Chapter 17 Seeing the Devil (3)
When I opened my eyes, it was a new day, but in Yiqi's eyes, there was only a deep hollow.
In fact, Yi Qi also wanted to find someone to talk to to relieve the heavy pressure in his heart, but... The psychiatrist can't because Iki can hear them.
"Not only is he sick, but he is also very irritable!"
"Hmmm! Suicidal tendencies, tread carefully. ”
"What's going on? Have been standing up for corpses today? ”
"This guy didn't mean to go against us, did he?"
This is the psychiatrist, who makes a gesture of listening and understanding on the surface, but their will has never wavered, if... If the patient is assimilated, how can the patient's 'condition' be treated?
Therefore, even if Yi Qi wants to talk to him, he will not go to this group of psychiatrists who think he is sick.
At the same time, Yi Qi did not dare to go to the doctor, because his sequelae were getting worse, from the initial mental exhaustion, gradually evolved into the current dizziness, and after listening to his heart, he experienced brain pain for several minutes.
So when facing the doctor, Yi Qi could only look up at the ceiling in a daze like a corpse. Since you can't control your own abilities, you have to stop looking at others.
……
In the morning, a total of six psychiatrists visited Ichine's ward, including Ares and the woman.
It's a pity that Yi Qi didn't make a response, and after yesterday's incident, the doctors didn't dare to press too hard, so... Just told a few stories, and then left the ward.
The failure of communication forced the doctors to reflect, and also gave Yi Qi a free afternoon, although the ward was still deserted, but Yi Qi did not have to continue to lie down.
However, the sun had just set, and a man who identified himself as Malcolm. Crow's psychiatrist appeared directly in front of Yi Qi.
Looking at this psychiatrist, Yi Qi felt a little grotesque in his heart, so he couldn't help but ask, "What are you doing here?" ”
Dr. Crowe smiled and replied, "To help you, of course." ”
Yi Qi lost interest in an instant, and said excitedly: "I told Ares everything that should be said, and you... If you don't believe me, why waste your tongue? ”
"Did you believe me?" Dr. Crow paused, adding, "You have built yourself a hard wall and locked yourself up in it, refusing everyone's help, so... How can I help you? ”
Yi Qigang wanted to sneer at each other, but he was stunned.
Because in Dr. Crow's eyes, Yi Qi only saw sincerity, so the sarcastic words... I can't say anything.
After being silent for a long time, Yi Qi suddenly asked without a clue, "Why?" ”
This question caused Dr. Crowe to sigh deeply: "Recently, I have been thinking about whether I have done something wrong, and whether there really is something that I cannot understand. ……”
Dr. Crow also seemed to have a story to tell, and Ichie happened to be interested, so he sat back on his bed, made a gesture of please, and then looked attentive.
Dr. Crow was not pretentious, and sat down across from Ichie and told his story.
……
Dr. Crowe is a very good psychiatrist who has helped many people and families out of difficult situations, and in the last year... Received a certificate of merit from the mayor himself.
Unfortunately, on the night of the award, Dr. Crowe was preparing to work with his wife, Anna... While spending a wonderful night together, a naked man broke into their home and attacked Dr. Crow.
The attacker, Vincent, was once a patient of Dr. Crowe and suffered from an emotional disorder.
When Vincent appeared in front of Dr. Crow, his emotions were out of control, he was angry and hysterical, but his eyes seemed helpless, and his words were even more inverted.
Dr. Crow's attempts to calm Vincent's mood were in vain, for Vinson had been accusing Dr. Crow of making mistakes, accusing him of abandoning himself.
Finally, Vincent attacked Dr. Crow and, after the attack... Suicide was chosen.
"It hit me hard and I started to reflect... Am I ignoring something, am I deliberately ignoring the patient's feelings because of my stubbornness... What do you think with them? ”
"Then, I met you." Dr. Crow looked up at Ichie and said with seriousness, "Your situation is very similar to Vincent's, so... I want to help you. ”
"You think I'm suffering from an emotional disorder too?" Yi Qi said in a slightly mocking tone, "Then, by treating me, who suffers from emotional disorder, to make up for the mistakes you have made?" ”
Dr. Crowe shook his head: "Mistakes can't be made up, I'm just trying to find some solace for the soul, or... Self-redemption? ”
Ichie was silent again, and in Dr. Crow, Itchie felt only sincerity.
It's hard to hate a sincere person, even if... He's doing something that makes you uncomfortable.
"And do you believe what I say?"
Dr. Crowe shook his head.
There was silence again, for a long time.
Yi Qi sighed, got up and walked to the door: "That... I'll prove it to you! ”
Then, Yi Qi pushed open the door of the hospital room.
……
Ichie is not sick and does not need treatment, but Dr. Crow is sick and he needs treatment.
As I said before... Tired of the heart.
If he is too persistent, he will become a shackle, a burden to us... Inner demons.
The reason why Ichie helps Dr. Crow is simple, because he is a good man.
At the same time, Yiqi also needs someone who can talk to him.
The world that no one understands, is too lonely.
……
Pushing open the door, Yi Qi was stopped by the security personnel outside the door.
Yi Qi didn't look at the security guards, but looked out the window of the corridor, and said lightly: "Tell the mayor that I'm not crazy, and I will cooperate with all his activities, whether it's interviews or whatever."
But I need freedom, and if the mayor doesn't want to believe it, then tell him a set of numbers ... 3935198, he'll understand. ”
Perhaps it was because of Yi Qi's momentum, and the security personnel were stunned.
Then, a security guard, who resembled the captain, walked quickly to the side and dialed a number.
However, the security captain had just explained the reason, and the other end of the phone... There was a stinking scolding that cut his head and covered his face, and his voice was so loud that it even reached Yi Qi's ears.
The security captain glanced at Yi Qi with an ugly face, but found that the other party was still looking at the scenery outside the window with a calm expression, and then swallowed his saliva and spit out the numbers with difficulty.
Numbers seem to have magical powers, making the phone stinking... It came to an abrupt end.
……
Actually, Yi Qi didn't know the meaning of the numbers, but when he visited him, the mayor's voice was this set of numbers.
Therefore, Yi Qi thought that this set of numbers would definitely be of great use, but he didn't expect the effect to be so good.
Then, Yiqi's originally unfluctuating heart lake suddenly became a little wave, and its name was... Curious.
……
The security captain nodded to the phone for a while before walking back to Yi Qi's side with a strange face.
"Mr. Yiqi, the mayor agreed to your request, but he 'hopes' that you will be hospitalized for a few more days of 'observation'."
Yi Qi nodded: "Yes!" ”
"That ......," the security captain said and stopped.
"What?"
"The mayor is asking us to continue to 'protect' your safety." The security captain's words flickered a little, and he said, "So, you can't act alone for the time being. ”
At this moment, Yi Qi finally made a move, and he slowly turned his head to look at the security captain.
It was a pair of empty eyes, but when the figure was reflected in it, the security captain had a feeling of being naked, and even his soul froze and wanted to sink into it.
The security captain was shocked, and immediately came back to his senses, only to find that Yi Qi was still looking at the scenery outside the window, but the chill in his heart was still reminding the captain that everything just now... It's all true.
"Mr. Yiqi, I promise you that we will never interfere in your affairs, nor will we stay by your side, we are just from a distance, protecting your personal safety."
The security captain looked at Yi Qi with a nervous expression, and Yi Qi did not embarrass him, and after thinking for a while, he responded.
"Yes!"
Then, Yi Qi ignored the group of security personnel and turned and walked into the hospital corridor.
The security personnel looked at each other until Yi Qi walked away, and the two of them did not embellish them.