Ruoyu nodded lightly, a touch of gloom flashed in her autumn-like pupils, and said, "That's it, but it's not online dating, even I was confused at the time, but now I don't think so." Hey, I don't know where to start. I never thought he would be like that. We've had a good chat since the day we met, and he keeps in touch with me a lot, messaging me almost every day. ”

Ruoyu's pupils shrank, and her heart was full of puzzlement: "How can people change inexplicably?" I can't figure it out. He's getting hard to believe now. Yesterday afternoon, he also sent me a message: he said that he should pay attention to his body when he cooled down, but at night it became unbelievable: ask me who I am? ”

So I asked if I had sent the wrong message, and I wouldn't have known me so soon. Who knew that he actually replied that I was nervous, and he made me angry to death at that time. So I scolded him, but I still can't imagine that he would do such an inexplicable thing. ”

Ruoyu said in disbelief: "I don't think he should be such a person, in fact, he doesn't need to use this method to tell me, usually I haven't taken the initiative to find him, I really can't figure it out, I've always believed in him, really, I've always treated him as a good friend, I'm used to his existence, but ......"

Hey, feelings are something that makes a sober person become fascinated and easy to think cranky, thinking of his friend's entanglement at the moment, Lu Feng comforted: "That may be sent by someone else, I sometimes use my friend's mobile phone to send text messages." ”

Ruoyu was very excited at the moment, and said with a firm face: "No, you don't know him, he won't give his phone to anyone else." Besides, I sent him several more messages asking him why, but he didn't answer. Ruoyu was silent for a while, "A lot of messages on my phone were sent by him, and they were very touching, I really can't figure it out." ”

If you don't understand something, don't think about it again, and waiting for time to solve it is the best way. Lu Feng pondered: "People generally don't become so fast, there must be some reason why you don't know." ”

Ruoyu took a deep breath, suppressed the fluctuation of her mood, and said blankly: "I don't know, I didn't offend him, he didn't need this." I now wonder why people are so scary, and it will change after a while. To be honest, I trust him a lot, and I don't even know how to say how I feel. I'm sad, really sad. I cried as I spoke, I don't lie to you, you can't imagine how I feel. ”

"Don't jump to conclusions so early, alas, aren't you looking for your own guilt? You're so stupid! Lu Feng thought of Ruoyu's painful expression of self-blame, and said absolutely: "Then it's over, there's nothing to be nostalgic about, just take it as a dream!" ”

"I'm afraid I'm so fond of dreaming, that's why such a stupid thing happened. A friend of mine said that I am a person who values feelings too much, so I often lose myself in the world of feelings. I kind of hate the Internet now, really, I hate myself so much, why are you so stupid. ”

"I really can't imagine why people are like this now, are people really all animals, there is no emotion, otherwise it shouldn't be so cruel! He often calls me to care about me, almost every day. He asked me to call him brother, he shouldn't be that kind of person, I really can't figure it out, why is that? Ruoyu said in a trembling voice.

Such a woman, in the season when it should be brilliant, always reincarnates in the encounter of moths fighting fires, and is always confused by the mistakes made knowingly. Maybe everything in her eyes has no pattern, only feelings.

It is precisely because of feelings that a person who relies heavily on feelings is destined to be hurt or even betrayed, and he sees the opposite side of love behind the injury, and learns to smile self-deprecating in betrayal, and lets love come and go calmly from then on.

"Just make a phone call and ask clearly, won't you know?" Lu Feng sighed lightly in his heart, and a slightly bitter smile lifted up at the corner of his lips. Once people are entangled in feelings, they will become fragile and unable to withstand a hint of wind and rain.

"I don't want to call, I'm afraid I'll cry when I pick up the phone, I don't want him to know that I'm crying. Maybe I care too much about my feelings, I've always been afraid that he will annoy me, so I've known him for so long, I've only called him once, and I only said two words, but I didn......'t expect it" Ruoyu's pearl-like tears fell from her eyes, and she blamed herself: "A woman like me isn't it?" ”

Such a woman, happiness is so simple in her eyes that it is just a "hey", but this extremely simple happiness is always like a spring flower blooming and failing, and then on the verge of the next flowering season, before she has time to cheer.

The smile in the past is still only for himself, so he is strong and fragile, and the fragile is even more fragile, until one day he learns to smile and say, at that time, it doesn't matter.

"Love, hate, this is you. If I can find someone like you who is responsible and emotional, it's too late to be happy, and I don't know what will happen to my love? Lu Feng's heart wandered blankly, and he remembered the scene when he met casually.

Suiyuan's home is far away from the Internet café, and you need to take a car to get there. Luckily that day, the two met again. Sui Yuan told him that his family was very happy when he went home, but he was not happy because his family had introduced him to a girlfriend, but he didn't feel it. Lu Feng understands his friend's feelings, because he will also go on a blind date in a few days, and he will be sympathetic to each other! He can only comfort his friends who want to open a little bit, and he can't let his family down.

"You are too infatuated, remember that you are very good, there will be a very happy ending, you can rest assured, my intuition is very smart."

After listening to Ruoyu's words, Lu Feng said confidently: "I hope!" After thinking about it again, he said, "I think you can do something you like, and you won't have this kind of dream." I applied for "Chinese Language and Literature" last time, and I want to write an intriguing novel in the past few years, preferably about my own life experience, and I am familiar with it. ”

Ruoyu was in a slight trance, and her mind flashed over what had happened in the past few days, and said lightly: "I have been deeply touched recently, and I want to write some words to confide, but when I pick up the pen, I only write a little, and I slowly put it down, I don't know how to write it down?" ”

Such a woman, love is as thick as water but also as light as water, the light and heavy in life, portraying the more and more dusty and unsettled, some moods have long been difficult to distinguish between true and false in the years, she wants to face the new direction and face the sun.

"Me too, I can't find the feeling, but I want to write as something that makes me happy, not painful. So write when you want to, and stop writing when you're tired. Anyway, we are not full-time writers, just scribbling, as long as the emotions in the words are real. Lu Feng thought so.

The way the words are always easy to move and even gorgeous, and if it brings out my pain, and you see through my sorrow, but remember not to mourn for me.

Ruoyu nodded calmly and said, "I'm visiting your forum now, and the background is full of new green, which is my favorite color, giving people hope and peace." I've basically read a lot of posts in the forum, and sometimes I will say a few words in the back, but it's all nonsense. Sometimes I feel a little sick*, a little pretentious. ”

"Haha, no disease*, that's the distinctive characteristic of literati!" Lu Feng said with a smile.

A faint crimson appeared on Ruoyu's cheeks, and she said angrily, "You're sarcastic about me!" Actually, I know my level. I used to study science, so I really didn't know anything about literature. I'm also going to take the self-exam in literary writing, but I don't know if I have the confidence? ”