I waited for a few days and Zhou Qiyao didn't respond to my QQ message, and now I am also a little overwhelmed, and I am a little absent-minded in class every day.

Xing Rui called me over and solemnly explained the current situation to me, she said that I can't do anything about this matter now, I can't contact them, and I don't have the money to go to Beijing to attend them, the only thing I can do now is to do a good job in class, if I don't do well in the exam, everything will be in vain.

I think Xing Rui is very reasonable, no matter what, I should do a good job in class, no matter whether I can find them or not, I will be admitted to university.

The days passed, and I didn't stare at my phone all day long like before, for fear of missing Zhou Qiyao's news, and until now, I only occasionally turned on my phone, looking forward to news from Qiyao next week.

Busy days always pass quickly, seeing that the art examination is coming, we are all in a state of preparation, every day the nerves are tense, people who have not participated in the art training will not know, in the eyes of others to take the road of art is a shortcut to the university.

But only if you have experienced it yourself, you know that every road is not easy, and studying art is not just to add points in the college entrance examination, but also a choice, which is not easier than learning cultural classes.

University, I really want to be admitted to a university with Xing Rui, but her strength is much higher than mine, with her strength, she can be admitted to the Central Academy of Fine Arts, and I still have some distance to be admitted to the Central Academy of Fine Arts.

That night, I woke up with urine, I really didn't want to get up, it was so cold outside, I was entangled in the bed, getting up to go to the toilet, not getting up to go to the toilet, this is really a big problem.

I was still thinking about it, and suddenly saw a light on the side of Xing Rui's bed, she sat up, she shone the light on her mobile phone, and walked out of the dormitory cautiously, before I could stop her.

At night, where did Xing Rui go, I decided to get up and take a look, against the cold wind, I put on a coat, ran to the toilet first to solve the physiological problem, and then carefully opened the door, the street lamp in the corridor flickered, it was very quiet outside, and a gust of cold wind blew.

"Mom, it's so cold." As I spoke, I covered my coat and walked out with my pointed feet, and I poked my head out to look around, trying to find out where Xing Rui was.

"As I said, I'm not going to go back to see him."

I seemed to hear Xing Rui's voice, I hurriedly stepped forward and saw Xing Rui on the phone, I didn't know who I was talking to, it didn't seem to be in a good mood.

"You don't have to tell me this, he's dead, and I won't see it." Xing Rui's voice was a little excited, and she hung up the phone as she spoke, looking very angry.

I'm going, who, it's the first time I've seen Xing Ruifa lose such a temper, what is the reason?

"Xing Rui." I called her name in fear, to be honest, I was a little scared, Xing Rui's angry appearance was indeed different from usual.

Xing Rui looked up at me, "Why are you here?" ”

"I ......" I stammered, too nervous, "I got up to go to the bathroom, saw you come out, worried about what happened to you, just.... Just come out and see you. ”

"Oh." Xing Rui let out a long sigh and didn't say anything about me, I thought to myself, it's okay, Xing Rui didn't lose his temper with me.

Xing Rui walked over to me, "Let's go, let's go in, it's so cold outside." "Even though Xing Rui was very angry, she still talked to me relatively calmly, she probably didn't want to be angry with me.

"Xing Rui." I stopped her as she was walking to her room.

She turned her head to look at me, "Huh? The expression was still very indifferent.

"What's wrong with you? If you're in a bad mood, tell me we're friends. I said and smiled at her, I have always regarded Xing Rui as a friend, when I was in a bad mood, Xing Rui accompanied me, helped me solve it, enlightened me, and I also thought that when Xing Rui was unhappy, I could accompany her and help her.

"Well, it's not early, I'll tell you tomorrow." Xing Rui said and took my hand and pulled me back to the room, with a gentle footstep, she waved her hand and motioned for me to go to sleep.

Seeing Xing Rui go to bed, I was relieved to go to sleep, let's talk about it tomorrow.

The next day, before dawn, we were woken up by the alarm clock, and in the winter morning, it was late in the morning, and we went to class at 7 o'clock every day, got up at 6 o'clock, and went to the classroom in the dark every day.

When I got up in the morning and washed, I looked at Xing Rui from time to time to see that she was still normal, and there was no different reaction.

I walked with Xing Rui, and I was separated from Lin Nini and Li Meier at the fork in the road, our classrooms were in different places, while walking, I looked at Xing Rui sideways with my peripheral vision, if I hadn't seen her yesterday, I might not have found anything wrong with Xing Rui by now.

"Xing Rui." I called her.

"Hmm." She was light and light, and she knew what I wanted to say, "I'm fine." ”

My sentence is okay, are you okay, before I could say it, Xing Rui had already answered me.

"It's almost too late for class, let's go." After Xing Rui finished speaking, he deliberately let go of his pace.

How do I feel that she doesn't want to tell me what's wrong with her, maybe she doesn't want to say something, everyone has things they don't want to say, and I understand it very well, just like I couldn't talk about my dad at the time, I thought to myself, if Xing Rui didn't want to say it, I wouldn't force her.

I heard them learn art people before, the key to the college entrance examination is sketching, if the sketch is good, the probability of success in the exam will be greatly increased, sketching is simple, the essence is very difficult, so today's sketch class, I am very serious, I have no time to care about other things.

I don't even know when Xing Rui walked away from me, and when I finished painting, Xing Rui was gone, and I hurried to find her after handing in the painting, the canteen, the commissary, the dormitory, I looked everywhere and there was no one.

I'm still quite anxious, I'm afraid that something will happen to her, I myself am anxious in the dormitory, this Friday, after school in the afternoon, Lin Nini and Li Meier were picked up by the family for the weekend.

I haven't seen Xing Rui since I came back, and I couldn't find it for a long time, will she also go home, then I have to be at school by myself this weekend.

Creak...... The door to the room was opened.

"Xing Rui, where have you been, I've been looking for you for a long time." I saw that it was Xing Rui who was back, and I was so excited that I bounced up from the chair.

"I'm sorry, I just went to call, so I didn't call you when I left." Xing Rui's eyes were a little red, from yesterday to today, let me see the other side of Xing Rui, yesterday was angry, today is aggrieved and pitiful.

I stepped forward to grab Xing Rui and brought her a chair to sit down, "What's wrong with you?" I asked anxiously.

Xing Rui was also silent, I felt in my heart that Xing Rui didn't want to say it, so I was ready to give up and stop asking her.

"My mom said my dad was critically ill and told me to go back and see him." Xing Rui spoke, his voice a little choked.

"Ahh Then you should go back quickly. I was surprised, thinking to myself, her father is sick, she has to go back quickly, and she can come back to make up for it.

"Quick, I'll help you pack your things, you can go back today." I kept talking alone, and Xing Rui didn't speak.

I took Xing Rui's schoolbag and put some clothes in it, but Xing Rui stopped me.

"But I don't want to see her." I looked at me and wouldn't let me clean up anymore.

"Why?" How can there be a person who doesn't go to see when his father is sick, what happened to Xing Rui and her father.

Xing Rui pulled me to sit on a chair and told me her story.

When Xing Rui was ten years old, her father ran away in debt, leaving her and her mother, and those creditors couldn't find her father, so they forced her mother to repay the money, and her mother was burdened with her father's debt, so Xing Rui had a bad life since he was a child, and he lived a patchwork life.

But later, she overheard the conversation of the neighbors, saying that her father had other women outside, and went out to hide debts and live with other women, Xing Rui went back to ask her mother, and her mother said that her father was not such a person, and he had a hard time.

But Xing Rui didn't believe it, she hated her father very much since then, because of her father, she and her mother had such a hard time, and later, her father came back, saying that he had paid off the debt, but he was critically ill and couldn't live for a few years, and now his only wish is to meet Xing Rui and let Xing Rui forgive her.

Xing Rui must be unwilling, so she has been hiding, and she also chose a school far away from home in high school, and now she is hiding in the province.

Her mother called her and said that her father couldn't hold it anymore and begged her to go back to see her father, Xing Rui was hated and entangled in her heart, and she didn't know what to do.

.......

After listening to Xing Rui's story, I feel sorry for her, she is not actually ruthless not to see her father, but she has not yet figured out how to forgive her father, and she is also very uncomfortable now, she is not going, she is not going.

I don't know how to comfort Xing Rui, I really can't comfort people, I can only cry with Xing Rui.

"Actually, I think you should still go and see him." I didn't know what to do, I just said what I was thinking about at the time.

"Xing Rui, when you enlightened me, you thought about it very much, but when it came to your own affairs, it didn't take long for the exam, don't smash the exam because of your own heart knots, then all the hard work is gone."

If it were me, I would definitely go to see my father, but Xing Rui couldn't pass the level in her heart, I felt that it was useless for me to say anything, she had to open it herself.

Xing Rui didn't speak, I didn't speak anymore, I got up and continued to help Xing Rui clean up, gently, slowly, for fear of touching Xing Rui's sadness.

This time she didn't stop me, and I knew it might have worked, so I gave her the backpack.

"Go ahead, don't let yourself have regrets."

Xing Rui didn't take it right away, maybe she was struggling in her heart, but in fact, she already had the answer in her heart when she didn't stop me from packing up.

She grabbed her backpack and got on the last train home.

Xing Rui, I hope you are all right, don't let yourself have regrets in your life.