfortable.
However, after that marriage contract, he no longer knew what she was thinking. He no longer dared to think about what was in her heart, because she no longer belonged to him, because she was already a separate individual.
He was really tired, but no matter how tired he was, he still had to drag his suitcase and continue to move forward, towards a dark world that did not know the future.
A person's life is actually a wandering process. In the process of this wandering, we will experience many things, and many unbearable sorrows will occur. However, these are things that cannot be helped, and there is simply no way to avoid them. After the incident, I would be in pain, out of pain, in utter pain, and then the world, just like that, quiet, everybody, continue to live their mediocre, ordinary life.
The nature of the Chinese is home, filial piety, and land. These factors cannot be said to be bad, but they cannot be said to be good. There are two sides to everything. It was precisely because of these too many feelings and because of these family ties that they eventually became their stumbling blocks, making him fall to the ground and find it difficult to get up again.
It's a painful thing, it's something that can't be believed. This incident made his heart full of uneasiness and fear, obviously all this should not have happened, why did the last thing happen like this?
Why? It's a puzzle, a puzzle that no one can answer at all.
When thinking about this puzzle, the road of life still continues to move forward, step by step, step by step, step by step, step by step, step by step continue to wait.
Really, such days have passed for a long time, but even if they are repeated, no matter how they are, he will continue to work hard and keep fighting.
It's a painful process, it's a sad process, and more appropriately, he's a complete pessimist. He can't afford to experience setbacks, because once the setbacks come, they will crush him to the ground, not because of how terrifying the setbacks are, but because of him, because he thinks of the setbacks very terrifyingly.
This is particularly fatal. But in the face of this, there is nothing he can do in his heart, there is really no way. Because of his life, because of his life, under such emotional colors, this indelible emotional foundation has been laid.
The environment in which a person grows up is really important. It is really difficult to complete your own headwind turnaround in a not so growing environment.
I know, it's really not a big deal. I think this matter should also be delayed until the moment when I succeed and the moment when I have the ability. But there is always worry in my heart, in my heart, and this worry is an indelible worry that this
Worry, it's a worry that I'm very afraid of in my heart.
Really, it feels like I'm a guy who stands a flag everywhere. Every one is a flag, every thing that you want to achieve, what you can't achieve, what you don't want to achieve, just achieve. Perhaps from this short sentence, his difficulties are revealed.
Indeed, this also shows the extreme of my human being.
Time flies quickly, and in the blink of an eye, it seems that his life has gone back and forth. Although this back and forth did not seem very long, it gave him a very heavy pressure.
Pressure, not to the day of realization, will always be heavy, will always be unbearable, this is a fact, an indisputable fact, in the face of this fact, even if there is too much unwillingness, too much unbearable, in the end can only be tears in the end, accept this exciting fact.
This is something that cannot be changed, and under this kind of thing, a person should have a yearning heart.
"Where am I? Am I dead?" the black gaze looked at everything around him in confusion, and the whole person fell into a situation of being at a loss.
Really, what was in front of him now was pitch black, darkness that could not be dissolved. This kind of darkness, he had seen before, he had really seen it, but he really didn't like this darkness. thought that he should stay in that world for a longer and longer time, but time did not allow it, time did not allow him to be like this.
The emergence of this situation is actually not a very bad thing for him.
It's just that there could have been more opportunities. But not being able to get more in this opportunity has to be said to be a very painful thing. Such a painful thing made his body and mind feel deeply tired.
After he was plunged into darkness, the scene in front of him, the things in front of him, began to change rapidly again. The speed of this change is really beyond his imagination.
"Is it coming again? my second journey to another world. ”
Once he is pulled out of this world, he will not experience a trip to another world, but many times. These times made him a little numb. Sometimes, it's over once or twice. But more often than not, this number of times, there is no limit at all, and it begins to grow wildly.
This rate of growth is really amazing. Under this astonishing growth rate, his heart is really very sad. Because it feels like eating a thing, eating a lot in one sitting, eating to the point of vomiting, there is no room for maneuver at all.
This really made him very sad and really made him very sad. But this kind of sadness, this kind of sadness, is actually an inevitable thing.
He has to learn to get used to it, but habit is not so easy to form, especially a painful habit!
The moment he was pulled out by the rapidly expanding light in front of him, he suddenly returned to the place where he died.
"Huh?" The two black-clothed men who had left with their equipment were all stunned when they looked at the black tree who stood up again from the pool of blood.
Not only were they stunned, but even the black tree himself was stunned.
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