Chapter Twenty-Six: The Life I Want to Live
When I got home after school, I saw my mother sitting on the sofa and watching the ethics drama at eight o'clock, my mother's back was more vicissitudes than before, I changed my slippers and hugged my mother from behind, my mother reacted and patted my hand gently, just a strong laugh.
"Mom~" this cry is very full of feelings, I drilled into my mother's arms like a coquette, and now there are only two people in life, my mother and me, and our relationship has become more intimate.
Mom stroked my head and said softly, "What's wrong?" She smiled, and all fatigue seemed to be gone.
I got out of her arms and sat on the couch, with a somewhat serious look, "Mom, I have an idea. ”
"What thoughts?" She asked.
"I want to learn to paint, and I can go to an art academy in the future."
Mom was stunned at first, and then silent. I also looked at my mother's expression carefully, hoping to read something.
I don't know what my mother is thinking, she may not agree? Also, I usually want to play one play at a time, and this time she must have thought that I was just talking on a whim.
"Think about it yourself, if you make up your mind, mom will support you."
It was a long time before she spoke, and the stone in my heart fell off after hearing this, and a smile appeared on my face, "Really? ”
Mom patted me on the head, "As long as you think about it, don't give up halfway, and your mother will support you." ”
I patted my chest, "I'm not going to give up halfway!" He laughed silly.
Mom is also smiling.
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Mom agreed, and I made up my mind, so I'm going to start implementing it. I rummaged through my bag as I pondered, and I took out a math workbook from my bag, tapped myself on the head, and said to myself, "What do you think, it's true to finish your homework first." ”
I opened the math workbook, flipped to the number of pages assigned by the teacher, picked up the pen, and looked at the problems in it with confidence,.... Forehead.... Forehead..... Forehead....
Hehehe, I smiled at myself a little embarrassed, and then took out my phone, "Hey, Wang Yijia, I'm not very good at today's math homework, can you tell me about it?" ”
Wang Yijia said: "Okay, which question won't be? With the phone in his hand, he began to rummage through the math workbook in his hand.
"I ..... I was embarrassed and tried to hide it.
Wang Yijia shook his head helplessly, and sighed, "The first question can be seen from the coordinates of B and C The BC equation of the straight line is y=2 x+1...."
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During the recess exercise, the students writhed wantonly in the music of dancing youth, but my mind was not in this music at all, I stretched my neck and tried to look towards the team of the sophomore in high school, wanting to see the figure of Senior Yihua in this vast sea of people. Every time I exercise between classes, I try my best to run to the back row and stand, because I can see Senior Yi Hua at the back, he is so tall, he must also stand in the last row.
When doing exercises, men and women stand in two rows, I stand with Wang Yijia every time, I don't know why, I always feel that he is blocking my view of the sophomore team, I have also said that he has been many times, he is speechless, does not talk to me, does not argue, I don't know what he is thinking.
The volume stopped, and the dean shouted from the stage, "Okay, all classes assembled. ”
We all walked forward, and the long line was immediately condensed, and we were tightly pressed by you by me, and by me by you. The director repeated the words that must be said every day on the stage, and we were all absent-minded, secretly talking about ourselves underneath.
The two classmates in the next class began to fight, they pushed me and yelled, and the boy next to me was accidentally pushed out by his classmates, and the other stumbled and knocked me into it, and I was about to fall to the ground if I didn't stand on my heels. Suddenly a pair of strong hands followed my two arms, I looked up, I could only see his nostrils at this angle, I could recognize Wang Yijia as this nostril, and after a few seconds, he straightened me.
He was a little angry and said, "Eh, be careful. This tone is rarely heard, and the phrase is much louder than he usually speaks.
The classmate next to me felt that it was a mistake and apologized to me. I didn't think it was anything, and I didn't fall, so I didn't say anything. The director on the stage also finished speaking, and we all dispersed piecemeal, and everyone went back to their own classes.
I pad my feet and look at something, Lingluo walked up to me, she was about to speak, I was gone, she looked back again, I had already run to the front, Lingluo saw Yihua's figure from a distance, she shook her head frequently, thinking, I'm a person who is heavy on sex and light on friends.
"Senior, senior...."I finally caught up with the senior, and I was silly at him.
The senior turned his head in response to my call, and then slowed down, as if waiting for me to walk along. The people who were originally traveling with Yi Hua walked on their own, but they didn't notice that Yi Hua had walked to the back of the line, only Zhou Qiyao on the side, she saw that Yi Hua was stopped by me, she also stopped and looked at us in the crowd.
My eyes noticed Zhou Qiyao's figure, the distance was not very close, I couldn't see her expression clearly, but I always felt a hot eye staring at me, which made me a little uncomfortable, I said to the senior: "Senior, are you free at noon, I want to talk to you about something." ”
Yi Hua replied as he strolled, "Okay, then I'll come to you at noon." ”
"Okay." I smiled happily, maybe the eyes were getting hotter and hotter, more and more depressed, I immediately said goodbye to the senior, and went back to the classroom with Lingluo.
At the end of the last class of the morning, they beckoned me to go to dinner with them, and I told them that I had something to send them to go first. The students in the classroom all left in groups, and even the class leader, who usually left the classroom at the latest, got up and prepared to leave, he looked back and saw me, "Pan Pan, aren't you leaving?" ”
"Well, wait a little longer, I'll wait for someone."
"Okay, then remember to turn off the lights and close the door when you leave."
"Okay."
I looked at my watch, it had been a while since class was out, and the school had gone from being noisy to quiet. I looked at my phone and waited for the senior to show up outside the classroom door or call me, but I waited for a long time and he didn't show up. I thought to myself that maybe he had already gone to the cafeteria, so I texted him and told him that I would wait for him in the cafeteria first.
When I arrived at the cafeteria, there were only a few people standing at the window where the food was served, and the dining table in the hall was already full. Every time after school at noon, the students rushed to the cafeteria like hungry wolves, and the students I went to this point were already cooking and enjoying the delicious food.
I looked around to see if the senior had come to the cafeteria, but I didn't see him for a long time. But I saw Lingluo's hand waving at me, and I responded, motioning for me to come over after cooking. I walked to the window where I was cooking, looked at the few dishes on the food plate inside, and sighed in my heart, are these classmates reincarnated by starving ghosts one by one?
I cooked and walked to Lingluo's side, Yang Jiaxin looked like a thief and asked me, "Why did you go, shouldn't you hide that we have someone outside?" After saying that, it was a thief's wicked smile.
I gave him a blank look, not going to reply to his retarded question. I took a bite of the food and put it in my mouth, I didn't care about what I ate, I just wondered why Yi Hua hadn't come to me until now. Bah! It's ginger... I quickly spit out the ginger in my mouth.
Ling Luo glanced at me and said, "Pan Pan, what's wrong with you?" How absent-minded. ”
At this time, the two female classmates next to us began to discuss, "Yi Hua and Liu Wei fought really hard just now, I was scared at the time!" "Yes, yes, what do you say they have such a big enmity!" "Eh, I heard that it seems to be for that Zhou Qiyao." "Is it, two men robbing a woman?"
I was stunned, my eyes widened, and I took my turn to them, "Classmates, who did you just talk about?" Is it Yi Hua in the second year of high school?? ”
The two classmates were stunned for a moment, and then showed an expression that I was also watching to see the excitement, "That's right, Yi Hua and Liu Wei in the second year of high school fought, and they fought at noon, and the fight was terrible!" ”
I hurriedly asked, "What about now?" Where are they now? ”
"I don't know about this, I look like I was taken away by the teacher in the Academic Affairs Office!"
I was very anxious, Lingluo looked at me and hurriedly came to comfort me, "Pan Pan, don't worry too much, let's go to the Academic Affairs Office to have a look." ”
I nodded hurriedly, put down my chopsticks, and we got up and went to the Academic Affairs Office.
Outside the door of the Academic Affairs Office, we guarded outside the door and did not dare to enter, only heard the scolding of the teacher inside, I slammed on the door of the Academic Affairs Office, trying to look through the crack in the door, and I could only see the teachers dancing inside at the angle of the crack in the door for a long time.
The door was opened, I stumbled and almost fell, the door was halfway open, I saw six people in the room, the director of the academic affairs office and two other teachers, who should be their homeroom teacher, and two Yi Hua and Liu Wei, who were scolded in front of them, and Zhou Qiyao, she opened the door and came out, and gently closed the door with her hand.
I raised my eyes and looked at her, with tears in my eyes, I looked so petite and lovely, if I were a boy I would also have the urge to protect her, I saw Zhou Qiyao, and hurriedly stepped forward and pulled her to ask her.
She wiped the tears that were still on her eyes, "It's all my fault, if it weren't for me, Yi Hua and Liu Wei wouldn't have fought!" ”
I took her hand and slowly lowered it, I was a little disappointed, and then I just listened to what they said, and I didn't speak again. After a while, Senior Yi Hua and Liu Wei came out, and I looked at Senior with some concern, there were some injuries at the corners of his mouth and eyes, and there was a little blood.
I wanted to step forward to comfort him, but Zhou Qiyao took the lead, she grabbed Yi Hua's arm and said softly: "Yi Hua, let's go to the infirmary to rub some medicine!" With that, he pulled Yi Hua out and left.
I lowered my head, I felt very uncomfortable, at that time I felt that I was nothing in front of Yi Hua, he didn't seem to need me for anything, Zhou Qiyao was by his side. I didn't notice that he looked back at me many times until he was far away.
I also left the academic office in a panic, along the way I thought, I originally wanted to tell the senior, I want to tell him, I want to tell him, I want to live in the future, I want to tell him that I want to learn painting, I want to be admitted to a university with him, I want to be by his side in the future, the life I want to live is to live with him.... But now there is no way to say all this.