Night Voice said: "The girl's brother will not die so easily, but girl, don't cry blindly, although the world you listen to is wonderful and real, but if you can see the light, who wants endless darkness." ”

"He's not going to die? How do you know? Are you sure? ”

Night said: "Of course Xiaosheng is sure." ”

I was afraid that he would just comfort me and say, "You say that you are not a doctor, how can you be sure that he will not die?" ”

Ye Sheng laughed, like a helpless brother: "Although the girl's brother has a dim fate at the moment, there is something incomparably dazzling in him that is giving him light." ”

I choked up, "He's so dark that there's almost no light, how can there be anything dazzling......"

Yesheng sighed softly: "The hero chokes his wrist, it's really amazing." ”

Strangling? How does Nightshade know about chokeholds? Is he talking casually, or? ……

"He's just a child, how can he do it so hard......"

Night Voice: "Many things happen for their own reasons, there are causes and effects, as long as you are calm in your heart, you don't need to be afraid of anything." "With that, my hands left my shoulders, and I fell into boundless darkness again.

My heart was like a dead heart and I said, "Nightsound, can I trust you?" ”

Yesheng said softly: "Believe it or not, it's not Xiaosheng's decision, what does the girl think?" ”

"I don't know, I'm tired, I really want to leave all this behind, Nightshade, I'll lend you my identity, can you help me?" I pulled the sound of the night, I touched his clothes, they still looked like the ones I just gave him, he didn't change his clothes, he was still my clothes.

In other words, at this time, the two mes in the room are in conversation.

I made a big mistake, I didn't dare to face Song Lingjian and Xia Xia again.

Nightshade laughed, he laughed softly and softly, but it seemed to see through the unspeakable weakness in my heart at once.

Yes, I flinched again, not daring to face it, the sound of the night was my lifeline, giving me a reason and excuse to escape when I was most suspicious and weak.

Night Voice: "It's not impossible for Xiaosheng to help the girl, but the girl must fully cooperate with Xiaosheng, even if she shows her feet, she must be killed and denyed, otherwise she will fall into injustice." ”

"Well, as long as you-"

"Don't hurt your friends and relatives, his friends are Xiaosheng's friends, and Xiaosheng has his own measure." Nightshade patted my hand gently, and his voice was serene, which immediately calmed my heaving heart.

"Well, okay, I'll listen to you, so what do I do now?"

"Now the girl goes back to her room first, and tries to stay where no one can see her, and here I will help the girl guard first—while there is no one outside, the girl will leave now."

I nodded, I didn't know why I was so relieved about Yesheng, so relieved that I put my seriously injured brother in his hands: "Well, then you be careful." ”

"It's raining, so you won't get wet when you go back along the corridor." Nightshade chuckled as she mimicked my voice.

I felt a little chill on my back, the sound was almost exactly the same as mine, the tone and the pauses, and if I didn't show up again, the night sound would almost replace me.

But as Haipiao said, there is no turning back arrow in the world, it is I myself who asked Yesheng to take my identity, the arrow has come out, I can only move forward.

I don't know where the night sound is standing at this moment, I feel the door, I open the door hard, the rain is pouring outside, like the sky is crying, I follow the explanation of the night sound, along the corridor to touch back to the room, but still wet half of the body, I simply took a new bed and spread it under the bed, quickly changed out of the wet and cold clothes, just about to go to bolt the door back, I heard someone run into the yard-

"Ouch, such a heavy rain—wet the hem of my clothes—swallow, I'm here to see you pull—"

Oh no, Meng Wu is here!

I bolted the door to hide quickly, it was too late!

Meng Wu shouted loudly: "Yanzi, I saw you pulling, did you come to open the door for me?" I'm wet, get me up and roast it on the stove, and I'll freeze to death. "Then push the door in.

He saw the shadow behind my door, and if I closed the door and disappeared, he would have run to the backyard, and when the time came, he would have thought strange when he met me dressed as a night sound—

I had no choice but to open the door, the sound of heavy rain affected my hearing, I endured nervousness and asked, "Is it the fifth uncle?" Is Xiaoyu also there? ”

Meng Wu had already come to help me and walked to the room: "It's raining heavily, so she won't go out-hey, it's raining heavily, why is there no one in the courtyard, where are you going?" ”

I closed the door and said, "Let's all rest, I'm about to rest, is there something wrong with the fifth uncle?" ”

Meng Wu helped me sit on the chair, and opened the cabinet to get things by himself: "I'm resting, that's unfortunate, no one is playing with me." ”

"Fifth uncle, what are you doing?" I said I wanted to rest, why didn't he leave?

Meng Wudao: "It's cold, find a stove to bake your feet - you don't care about me, if you want to rest, you can go to sleep." I promise it's quieter than a cat. ”

I don't want Meng Wu to stay long, if I ignore him, he will definitely run to find Yan Cuo, Ye Sheng is in Yan Cuo's room at the moment, and he will definitely be a gang.

I said politely: "The fifth uncle is here, how can I sleep - there is no one in the Zhuangzi today, and the fifth uncle who is raining heavily should go back to the nest early." ”

Meng Wu said: "It's all coming out in the heavy rain, who wants to take advantage of the rain to go back-I have something to do with you, what about the Tongxin Yinyu that I sent you last time?" Are you wearing it on your hand? ”

I touched my wrist, but I really wore it on my hand, but I haven't shaken it recently, and I haven't felt its presence.

"Ah, what's wrong? Does the fifth uncle want to take it back? ”

Meng Wu smiled and said: "Nonsense, how can there be a reason to take back the things that are sent out - I will give you the pure jade, this jade is stained with ash and blood, and it is not so spiritual." After that, I shook the concentric jade on my wrist, and the sound of jade I heard was indeed not as crisp and loud as before.

I don't know what kind of pure jade Meng Wu said, anyway, I know that I can't drive him away.

Meng Wuqi warmed the stove, sat on the edge of the table and held the concentric jade, as if he was wiping or something, and from time to time there was a sound of jade hitting the fire, I listened with my ears up, and the heavy rain overshadowed all the sounds, fortunately, even if there was a jade bell in the backyard, Meng Wu would not pay much attention to it.

After the heavy rain and the stove, I felt a little tired, so I leaned on the table and asked Meng Wudao, "How long will it take?" ”

Meng Wu blew his breath, as if he was blowing dust on the jade: "It will take a while, Jingyu must be careful in this matter - what's the matter, Yanzi, you are also like them, I think the fifth uncle is annoyed and wants to drive me away?" ”

"No, nothing." I gave up, I just hoped that Meng Wuneng would stay quietly inside and not make noise. Someone who is a little older than me keeps coaxing like a child.

Meng Wu was very quiet and serious in Jingyu.

I was really bored, afraid that I would be cranky, so I found a topic and whispered: Fifth uncle, can you tell me about my father's youth? ”

Meng asked absentmindedly, "What does Yanzi want to listen to?" ”

"For example, what kind of temper was Dad when he was young, would he be naughty and like to play pranks like all teenagers?"

Meng Wudao: "That's not true, your father has always been very serious, serious, among the few of us, he has the best martial arts and the smartest head, so we all like to listen to him and follow him to run around and coax." ”

"How many people? Do you have any other playmates? ”

"Well, but after your father left, the rest of the people also left slowly, without branches and leaves, and drifted away with the wind."

"What about the mother? My mother has known you for a long time, has she played with you? "My impression of my mother is so uninhibited, she is completely from another world.

"Your mother?" Meng Wu's voice was a little surprised, and Xuan Erwan smiled and said, "Yes, your mother, your mother is beautiful, but she doesn't like to play, so she doesn't interact much." ”

Thinking about it, with my mother's character, I will definitely not follow other teenagers to coax me.

Meng Wu sighed: "Your mother is a very kind-hearted person, and people with cold faces often have warm hearts. But the world only sees her beauty, and when she sees her, she will think, how can someone look like this, look like this, what kind of rouge gouache she uses, what kind of silk and satin she wears, what kind of man she will like, etc., but no one will ever think to ask her whether she likes to eat sweet or salty, vegetarian or glamorous. Extraordinary people are often lonely. ”

I wondered, "Was my mother beautiful when she was young?" ”

Meng Wu remembered: "En'en, it's beautiful, it's as beautiful as the moon in the sky, out of reach." ”

I thought of my mother's appearance, she is indeed very beautiful, maybe I am used to it, and I am not too amazed.

"Now your mother has lived in the depths for a long time, does not make brocade hairpins, does not decorate powder, and you have looked at it for more than 20 years, and the gold is regarded as a copper plate. Besides, she had a serious illness, and she almost died when she gave birth to you, so she was naturally not as beautiful as she was when she was young. ”

Did my mother give birth to me? I haven't heard anyone say it, no wonder she always has a bloodless face and a poor memory, it turns out that it's because of me......

Meng Wu sighed and said, "Speaking of your mother, your mother had a good name and was famous in the imperial capital when she was young, do you want to know what it is?" ”

I nodded, "What is it?" ”

"Zhuang Zhou's butterfly. As long as anyone says an alias, everyone knows that it is Zhao Nuanyu, the first beauty in the imperial capital. ”

"My mother was the first beauty in the imperial capital?!" I was surprised.

Meng Wudao: "Zeng? Your mother's appearance has not diminished back then, even if it is the current imperial capital, there is no woman who can match your mother's appearance, she is still the first beauty in the imperial capital, and she is still the first beauty in our hearts. ”

"My father and my mother, originally from the imperial capital?" I only know that our ancestors are not all Zixu people, but I don't know that they are from the imperial capital.

"What's so strange about this - don't you want to ask about the origin of Zhuang Zhou's butterfly? Or have you already guessed it? ”

"Guessed? Guess what? - Why is it called Zhuang Zhou's butterfly? Who is Zhuang Zhou? Does my mother love butterflies too? ”

"Li Yishan has a poem called "Jin Se", have you heard of it?"

I shook my head: "I don't know anything about poetry and poetry. ”

Meng Wu sighed: "No matter what, a woman is virtuous if she is not talented, there is a sentence in that poem, Zhuang Shengxiao dreams of butterflies, and Emperor Wangchun trusts the cuckoo." Zhuang Zhou's butterfly is to praise your mother as beautiful as the butterfly in Zhuang Zhou's dream, beautiful and elusive, intoxicating and unconscious. Isn't it heartbreaking, you say? ”

"Zhuang Zhou's butterfly, such a beautiful name...... "It turns out that my mother loves butterflies, but I love butterflies very much, is this fate?"