When Xiao Zhan heard this, he paused slightly.

Jing Huai said to himself: "Do you remember Tang Jing? ”

"Hmm."

Xiao Zhan nodded, "Your ex-girlfriend." ”

Tang Jing and Jing Huai are childhood sweethearts in their compound, they have been in love since junior high school, there is no shortage of affectionate quarrels and good things, no matter how big the trouble is, they can turn their heads and hug each other happily.

Everyone thought that the happy couple would get married in the future.

But who would have thought that in the second year of Jinghuai's military service, the two broke up.

It didn't take long for Tang Jing to go abroad, and I heard that she had a new boyfriend, and the two were quite affectionate.

Everything happened too suddenly, Xiao Zhan didn't know, why did two people who were so good part ways?

"In my first year as a soldier, I didn't have a single day off, either training or tasks."

Jing Huai said: "I can only call her occasionally, talk for a minute, and then I have to hang up." ”

"She feels so lonely?" Xiao Zhan interface.

Jing Huai shook his head and said: "In the first year, we both survived, and when I went back, she hugged me, I cried and couldn't speak, not to mention her, that girl was made of water since she was a child, and when she said a heavy word, she snapped and shed tears without money, and she lost ......."

Thanks to her boyfriend, I can stand it.

Jing Huai didn't finish saying this, and was stuck.

He suddenly remembered that Tang Jing's boyfriend was no longer him.

"Off topic."

Jing Huai changed his words and said: "I am at the same time as you, and you also know that we are too good, after one year of training, we will officially take over the task in the second year, and there will be holidays, you can go back to see her." ”

"Hmm." Xiao Zhan nodded.

In the second year, Jing Huai would go back as soon as he had a holiday, in order to meet Tang Jing and make up for the shortcomings of the first year.

But they survived the painful first year, but they couldn't survive the second year.

"No more nonsense."

Jing Huai's tone was light, but with a vague melancholy, he said: "On the day of the breakup, Tang Jing said that she was very scared. ”

Xiao Zhan was stunned.

"Tang Jing said that she is not afraid of loneliness, she likes me, I like her, even if it is far away, it is fine, I like to be able to pass it to each other across thousands of mountains and rivers."

"But......"

"It's because I like it that I'm afraid."

When Jing Huai said this, his voice was soft: "She is afraid that I will die outside one day." ”

When Xiao Zhan heard this, he fell silent abruptly.

There was silence in the car.

After a while, Jing Huai said: "It's far away, it's okay, it's good to like each other from afar, you can't meet often, it's okay, just make up for all the usual ones when you meet." ”

"But—"

Jing Huai changed his words and said, "What if we die?" ”

Then there is nothing.

This topic seems very distant.

But they are indeed the closest people to death in this world.

"Tang Jing said that she was waiting for me at home, and she didn't contact me for a month, didn't contact for two months, and didn't contact me for three months......"

Jing Huai said: "She was very scared, I hadn't heard from me for a few months, and the news suddenly came that it was a death message." ”

With a long breath, Jing Huai barely squeezed out a smile and said, "So, Xiao Zhan, how many times do you have to repeat what you are doing now?" ”

Desperately complete the task, go to meet your beloved little girl in the gap, and leave a few days later, leaving her alone, over and over again.

Let her go from anticipation, to apprehension, to anxiety, to fear......

In the end, I was swallowed up by those negative emotions and ended completely.

"You can't give her happiness, can you?"

Jing Huai muttered, not knowing if he was talking about Xiao Zhan or himself.