"All I dream about Yunqing's memories is her, is she the one who dreams of the Lord? Isn't she dead? - Why did she hurt me? ”

Hai Piao frowned lightly and said, "It is precisely because she is dead, so only when the spirit wanders can you be at the mercy of your dreams." Sister Fei will remember not to fall asleep outside casually in the future, no matter what, it is safer at home. ”

I think about it, if there are them in the family, they will naturally notice that something is wrong and will find a way to wake me up. And my family still has Liling, which is the god that guards the bloodline of our Yan family.

"So Haipiao, you can't go anywhere, in case I fall asleep again one day, you have to wake me up." I want to give Haipiao a lot of trust and confidence, and I want him to regain his clarity from his loss.

Hai Piao's face was filled with a thick sadness, which seemed like a silent farewell.

I held his hand tightly and said, "I know you remember some things from the past, think I'm selfish, even if you really want to leave, stay for me for a few more years, just five years, three years, three years, okay?" ”

Hai Piao looked at me in surprise.

I bit my lip and smiled bitterly, "Maybe you also know that my illness may not last a few years. Song Lingjian knew about this, Xia Xia knew about it, and Han Sanxiao should also know about it...... I know you don't want me to be sad if you're hiding from me, but I'll know sooner or later, and you should have told me sooner, so that I can have more time to finish the things that I didn't want to do, and then plan for you. ”

"Sister Fei, you'll be fine." Hai Piao clenched my hand sadly.

I was inexplicably sad, shook his hand and said: "There may not be many days left, but none of you can be missing, everyone is important to me, just like yesterday, I circled the line, Han Sanxiao and Xia Xia quarreled, Song Lingjian leaned on the book, you laughed on the side, Yan Cuo stayed quietly...... We're not going anywhere, and no one can take you away from me—and you don't want to leave. "I said willfully.

Haipiao smiled helplessly, his head resting in his hat, revealing his tall nose and long eyelashes.

I leaned against the long wood, looking at the long lake, and it was rare for me to feel so calm: "It's okay, even if I can't live that long, I think it's enough." Thinking about the years of my life, I have never lacked the love of others on the road of life, when I was young, I had a father, and when my father left, I had the hearts of neighbors and villagers, and then I had you, the fifth uncle...... Now there is still Uncle Huang Shi...... Qin Zheng...... Yan Wrong ...... Yun Niang...... Compared with Yan Cuo and Shangguan, the grievances I usually feel are really naïve, I don't seem to have grown up, and I've been waiting for my father to come back...... I've always been concerned about you, and I've always sulked over things you've been hiding. After so many things, I realized that nothing matters, what matters is that you are by my side......"

Turning his head to look at the sea drift, he had already closed his eyes and fell asleep.

Are you tired? Frowning slightly, what are you dreaming about? I really don't know what kind of world this person will have in the heart of this person who is a mystery.

I couldn't help but stretch out the hand that was not held, carefully touched his long eyelashes, his eyelids trembled slightly, he hugged me in his arms, and whispered: "Ling." ”

This guy.

I laughed.

Hai Piao slept deeply, as if he hadn't slept well for a long time, and the feeling of nestling in his arms was like my father holding me when I was a child.

I pulled his coat over his hand, and then we leaned together in Changmu's arms, he was resting quietly, and I was quietly watching the dusk lake view and waiting for him to wake up.

This feeling is so good, it's like being with the people closest to you, never leaving you, not being overwhelmed, and not being heart-pounding.

I imagined that if I were replaced by Song Lingjian at this time, then this twilight beauty would definitely be accompanied by a pair of beautiful women, how good.

Hey, Song Lingjian, when will you be as gentle as a girl? Haipiao is not Eleven Lang after all, he has his own temper and patience, and one day if his patience and gentleness are all exhausted, he may leave without looking back......

The last rays of the sunset receded on the surface of the lake, and I was sad to think of parting, so let's go home quickly.

I was about to wake up Hai Piao, but he just opened his eyes, his unconscious eyes were extremely cold and cold, I hadn't seen that evil aura in anyone's eyes, even if I was to blame him for waking him up, it shouldn't be such a violent look, right?

"Sea drifting!" I was a little scared and screamed sharply.

Hai Piao blinked, and his eyes were as gentle as jade, looking at me and smiling softly, as if his soul was changing in an instant: "Sister Fei, I'm sorry, I'm asleep-" He looked at the dark sky and said, "It's dark, why doesn't Sister Fei destroy me?" ”

"Are you dreaming? What did you dream about? I asked, slightly frightened.

Hai Piao was a little confused, and a little panicked, as if he was afraid that I would know what he had dreamed of: "What? How? Did I talk in my sleep? ”

I shook my head and said, "No, I didn't talk in my dreams, I just saw that your expression had changed—like a different person." ”

"Scary, isn't it?"

I was stunned and nodded stupidly: "Sort of- how do you know it's scary?" Or are you really having scary dreams? ”

Hai Piao wiped his face, stood up, and dodged my question: "Some fragments, I forgot them as soon as I woke up - it's dark, let's go back quickly." ”

I followed behind and said, "Did you dream about what happened before you came here?" If you think about it, why don't you hide it in your heart? ”

Hai Piao was absent-minded, as if he was still worried about his dream just now, and said, "If I really remember the past, Sister Fei, will you be happy for me?" ”

I nodded, "Yes." I've always felt sorry for you, I feel sorry for you that you haven't passed, and I feel sorry that you don't have anything to share when we sit together and reminisce. Our group of people, except for Xia Xia, you and I are the most intimate, there is a reason why Xia Xia has no impression of her life experience, but you are different. ”

Hai Piao's eyes drooped, he usually likes to smile when talking to people, but this time he didn't stare into my eyes, it's not like him.

After walking for a while, Haipiao suddenly asked me: "If those past will take me away, will you be happy Sister Fei?" ”

I bit my lip, hesitated for a moment, and said, "If you feel happier to go elsewhere than here, I will be happy for you......" I was reluctant, but I still understood the matter, "because there will be people elsewhere who miss you and wait for you......"

"What if I have nowhere else and no one wants me to go back? Isn't it pathetic? Hai Piao lowered his head and said softly.

"How so? You're so good, who wouldn't want you to go back? ”

"What if I wasn't a good person before I came here? If I'm like Yunqing, a murderous and heinous bad person, how can anyone be willing to wait for me to go back? ”

"Why do you say such things, how can you be a bad person? If there is no place for you, then you will always stay here, and all of us will be your family. ”

Hai Piao looked up at me, his brows furrowed slightly, his eyelashes wet, and his face already stained with tears.

Except for the days when he was seriously ill, no matter how sad I was, I didn't see the sea drifting in tears, and I felt that he was very confused at the moment, wandering and struggling between the past and the present.

What kind of past does he have? Will it make his fingers blur with pain while he is injured and unconscious? And what made him feel so tired and resistant?

"It's okay, don't think about it when you're tired. If Song Lingjian bullies you like this or that, you tell me, and I will help you scold her. You don't let her do anything, she won't be considerate of you. I patted him on the arm.

Haipiao stood up straight and smiled: "Okay." ”

I laughed too, and he knew I wouldn't dare.

We walked back, on the way I suddenly became very curious, anyway, now I don't think it's a topic that can't be said, and asked Haipiao: "Since you can dream, then, have you ever entered Song Lingjian's dream?" ”

Hai Piao said strangely: "Ling's dream? Dreams are not casual, Sister Fei, you are trapped in a dream defenseless, and I am anxious to see why you don't wake up, so I ......"

I shook my hand and said, "I know, I know, you didn't mean to—but, I'm just curious, I want to know what Song Lingjian dreams about—could there be some little secrets that we don't know?" ”

Hai Piao smiled: "Sister Fei is so curious, why don't you ask yourself?" ”

"She won't tell me, and I don't dare—I'll just ask, forget if you haven't been in, maybe she's a person without dreams." My little abacus fell apart.

Hai Piao said seriously: "I have entered, when I didn't know how to control it. ”

I was stunned and said, "What do you see?" - Don't worry, this is our little secret, and I won't tell her. ”

"Ling Youmeng, her dream, is white."

"White? What do you mean? ”

Hai Piao raised the corners of his mouth sadly, and said softly: "Endless white, like snow, and like the sea." ”

White? Song Lingjian doesn't like white, and he doesn't like winter, how can he dream of white?

"And who is in her dreams? Is there us? ”

Hai Piao said seriously: "I've only met twice, and both times it's the same, the whole white dream, and herself." ”

"And what is she doing?"

"A person is walking all the time, as if he is chasing, as if he is fleeing, and as if he is searching."

It's so strange, what are the endless white and Song Ling arrows chasing all the time? Afraid of what? Or are you looking for something? Why does it sound so lonely......

I thought, "Maybe you can try it next time and tell me what you see?" ”

Haipiao is very principled, and said: "That's not good, let the world be fine, just let yourself have it." ”

I gave him a blank look: "You are not decent, you have to think about her in everything-but, don't you want to know what Song Lingjian is thinking?" If you can know more, although you can't make her happy, at least you won't make her angry for some reason. ”

Hai Piao said: "Her likes and dislikes are obvious, just those few points, it doesn't matter if you don't touch them - in fact, Sister Fei doesn't have to shrink her head and tail like this, she cares about you very much." ”

I was flattered: "Really? ”

Haipiao nodded and smiled: "Sister Fei should have counted in her own heart over the years, there are not many things she is willing to give, but what she can pay to you and the third brother is everything she can give." ”

My heart was inexplicably lit up by this sentence, and said, "Really? Are you sure? I know that she actually has a good heart, and she just wants to say good things fiercely...... That's not only me and Han Sanxiao, but also you, Xia Xia and Yan Cuo, she cares about it too. ”

Hai Piao smiled and nodded, made a naughty booing motion, and said, "You can't let her hear this, she will be angry if she wears her disguise." ”

I stuck out my tongue.