They all left me behind and into the boundless darkness.

I know I'm dying, that's why my soul wanders around like this, and when it runs out of energy, it will disappear, right?

I walked through walls, in any time and space.

Further on.

It's-

This is not my current yard, but Song Lingjian's yard, the yard is completely different from now, there is a loom, and under the eaves there is a soft collapse, and a woman with a big belly is drying sheets in the yard.

I looked across the street, and the courtyard where I was living didn't exist yet, just a vacant lot.

A man flashed out of the alley quickly, went straight to the bottom of the alley, and when he came in, he took the woman and said, "Why are you disobedient, what are you doing when you get out of bed—sit down, you don't have to do these tasks." ”

The woman paused, and slowly turned her head to look at the man—

I was stunned, why is this woman so beautiful, with bright eyes and bright teeth, jade skin and cherry lips, and black hair falling on her cheeks, every expression is a peerless painting.

The woman smiled and said softly: "I'm just here to dry a sheet, and I haven't washed it yet." ”

The man wiped the water stains on her hands distressedly and said, "The water is cold, be careful of your body." Besides, this sheet will be humid in the courtyard, which is not conducive to your fetus, I have already told Lao Hei that in the future, everything that will be washed and dried will be put in his yard to toss. ”

The woman whispered, "This, not very good, right?" ”

The man said, "What's wrong, he wishes he could help." ”

The woman said: "Okay, let's live together with our hands, I can't do nothing, let you work alone-"

The man said: "I'm not tired, isn't there a big guy, help each other, you just obediently let me take care of you, don't think about anything." ”

The woman sighed softly and lightly trimmed her eyebrows, even the expression of displeasure was so heartbreaking.

She said lightly: "But I want to learn and live like a normal person." You see, I want to learn how to cook, but you talk to all the cooks in the town and tell them not to teach me - how can I be a decent mother from now on? ”

The man happily put his face on the woman's belly, listened carefully to the movement inside, and said, "You say, can our child hear his mother playing petty?" ”

The woman pushed the man's face squeamishly and said with a smile: "You are only playing petty, it's only been six months, it's weird to hear it." ”

The man held the woman's hand and rubbed it gently, he rubbed it so carefully, for fear that the calluses on his hands would rub the jade hand.

"You say, are our children male or female?"

The woman asked, "So do you want a boy or a girl?" ”

The man asked, "Are you a child, do you want to have a boy or a girl?" ”

The woman said, "Obviously, I asked you first, but you came to ask me first—why don't we talk together?" ”

The man nodded, gesturing his fingers over the numbers.

Three, two, one.

"Boy!"

"Girl!"

The woman frowned and asked, "Don't you want a boy?" ”

The man said, "When did I say I wanted a boy?" ”

The woman said: "I can practice martial arts with you, and help the weak in addition to the strong." ”

The man shook his head: "I don't want to, it's too tiring, I just want to have a girl, a girl like you, don't worry about your livelihood, don't worry about turbulence, just find a good husband." ”

The woman snorted: "It turns out that you don't want to have a son because you're afraid that your son will be as tired as you, hum." ”

The man smiled, hugged the woman lightly and said, "That's not it, because the best woman in the world has been married by me, and I'm worried that my son won't be able to marry a wife as good as you." ”

The woman smiled, snuggled in the man's arms, and said, "I didn't think you were so poor before, but now I have mixed with Ah Blood and them a lot, and your mouth is like being smeared with oil." ”

The man said: "That's because you were too cold before, no matter how poor my mouth is, my tongue is knotted when I see you." ”

"Coming back?"

The man happily hugged the woman: "Whether it is a boy or a girl, it is my heart." I've already chosen my name. ”

The woman giggled: "It's only so big, what's the hurry?" ”

"How can I not be in a hurry, I am a father for the first time in my life. This first child, take a flying word in a single name, okay? ”

"Fly?"

"If it's a boy, it's an eagle in flight, like me. If it's a girl, it's a flying butterfly, like you. No matter what, he will be free and live as he pleases. ”

"Yan Fei ......" The woman caressed her bulging belly, and her eyebrows were gentle and gentle.

"Also, yesterday I talked to someone about the land opposite, and I plan to build a bigger house opposite, so that you two can live more comfortably."

The woman said: "This is enough, although it is not big, but I can see you when I turn around, I feel at ease." ”

The man smiled: "Although it's not small here, it's crowded with more children." It's not as good as it used to be, but I want to make your life as good as I can. I don't want you to regret it even a bit. ”

The woman gently put her hand in the man's hand and said with a smile: "I am staying with the fourth brother for a long time, even if the sky is thunderous, I will never regret it." ”

At sunset, the young couple snuggled up quietly as if they had the happiest life in the world.

Yan Fei. I am Yan Fei......

I stood in the alley with tears streaming down my face, looking at my young father and mother, this was the first time I dreamed of meeting them together, so happy, so happy that people couldn't imagine the desolation of the future.

I want to see it, and I want to experience this illusory happiness with them, because I have never enjoyed such family happiness since I was born, and I know that there will never be one again.

A gust of wind blew, and I staggered away from the house at the bottom of the alley, floating in the wind, not knowing where to go.

I came to the fairyland—butterflies flying freely in the sky, flowers and plants on the ground, purple seven-star flowers surrounded an exquisite hut, and small tables and recliners in the courtyard were all exquisite, and the fog was faint all around.

This is a fairyland on earth, a place outside the world.

I looked around in the courtyard, there was no one, how did I come to a no-man's land, could it be that this is the resting place of my soul where the gods want me to be quiet?

I walked through the hut and moved to the hut, behind the hut there was a courtyard with a canopy for people to sit in the courtyard and lie idly, at this time the chair in the small courtyard lay leisurely on the father, not far from the corner of the courtyard, squatting a woman in purple, black hair covering the back, the back looked very beautiful.

When did Daddy meet the girl elsewhere? Was I born at that time?

The girl in purple squatted in the corner of the courtyard, with strips of cloth wrapped around her hands, and kept fiddling with a few small flower pots, loosening the mud in the flower pots, throwing in some flower seeds, covering them with soil, and watering them -

It's just that the water she poured was so dirty, black and a little sticky, full of corruption, I pinched my nose and hid in the distance, and hid next to my father, so that I could look at him carefully and make up for the lack of sixteen years, although he could not see me.

Dad looked at the girl in purple and slowly frowned, and he could see that he was very worried and helpless.

"You don't have to stay here."

The girl in purple replied softly, "Yes." ”

Dad looked into the distance blankly, full of worry, and said: "I know you have helped us a lot, but you don't have to trade your life for our freedom, this is an endless battle, and more people should not be involved......"

The girl in purple said: "The situation is just forced, besides, apart from you, where can I go?" ”

Dad sighed: "I thought this would be the end, but I was naïve. ”

The girl in purple said indifferently: "It's the fourth brother who is too kind." ”

Her voice was very cold and deep, and it was the same type as Song Lingjian's voice.

Dad opened his eyes empty, I remembered, I never saw Dad such a hopeless expression, he was always full of confidence and enthusiasm for life, he once told me that anything can be solved with a smile, because crying in the face of everything will not change anything, it will only hurt himself.

The girl in purple turned around, I was stunned, this girl is so beautiful, her facial features are a little similar to her mother, but her face should be sharper, her nose should be higher, her skin is as white as jade, her big eyes and thin red lips, the bangs on her forehead are black and shiny, plus the waterfall-like long hair behind her, and this light purple dress, it is really like a fairy in the sky.

The girl in purple smiled lightly, warm and cold: "As long as the fourth brother you speak, I can kill the bloody path for you, pull out the sword of the dark grass, and nail the four-inch hairpin to the Zhao family's pillow, so that he can't sleep at night, I see how he is entangled." ”

Dad retracted his consciousness and smiled in disappointment: "It was born from the same root, so why be too anxious to fry each other." ”

The girl in purple clenched her fists, her fingers were so beautiful, slender and slender, and her nails were neat and delicate, shining with a healthy sheen.

"If he really thinks about the same roots, he will not rebel."

Dad sat up straight, looked at the girl in purple and said, "The same root I am talking about is you and him." No matter how deep my affection for him is, it is not as good as your siblings. ”

The girl in purple covered her mouth and smiled mockingly, obviously with a fairy face as gentle as water, but she laughed with such an indifferent and ruthless smile.

Dad said softly: "Besides, this time is different from the past, I can't do anything anymore. I know that he just can't rest assured, and if you have the opportunity, you tell him that you want that thing just to keep Yu'er, and Yan is definitely selfless. ”

The girl in purple sneered, "Does the fourth brother think that the woman's arrival is just a coincidence?" If you hadn't repeatedly asked me to swear, I would have broken that woman's body and fed it to flowers, killing chickens and monkeys. ”

Although I am just a wisp of soul, but these words still make my back cold, this girl looks so beautiful and fairy, but the words she says are like a snake and scorpion poisonous beast, how can my father know such a person?

Dad smiled, laughed helplessly, and was a little doting: "You, when you talk about killing, your eyes are red, since you want to cover it up, why don't you learn more from other girls who are as gentle as water?" You are good at needles, why don't you learn some needlework from your daughter's family to pour out the common joy of this yard. ”

The girl in purple glanced at her father, suddenly covered her mouth and smiled softly, and said, "Fourth brother also came to make fun of me?" This dress, the fourth brother once said okay, have you forgotten? ”

Dad looked at her and was stunned, I know why he was stunned, because the girl in purple looked like her mother with a chuckle, and the gentle mother who told her father in the small courtyard that she wanted to stay in the long room, like, like.