How he finished his work that night, Lu Feng couldn't remember clearly, he just felt very tired, very tired. Even the road to ride home has become shaky, and the bright street lights seem to be chaotic. Why is it that no matter how beautiful the flower is, in the end it only blooms on the other side, and the result is only buried in this gravel.

At this time, he just wanted to sleep happily and forgot everything. That night, Lu Feng slept very soundly and didn't think about anything. In the morning, when he was still deeply drunk, he heard his mother say to him in a hazy way: "Kaede, your father and I are going to the old house today to work, and you will either solve the lunch yourself, or you will go to the old house to eat with us." ”

Lu Feng said in a daze, and when he knew, he continued to fall asleep. When I woke up, it was already nine o'clock, and the day before yesterday I was still writing with interest about the scene of singing with the girl, but today, that wonderful feeling no longer exists, and the enthusiasm in my heart to continue writing has gradually disappeared.

I didn't bother to eat breakfast, so I turned on the computer casually and played the stand-alone game Heroes of the Three Kingdoms. Chi Cheng in the era of heroes in the Three Kingdoms, manipulating his favorite civil and military generals, trekking through mountains and rivers, attacking cities and grabbing land, and creating great causes, is really a good way to kill time and forget sadness.

It's a pity that today's Lu Feng is not in a state, and the Zhuge Liang team sent out was trapped at the three-fork intersection, surrounded by several cities of Cao Cao, in this situation of no soldiers and no food, it didn't take long for Zhuge Liang to be captured by Cao Cao's army, which really made people want to cry without tears, lost a major mainstay, and played boring.

Now we can only do our best and obey the fate of God, just like our love, it is rare to succeed in the first confession. Just when Lu Feng was a little depressed, PHS rang, he lazily pressed the answer button, and the voice that had once made him happy echoed softly in his ears, "Feng, are you okay?" ”

"Hmmm! OK. "Lu Feng* responded, you once said to me that we all lost to time, including the love that we once thought was the greatest and most desperate. He added in a low voice: "Today is me alone, my parents have gone to the old house again, and it seems that I have to eat instant noodles for lunch again." ”

Momiji reminded with concern: "Kaede, it's not good to eat instant noodles every day, you better cook some by yourself." Lu Feng was gloomy, his biggest hope was to have a wife who was as hardworking as Momiji, and could eat the delicious dishes she cooked herself, but all this was just an extravagant hope.

At this time, Lu Feng suddenly heard the sound of ticking, ticking, ticking, and ticking from over there, so he asked curiously. Momiji flipped through the text messages and said regretfully: "Kaede, it's a pity that yours is not a mobile phone, otherwise I can send it to you, or I'll read you a few words." The Buddha said that it took 500 times to look back in the past life in exchange for the passing of this life. I have met you 10,000 times in exchange for a personal message that I can tell you that I will always love you. ”

Momiji's voice was so melodious, knocking on his closed heart from time to time. Yes, the five hundred times of looking back in the previous life in exchange for the passing of this life, and how lucky you and I are to meet in this life, I was so eager to spend my life with you, but no matter how beautiful the love is, in the end it only exists in the past, and the result is only buried in this memory. The flower on the other side is just a wordless love after all. Our waiting has not been exchanged for a happy lookback......

"A fiery heart is never extinguished, and the wind is not cold. I just hope to spend my life with you. Anyone can listen to my concert, I hope you are alone. ”

"If there were only ten minutes left in the world, I would remember the ups and downs I have walked with you. If there were only three minutes left in the world, I would kiss you. If there was only one minute left in the world, I would say to you sixty times that I love you. ”

But we met too late, and we didn't have the courage to overcome the hesitation in our hearts, Lu Feng's nose was a little sour, his breathing gradually became short, and the wordless crystal slipped from the corner of his eyes.

Momiji heard a low sobbing sound over there, and couldn't help but tremble, and said, "Kaede, what's wrong with you?" You okay? ”

"Nothing, just a stuffed nose." Lu Feng rubbed his nose and choked up. "I forgot to tell you that the stone crab I mentioned to you last time was accidentally suffocated to death by my dad with a pounce, and it was also last night. Hey, it's so pitiful, this stone crab has survived for two months without eating or drinking in my house, and it was originally going to be released into nature on Guanyin's birthday, but it just died, maybe this is fate. ”

Lu Feng got up and came to the mirror, looking at his haggard face and red and swollen eyes, he wiped the remaining tears and snorted softly, why is this so painful? It's only when the tears flow down that I know that breaking up is another kind of understanding. Even if that realization hurts my heart.

At noon, Lu Feng personally fried a bowl of fragrant egg fried rice for himself, and also made a pack of delicious seaweed soup, which he bought with Hongye when he bought the flute that night, I haven't eaten it so happily for a long time, and I have to work the night shift tonight, so I should sleep well first and nourish my spirits.

It was PHS ringing that woke him up from his sleep, who is it, it's really annoying, Lu Feng muttered, just wanted to pick it up, but the ringtone was broken, and when he saw that the screen was Momiji's mobile phone number. In the past, when he encountered this incident, he would definitely call anxiously to inquire about the situation, but this time he didn't.

Somehow, from last night to now, there is a peace in his heart that he has never felt before. In the haze, I always ask myself: whether I have ever really loved that girl, why I haven't even felt it until now.

The bell rang again, and it was not a kind and lovely voice that came, but a song by Zhang Xinzhe 'Don't be afraid of me being sad', I haven't had your letter for a long time, no one has been with me for a long time, and I miss your tender eyes like water, which are the most beautiful stars in my sky...... Something in the lyrics clenched his heart tightly.

"How's that, it's okay!" In the middle of the song, the sound of autumn leaves suddenly came out. The face held in the palm of the hand is smiling like a flower in the fresh air after the drizzle. And my hands are full of pity. I didn't sleep all night, just to melt you closer into my heart. After thinking about it all night, I just hope that in the next moment, you can feel my existence.

"It's good." Lu Feng is unfinished.

"Then I'll listen to you again." Momiji continued to play. When the music went out, he was still immersed in the music of his heart. Little by little, time passed between opening and closing my eyes, and a distance stretched out for me to miss too much.

I even longed that one day I could step lightly on these thoughts and feel its solidity. I see the helplessness I have towards you. The eyes closed with a hazy smile, and nothing was found in the emptiness. I just saw your shadow, smiling gently at me in the air of the room.

Hanging up the phone, Lu Feng couldn't sleep anymore, turned on the computer, and suddenly heard someone on QQ shouting: "Brother Fengwu." It turned out to be the talented Cangcheng Leng Yue, and Lu Feng's online name on the Internet was Fengwu Jiutian, which symbolized the life goal of dancing with the wind and dancing above the nine heavens. It was the first time he heard someone call him big brother on the Internet, Lu Feng couldn't help but be happy, and said, "Don't call it that, it's too polite." Brother Cangcheng, your screen name must also contain some deep meaning! ”

"Heh, it's nothing, it's just an ancient cold moonlight in a desolate city, it's been used for a few years, it's the same as the former name Heavenly Snow, it's far enough to be private."