Volume 1 Notes Chapter 3 Struggle

"All this, not an illusion, not an illusion......" he repeated in despair as he covered his face with his hands.

But at this time, he suddenly smelled a smell of blood, took away his hands, and was horrified to find that his hands were full of blood, and immediately rushed into the toilet in the room, turned on the faucet, and wanted to wash off the blood stains on his hands, but.

"I can't wash it off! Can't wash it off! Why can't it be washed off! He washed over and over again, frantically using hand sanitizer, and kept rubbing his hands together.

"Youran, what's wrong?" At this time, the aunt called him from behind.

Quietly stopped the movements in his hand, turned his head, and looked at his mother helplessly: "Mom, look, look, hand, hand." ”

You's mother looked at Youran's hand and said, "What's wrong with you?" The hands are so red, and the skin is broken in many places. ”

Broken skin? It's not that kind of thing at all. "No, Mom, look, blood, a lot of blood."

You's mother looked at Youran with some concern: "Child, what's wrong with you, your hands are broken in so many places, and they will definitely bleed." ”

Youran was a little stunned, but at this time, he was in a trance when he first woke up, and now he is slowly calming down a lot from when he just woke up, he knows, this only he can see.

Barely squeezing out a smile that is more ugly than crying, "I don't know what's going on, I feel my hands itch a lot." ”

After hearing him, You's mother walked out of the bathroom, and came back after a while, holding a medicine box in her hand, and medicated Youran, "Okay, the medicine is good, don't scratch it anymore, be careful of wound infection, it's still early, if you feel tired, go to sleep, it's not like you to wake up so early." ”

After the medicine, You's mother hugged Youran, and said earnestly: "Child, Mom doesn't know what's wrong with you, and she doesn't know what happened to you, but Mom believes you, if you don't say it, there must be a reason why you don't say it, but you are panicking now, don't panic, remember that things always happen for a reason, you have to calmly sort out the causes, processes, possible results and solutions, as long as everything is sorted out, the problem will definitely be solved, don't panic, mess up, you can't see a lot of things." ”

Hugged by his mother, he only felt a feeling of great peace of mind, and the fear that had always been felt gradually calmed down at this time, yes, he had been messed up all along, and his cognition and worldview had been shattered by surreal things in the past two days, how could he not be chaotic, confusion may be the source of the fear that has always been, Mom, thank you.

"Yes, Mom, I see, thank you." I settled down and said gratefully.

Looking at the expression on her child's face, You's mother knew that what she said had an effect, "Say thank you to your mother, and then go to sleep." ”

Nodding, he quietly returned to the room, closed the door, stretched out his hands, and looked at the blood on his hands, are you afraid? Of course I was afraid, but at this time I had to be calm and think about it, first of all, the person in the dream should be the driver, although there is no evidence, but he has this intuition. And then the cause, the car accident, the process, the nightmare, the possible result, is my death.

Shaking his head, it's not like this, think about it again, the car accident and the surrounding time, place, maybe ......

The process, the constant fear, the blood on my hands, perhaps, is reminding me of something.

Aren't there only two possible outcomes?

Hehe, how can I solve the problem the same way, but if that's really the case, then...

He decided that he would have to settle everything today, otherwise he had a hunch that he would definitely die tonight.

The fear that had been following her all along, and she was still a frightened bird, but the difference was that now she could think a little more rationally.

When he arrived at the scene, the fear did not become as strong as the first time he came, the last time he came, perhaps it was a psychological effect, he looked at the tree that was knocked into it, the direction of the car, restrained the strong sense of fear, and forcibly simulated it in his mind.

Wrong! Problematic!

There may be a solution, but unlike this one, I don't know if it will work. But you have to give it a try, because that's the only way.

He went back to his home, did nothing else, had lunch with his family, and after dinner he went back to his room and went back to bed, for his conjecture could only be carried out in a dream.

Maybe you haven't slept well at all in the past few days, so she fell asleep early in bed.

That nightmare, here it is again!

He had already experienced it twice, and he already knew that it was impossible for him to stop himself in his dream, and he could only stop it until the end of the dream last night, when he opened the door and walked out, and saw the light in the living room on, he confirmed his conjecture again.

Suppressing the fear in his heart, until the door opened, the bloody driver appeared in front of him, at this moment, the control of Youran's body returned, and he didn't sit still like before, and he fell directly from the window of the room, and it was only the second floor, and he couldn't die.

Although it is said that he can't die if he falls, maybe it's the first time he jumped off the building, or maybe he was too nervous and turned his leg crooked.

There has always been no one at home in the dream, probably because I am now in a space where I only have myself, but if not, only the light in the living room is on, which is only one situation in the house, that is, everyone in the family is sleeping, but my father has not come back yet, so I left the light.

On the day of the accident, Daddy happened to be working overtime, so the time in the dream was left on the night of the car accident, although it could not be completely determined according to a light, but the probability was more than 90%.

Quietly landed, and rolled forward two times, he heard the sound of a dirt-like thing falling to the ground behind him, splashing on his face, but he didn't have to touch it to know that it was not dirt, but blood.

There was no time to stay, so he endured the pain in his left leg and stepped forward, and the thing behind him also followed!

"Hehehe, hehehe......" came out of the mouth of the horror man in the back like a worn-out radio.

Damn, how can this be, it's a little close.

The distance between the two sides continued to shrink, three meters, two meters, one meter, and it seemed that they could feel their hands behind their backs.

With one foot on his right foot, he jumped forward and shouted in front of his fingers: "Your death has nothing to do with me, you see for yourself!" ”

Following the direction that Youran pointed to, there was another Youran walking in front of her, and a car drove wildly in the distance, brushing the Yuran's body and hitting the big tree hard.

Seeing this scene, the bloody and blurred man behind him stopped moving and looked at this scene blankly.

"It turns out... That's ......" After saying this, his body slowly faded until he lost his trace.

Seeing this scene, you Ran believed that she was blocking the right one, lay on the ground and kicked it loudly, and then laughed loudly. He made the right bet, he won the bet.

The environment around the car accident was narrow, and he couldn't drive so fast at all, and judging by the speed of the driver at that time, the driver was either fatigued driving or drank too much. Of course, according to this judgment, it is not accurate, firstly, because he may have better driving skills, and secondly, because he also drank alcohol that night, he may have been wrong, so when he went to the scene for the second time, the car did not have any brake marks on the ground until he hit a tree.

At this time, he was sure that when the driver had a car accident, he was unconscious, if there was consciousness, then who would not step on the brakes to the point of crashing, and the brakes would be stepped on instinctively if they were not timely, even if they stepped on the wrong acceleration, the car suddenly accelerated, and there should be traces of acceleration on the ground, but no.

There was no consciousness to die, but Youran was seen at the end, and the last person to be seen was mistaken by him for his murderer, so he wanted to ask for his life, and the blood on his hands was also the driver's reminder to him, prompting him to kill him and his hands were full of blood.

Speculation is here, is the solution, there is no solution in reality, first, it is too difficult to restore the scene in a place where there is no monitoring section, and it is impossible to convince him that it is impossible to do, and second, he has only appeared in dreams all along.

So he was gambling, gambling on the world of his dreams that night again, so he was gambling, betting on arriving at the scene before the car accident, betting, all his previous speculations, any step wrong, will be doomed, but fortunately, he won.