Chapter 149: Farewell, carefree youth
It was this unforgettable sense of hunger and deprivation that made Lu Yao choose his future wife Linda. Linda has a simple personality and good writing.
His father is a returned overseas Chinese. Later, Lu Yao entered the Chinese Department of Yan'an University, and Linda used most of her monthly salary to support Lu Yao, and the rest maintained her simple daily life.
It was Lu Yao's choice that made him afford to study at the university of his dreams, so that he could write the great work "Ordinary World" in the future, which won the Mao Dun Literature Award. It's just that when Lu Yao was excited to learn of this result, he had almost nothing around him except his daughter.
Because as early as when Lu Yao finished writing the second part and his body was facing collapse, his wife Linda had filed for divorce and ended the marriage in name only. But Lu Yao did not agree on the grounds of his daughter.
After Lu Yao finished writing this work, his body was like a pile of coke that had burned through a hot fire, although there was a full rescue from the hospital, but it was still fruitless, he was only 43 years old when he died, Lin Da flew back to Xi'an that night to deal with her husband's funeral.
Lu Yao's dedication to literature is admirable, and this bumpy marriage is also embarrassing, it is difficult for you to judge whether his choice of marriage is right or wrong, but at least he realized his dream of literature through this, and let the world know his existence and value.
At this time, Lu Feng's thoughts were mixed, and the corners of his eyes were a little moist when he looked at the unforgettable field road. The bright spring light, the fragrance of the earth, the gurgling water, the beautiful butterflies, the figure of his grandmother farming, and the laughter of his catching the little fly, the scenes are as close as yesterday and as far away.
Farewell, worry-free youth, today we will shoulder the responsibility on our shoulders and start a new journey, whether the road ahead is as I wish to bloom all the way, or thorns everywhere, we have to go on.
Spring comes so quickly, quietly, unconsciously, the grass is green, the branches are sprouting, the small flowers in the park are brilliant and colorful, all bathed in the dawn of spring morning, swaying and swaying in the spring breeze, like the girl's light song and dance, Chu Chu moving.
Lu Feng and Zhang Yang drove up Longquan Mountain on a tricycle at the agreed time.
Zhang Yang looked at the beautiful scenery, and his long-trapped mood suddenly relaxed, and he teased Lu Feng: "What did you do on the net last night, are you soaking MM!" Are there any local, how many are introduced? Have you ever seen it, but don't just talk about it, it's not too boring. It's time to be practical, right, you have to be able to see it, and you have to be able to eat it, so it's cool! ”
Zhang Yang is practical and has a strong grasp ability, but after getting along for a long time, Lu Feng still can't learn, so he can only say helplessly: "If everything has to be purposeful, it is too deliberate, I like to do it spontaneously." ”
"Hehe, in a few years, you won't be able to do as you like. It's not that you're a brother, you should find a wife, and besides, the girls are all like that now, so it's okay not to kill people. Zhang Yang kindly reminded that this friend is not open-minded, in today's society, boys are not bad, girls are not loved, and they have to follow this trend to the wind.
"Alas, I also want to play the world, but I can't! Last time I went on a blind date, that girl loved someone without regrets, which was really touching. She now works in Plastic City. Not long after graduating from junior college, I have to help my family take care of the fruit stall after work every day, which is very hardworking. ”
"Pour!" Zhang Yang's appetite was lifted all of a sudden, and he asked curiously: "How to pull, blind date, that girl is in love with you?" Let's talk about it, is that girl good-looking? In fact, it's good to like it, and the conditions don't matter. Hehe! ”
"The personality is very good, but the body is chubby, and the face looks too mature, and there is a little little girl's charm, I like petite and delicate girls."
For this, Zhang Yang understood this deeply, and said as a confidant: "I know, you are thin and small, so I want to find someone with a similar figure, so it is smooth to hold it like this, right!" Who did you just say she loves, and she loves without regrets? ”
"I don't know, it's just that that night I mentioned the story of Runye and Qianqian in the book "Ordinary World", and asked her if something happens to the person you love in the future, and there may be sequelae, will you choose to leave."
She said without hesitation that if she truly loved someone, she would not care about his flaws. Especially in such a difficult time, how can anyone bear to give up, I just want to be by his side, for the rest of my life, and never separate. ”
"She said that, why don't you want such a good girl, why don't you?" Zhang Yang kept asking, and his anxious expression at this time seemed to hate to treat each other personally.
Lu Feng has always felt guilty about this relationship, so he has a three-month agreement with Liu Mengling, which can be regarded as a buffer period! But this is only his unilateral promise, if Liu Mengling can find her loved one during this period, then she should bless the other party.
Lu Feng's complexion changed, and he said with some contradictions: "It's false to say that I don't want to be moved, it's just that such a good girl, how can I bear to be hurt, delay her lifelong happiness, love is a thing that leaves a glimmer of life, and it is good for both parties." ”
"That's a good word, but it's also good to find a wife like this."
Zhang Yang means that he will slowly cultivate his relationship after marriage, but will he be happy? Lu Feng has also thought about this problem, and he has also seen many people around him, and they have made do with each other through blind dates, and their current life seems to outsiders to have a good life.
But we only see the warmth on the surface, but we don't notice the turbulence under the undercurrent. Recently, he deeply felt from his parents that the older generation can continue the unhappy marriage for the sake of their children, and try to make their children happy, which is really great.
Seeing that he bowed his head and was silent, Zhang Yang sighed and comforted: "Hey, brother, there is wine today and drunk today." By the way, what kind of girl do you want in your mind, so that I can prescribe the right medicine? ”
Lu Feng also thought about this problem, I remember a few days ago, a friend of the University of Electricity, who was in the same unit as his father, said that his father was in a hurry to die for his marriage, and he was twenty-six years old and still didn't look for friends. But what can he do, the range of communication is small, and it is really difficult to find a girl who suits his heart.
The friend also got the object through the introduction of others, so that he could work hard. Lu Feng asked what kind of girlfriend to talk about, and the friend replied that it depends on his personal taste.
In this dead end, what kind of taste can be raised, he said helplessly, as long as the conditions of both parties are similar, he can feel it. Dad also said that it is better to find a person who is the right person, and it is not possible to save high or low.
So Lu Feng asked his friend what tricks he had for chasing his girlfriend, and his friend was also an honest person, and he said very succinctly, he didn't have a trick, he just stuck to her every day.
He scratched his head and thought to himself, this is really a problem, his character doesn't like to stick together all the time, it would be nice if we could do something meaningful together.
Thinking of this, Lu Feng replied: "As long as the girl I like can be seen in terms of appearance, I can't let myself feel reluctant." Do things steadily, and you can't treat marriage as a family. The best one is stronger in terms of ability, of course, it is best to be a talented woman who can communicate with each other and forge ahead together. ”
"Hehe, the capable, then you have to let her call the shots for a lot of things! Maybe for us men, feeling is very important, if you don't feel it, there is no love. ”
Zhang Yang is worthy of being a master in this area, and his analysis is the first to be true. It's a pity that I don't know if this is a beautiful encounter or a wrong encounter. If you know the end, why bother at the beginning, and if there is a beginning, why separate.