Early on Sunday morning, I wanted to tell Lin Nini that I wanted to go back to school, I felt a little uncomfortable at Lin Nini's house, I only dared to stay in Lin Nini's room, and I didn't dare to go out to hang out, after all, it was not in my own home, and I was afraid that there were many rules in other people's wealthy families, I didn't know anything, and it would be bad if I bumped into anyone when I went out.

Lin Nini and I thought together, after breakfast, we said goodbye to my aunt and prepared to leave, my uncle seemed to go to work early in the morning, and there was no one at home, only Auntie and Aunt Zhang were there.

When I left, I saw that the boy came down from the stairs yesterday, probably just got up, yesterday I heard Lin Nini tell me, this boy is her stepfather's son, he has a strange temper, he doesn't like to talk, they have lived together for a few years, and I haven't heard this brother say a few words.

Auntie sent us to the door, and I was going to take a luxury car again, and I took it for the second time.

"Mom, don't send it, let's go." Lin Nini said to her aunt.

"Okay, be careful, call me when you get to school, Pan Pan, we Nini are not sensible, you usually take care of her." My aunt came and grabbed my hand and said to me.

"Auntie, what are you talking about, Nini usually takes care of us" I'm not polite, usually if there are any good things at school, Nini will share them with us, and I haven't done anything for her, so she has been taking care of me.

"Let's go." Lin Nini said that she went over and hugged her aunt, and she was also a little reluctant to get into the car with me.

It can be seen that their mother and daughter have a good relationship, and there may be a feeling of dependence on each other, although the uncle is usually very good to the aunt, but I feel that they respect each other like guests and have no passion for life.

Coupled with the boy's reason, I think, this home is not so perfect on the surface.

"Nini, it's not long before the art exam is coming, have you figured out which university you want to go to?" I was bored in the car, so I thought about finding a topic to talk about.

"I haven't thought about it yet, my mother asked me to go abroad, but I don't want to be too far away from her."

In my opinion, Nini's piano plays so well, in fact, it should be better to go abroad, I heard that there are some good conservatories abroad, but Nini misses home very much, I guess if she goes abroad, she will be homesick and want to cry.

"Well, that's a problem too, you have to think about it." I say.

Lin Nini thought for a while, "What about you, Pan Pan, what university do you want to go to?" ”

"Me?" I pointed to myself.

"I have a university I want to go to, but I'm afraid I won't be able to get in." Although I haven't confirmed that Senior Yi Hua is at the Central Academy of Fine Arts, I also want to be admitted to that university, and it is also my own goal, no matter whether Senior Yi Hua is there or not, I also want to go to Beijing.

Lin Nini came over to cheer me up, "Pan Pan, I believe you can, you usually work so hard, you must be good." ”

I looked at her cute, serious expression and couldn't help but smile.

"Thank you!" As he spoke, he touched her little face.

......

Back in the dormitory, Xing Rui had already returned, she went to bed, heard us come back, and sat up.

I looked up at her bed, "Eh, Xing Rui, are you back?" ”

"Well, I'm back." Xing Rui's tone was still very cold, there was no expression, and I couldn't hear any emotion.

I saw Lin Nini beside me, and thought to myself, Xing Rui shouldn't have told Lin Nini about herself, so I swallowed the words in my mouth, I wanted to ask Xing Rui, how about going back.

Xing Rui saw that we were back, said a few words, and then lay down to sleep, I looked at it was almost noon, why did she sleep, was she tired, did she go back and what happened.

"Xing Rui, aren't you going to eat?" I asked her.

"No, I'm not hungry." She didn't get up either, her whole head was stuffed under the covers, and she replied to me with a booming voice.

I looked at her back, a little worried, and always felt that something bad was about to happen.

"Pan Pan, let's go eat, and bring something back to Xing Rui later." Lin Nini came and pulled me, and we got out of the dormitory and went to the cafeteria.

As I walked, I kept looking back.

downstairs in the dormitory, I also met Li Meier who came back, she was full of spring breeze and joy, as if something good had happened.

"Mei'er, you're back." I greeted her.

"yes." She was very happy.

"Something good happened, you're so happy to look like this." I asked her in a teasing tone.

Li Mei'er's face turned red, "Hehe, I won't tell you." With that, he ran away.

"Pan Pan, you said that Mei'er is like this, is she rich, so happy." Lin Nini took my hand and said as she walked.

"I think it's not that I'm getting rich, but I'm lucky, haha." I smiled and winked at Linni.

Lin Nini seems to understand that Lin Meier's spring is coming.

After eating, I thought that Xing Rui was not in a good mood, and I guess I didn't have much appetite, so I went to buy a porridge. When she came back to the dormitory, she was still sleeping.

I shook her gently, "Xing Rui." ”

She ignored me, not knowing if she didn't want to pay attention to me, or if she was asleep.

Li Meier is no longer in the dormitory, I combined with the guess just now, whether she went on a date, haha.

I also lay down in bed, took a novel to read, Lin Nini was also playing with herself, the dormitory was very quiet all afternoon, no one spoke, only the sound of breathing.

The western sky is gradually graying, and dusk is quietly walking with light steps. Today's sunset is a little too red, shining straight into our room, I am also a little sleepy, sleepiness is about to sweep in.

But Xing Rui waved at me, so that my sleepiness disappeared at once, I looked at her, she motioned for me to go out, I nodded, and closed the book in my hand.

Li Meier hasn't come back yet, and Lin Nini has also fallen asleep, and the atmosphere in the afternoon is really easy to make people fall asleep.

Xing Rui went out first, and I carefully closed the door.

"Xing Rui, what's wrong with you? Is it better? I asked her eagerly.

"I'm fine." She looked at the sun that was about to go down, "Pan Pan, I'm going to see my dad." ”

My heart chuckled at first, "And then?" How's it going? ”

"He was dying, and he asked me to forgive him, but I didn't know how to forgive him, so I didn't speak."

I know that Xing Rui has already mustered up the courage to go to see him, and now it may be a little difficult for her to forgive her father all at once.

"Xing Rui, it's okay, you just can't accept it for a while, take your time." I hurriedly comforted her.

"But...... This morning, not long after I left, my mom called me and said that my dad was gone. Xing Rui was already a little choked up when she spoke, although she didn't shed tears, but I could hear that she was very uncomfortable.

I think Xing Rui is more regretful," Xing Rui. "I touched her back, and I didn't know what to say, and I didn't know what to do except stand beside her, comfort her, and touch her.

"I was very uncomfortable, I felt that it was not my fault that I didn't forgive him at that time, and I was not too ruthless." Xing Rui's emotions are already a little excited, anyone who encounters this kind of thing will be excited, I think if it were someone else, they might be hysterical.

"Xing Rui, it's not your fault." I kept following Xing Rui's back, not knowing what other way to comfort her.

Xing Rui was uncomfortable for a long time, told me a lot, and I also understand Xing Rui's feelings, any kind of feeling is the same, we look at it in front of us and don't care, but it is possible that it will disappear when you don't pay attention, and when you lose it, you will realize it later, and then you will find out why you didn't cherish it in the first place.

The most unbearable thing in the world is feelings, family affection is like this, love is also like this, friendship is also, sometimes when you toss feelings, but never thought that you will regret your current actions in the future.

Xing Rui's father is also like this, when he was young, he didn't cherish his feelings for Xing Rui, he squandered it wantonly, and when he was old and critically ill, he remembered Xing Ruilai, how could Xing Rui accept it for a while, so all this is not Xing Rui's fault.

Xing Rui hadn't eaten all day, so I gave her the porridge I bought at noon, but the porridge was already cold.

"This porridge is cold, don't eat it, let's go to the cafeteria to eat." I say.

"No need." Xing Rui said softly and slowly.

I grabbed her hand and walked out, babbling as I went, "No, you haven't eaten all day, now you have to eat anyway, your body is hungry or your own." ”

Xing Rui was coaxed by me to take her to the cafeteria for a meal, although she didn't eat much, but she still ate it, it's better than not eating at all.

Xing Rui went to bed early, I know, Xing Rui just wants to be alone, where does she go to bed early, from morning to night, I don't believe she can have so much sleepiness.

The people in the entire dormitory could see that Xing Rui was in a bad mood, and everyone didn't dare to quarrel with her, nor did they dare to speak loudly. So we all went to bed early, tomorrow is a new week, and next week we will have art exams, and I really hope that everyone in our dormitory can get good results.

I hope Lin Nini can choose a path that suits her.

I hope that Li Meier can become a star as she wishes, and the stars are brilliant.

What I hope most is that Xing Rui can get better, don't affect the exam, I hope she can play normally, with Xing Rui's strength, it can be great if she plays normally.

Finally, I hope that I can play extraordinarily and be admitted to the Central Academy of Fine Arts, and I hope that I can be a classmate of Xing Rui in the future.

In my wish, we ushered in the art examination, I also gave up all distractions, put all my strength on the art examination, all my friends called to encourage me, I was even more motivated.

After the exam, I was relaxed, and I felt that I had performed well this time. After the exams, we are also leaving this school, and today is a parting day.

Our dormitory is going to have a small gathering, and it is fate to be able to get together, but on the night of the party, we can't find Xing Rui.