I realized that I was covering my nose for most of the way, and my hands were already frozen in the wind, and when I heard the sound of the night, I immediately put down my hand and retracted it into my sleeves, and immediately smelled the faint fragrance of flowers and plants.

I said nervously: "Song Lingjian is treating Zheng Zhuzhu in Zheng Mansion, you will go in like this, right?" ”

Ye said: "Well, Xiaosheng has his own arrangements. ”

Nightshade was always confident, and I followed him with peace of mind, and to my surprise, Nightshade led me to the main entrance.

The doorman at the front gate recognized us and said with some surprise: "Miss Song? ”

"She came to deliver me the missing needle bag." Yesheng imitated Song Lingjian's voice and tone, looking arrogant and a little impatient.

The doorman didn't dare to ask more, and said, "Oh, then please come in." ”

Smoothly entered the Zheng Mansion, I didn't meet many people along the road, I entered the Zheng Mansion a few times, at that time the people in the Mansion were busy with happy events, in comparison, now it seems particularly bleak and quiet.

The sound of the night carried me down the aisle, and I didn't feel it at all.

"Are we going to kiss the Jade Pavilion?" I asked in a whisper.

Ye Sheng sighed, suddenly stopped, pulled me back to a place around the corner, and said: "Miss Zheng's personal maid ring has come out, she should know that the girl's friend is in the boudoir, and Xiao Sheng is inconvenient to show up - Xiao Sheng is waiting for the girl in the hall on the first floor of the boudoir, and the girl will let the girl take you." ”

"How did I get her to take me—"

Before I finished asking, I felt a breeze around me, and when I reached out and touched it, the sound of the night was gone! Just leave me here alone?!

The footsteps soon sounded, and sure enough, a circle of voices sounded: "Hey, Boss Yan?" Why are you here? ”

"I-I got Song Lingjian a few needle bags that she usually uses, thinking she might be able to use them." My heart was pounding, but the lies were slippery.

"But no one can enter the lady's room without Madame's orders." ”

I gambled: "Then, otherwise, you call Song Lingjian out and let her get it herself?" ”

Huanhuan panicked: "Madame let me come down, and if I go up again, she will murder me." ”

I was embarrassed: "That's-that's it, I'll wait downstairs for your young lady, Song Lingjian has seen a good diagnosis, I'll ask her again, by the way, I can also know your young lady's condition earlier, is that okay?" I promise not to let your lady find out. ”

Circle clutched her head, and I could hear her fingernails rubbing against her scalp: "So? That-well, I didn't see it, if Madam found out, Boss Yan wouldn't say that he had seen me. ”

I nodded quickly and said, "Yes, definitely." I'll go now, hide quietly, okay? ”

After a circle, he walked out for a while, and suddenly ran back to me and asked, "Can Boss Yan touch it blindly?" Don't get it wrong! ”

I pointed ahead and said, "I remember the direction, just follow this corridor and you'll be there." ”

The circle smirked and said, "Boss Yan has a pretty good memory, unlike that Huya Han Gongzi, who always can't remember what my name is." ”

I said perfunctorily, "Well, I'll tell him next time." ”

Circle eating and laughing and leaving, not at all like a caring girl who is seriously ill with her own young lady - I have always felt that the circle is not close to Zheng Jewel, generally speaking, this kind of personal maid ring of large families has grown up together, if the young lady has no shelf, many feelings are like sisters, and they look at it but have no feelings.

Thinking like this, I have already walked to the front of the Kissing Jade Pavilion, I have not been to this place many times, I am afraid of hitting the stairs, so I have to secretly open my eyes and look at it for a while, as soon as I enter the door, I feel a stiffness on my back, and I want to ask if it is the sound of the night, but I can't make a sound.

Ye Sheng said softly: "There are people upstairs, be careful." ”

I nodded, but I wasn't sure if Nightshade could "see".

The sound of the night took me to sit somewhere, this place was quiet, there was not even the wind, and the smell of bedding in the sun was all around, and this room should be constantly tended.

"This day has always arrived." I heard the voice of the drifter downstairs and said softly, he followed Song Lingjian and actually entered Miss Zheng's boudoir, it is estimated that Song Lingjian insisted.

"What do you mean?" Mrs. Zheng asked coldly.

"I often feel a breath from her, and this breath will take her away sooner or later."

"What breath?"

"There is no breath of love."

Mrs. Zheng snorted unhappily, "She-she's not in love for no reason." With the power of our Zheng family, she can get almost everything she wants. ”

"But what about freedom?" Hai Piao asked.

"Freedom? What does she want to be free? Isn't she free here? She can do whatever she wants. Mrs. Zheng said coldly.

"But that's it. She's not Madame Zheng, your embroidered pillow, red and pink hairpin, put in the room, locked in a box - did you ask her if she was happy? Have you ever cared about what makes her depressed? Or, you've never been sure if she's really happy. Hai Piao's voice is not afraid, for him, everyone is the same.

I have thought about this before, but I dare not question it in front of Mrs. Zheng.

"Shut up. What qualifications do you have to evaluate the family affairs of our Zheng family? If you're not happy, you'll tell me. Mrs. Zheng was a little angry.

Before she left Xiuzhuang, she said that there is no past worth nostalgia in this world, let alone someone worth nostalgia. Do you know what she is nostalgic for in the past? Or is she nostalgic for someone? Mrs. Zheng, do you know? "Haipiao is still very patient.

Zheng Jewel said such a thing to Haipiao? If there is no past and people to be nostalgic for, what kind of past and what kind of people will it be?

Madame Cheng did not answer, perhaps she was also thinking about the question, thinking about her daughter's lack of enthusiasm for life behind her calm eyes, thinking about her face full of life when she rebelled angrily. But these are all gone, no matter how she wants to control her life of flesh and blood, she can't control life and death.

"Perhaps, all of this is her voluntary ......" Hai Piao's voice sounded sad.

At this time, Song Lingjian's voice said coldly: "She is awake." Come in. ”

It seems that this is a short conversation between Mrs. Zheng and Haipiao when they were waiting for the clinic in the small hall of the bedroom. That Han Sanxiao, how can he gag with a hippie smiley face with anyone?

Mrs. Zheng walked quickly, the golden hairpin on her head swaying, messy and harsh.

"Jewels—jewels, how do you feel when you wake up? What's uncomfortable? For the first time, I heard worry in her voice.

Zheng Zhuzhu didn't make a sound, maybe he was too weak.

Song Lingjian said softly: "I am weak when I first wake up, but it can be regarded as an explanation to my wife, I will apply a few more injections to stabilize her qi and blood, and my wife will leave first." ”

Mrs. Zheng did not refuse with strong words, but left quietly.

I'm also relieved, no matter what, just wake up.

"Miss Song...... Why save me......" Zheng Zhuzhu said weakly, angry as a gossamer, but extremely sad, why is she so tired of life and so desperate?

"If I don't save you, someone else will save you." Song Lingjian said quietly.

Zheng Zhu said disdainfully: "What she is worried about is that there is no one to fulfill this marriage contract." ”

I heard Mrs. Zheng's footsteps about to go downstairs suddenly stopped, apparently she heard Zheng Jewel's taunt.

"Is Hai Gongzi here too? Why don't you come in? Zheng Zhuzhu is so seriously ill that he still remembers the sea drift in the hall.

The footsteps of Hai Piao stopped in the middle, as if at the screen between the bedroom and the small hall, and said gently: "Miss Zheng should take care of her body." ”

Zheng Zhuzhu did not answer, and a slight sobbing echoed all the questions, which reminded me of the first time I saw her, when she was like a swirling and stretched lotus, gentle and fresh, and now she is a water lily about to sleep and close its petals, tears flowing like dew blown by the evening breeze.

"In any case, self-trapping is the stupidest way to do it." Song Lingjian comforted softly.

Zheng Zhuzhu inhaled tremblingly, and then screamed softly, crying was not a good medicine for her condition.

"For whom are you leaving yourself to fend for like this?" Song Lingjian's voice was ruthless, but I knew that her heart was soft, and after so many days of getting along, she would have more or less feelings for Zheng Zhujian.

"No one will understand, no one will know. But this memory can only be remembered in the heart, but it cannot be told to others......" Zheng Zhuzhu's voice was broken, she was reliving a dream, a dream that she would never come back and only she remembered.

After being silent for a while, Song Lingjian suddenly said coldly: "What's wrong with you?" ”

Zheng Zhuzhu also coughed and said, "Hai Gongzi-"

Song Lingjian said: "I'll take him to the outer hall to sit for a meeting, you have a good rest." With that, he hurriedly moved towards the small hall.

What happened to sea drifting? Are you faint again?

The sound of the night untied my acupoint and led me out of the hall on the first floor of the Kissing Jade Pavilion.

I only know that Zheng Jewel has always been depressed, but I don't know that she has been so loveless, no wonder the doctors in the town are helpless, because even she doesn't want to get better, is there really nothing in this world that makes her nostalgic? Mrs. Zheng? Master Zheng? Or is it us?

After a short turn, we entered another room, and the night voice said, "Let's wait here for the girls and friends to leave." ”

I nodded. I smelled the surrounding smell, it was very miscellaneous, there was the smell of old wood, the smell of cotton clothes, and the faint smell of incense. I exhaled vigorously and felt some scraps of cotton wool wafting in the air around me, which made my nose very uncomfortable.

"Someone's coming." Nightshade whispered.

I immediately slowed down my breathing.

Outside, there was the sound of hurried footsteps, and several people entered the small building where we were, but they didn't notice us, but they were busy with themselves.

The voice sounded as if we were upstairs and we were downstairs.