"You're very different today." Mingwei said.

Yang Shu hummed, touched a bamboo tube and handed it to her.

Mingwei smelled the wine.

She took it, opened the lid, and sure enough, it was a fine wine.

"Sheng Ji bamboo leaf green, one tube and one sale, never bargain." Yang Shu touched another tube and took a sip.

Mingwei took a sip slowly, tasted it, and covered it again.

Miss Ming Qi's physique is not good, for her own sake, these things can not be stained or not.

Yang Shu didn't stop until he drank the last drop, threw the bamboo tube down, leaned back behind him, and lay on the roof ridge without moving.

"My dad died while I was still in the womb." He suddenly spoke, not looking at Mingwei, only looking at the dark night sky, "A year later, my mother also passed away." I grew up with my grandparents, and they treated me very well. ”

"But I still miss my mother. Every now and then, my grandmother would take me to see Concubine Pei. She said that Pei Guifei is my aunt, she looks very similar to my mother, and seeing her is like seeing my mother. I have taken these words seriously for sixteen years! ”

He covered his face with his arm.

"It's not like I haven't heard other people's gossip. They secretly said behind their backs, in fact, Pei Guifei was my mother, and when my father was still there, she had an affair with that person. When my father died, she couldn't wait to change her face and go to the palace. The uncle robbed his nephew's wife, which is very in line with the chaotic style of the royal family, right? ”

He paused: "Later, as I got older, I looked a little like the Jiang family in addition to looking like Pei Guifei. It's actually nothing, my grandmother is also surnamed Jiang. But there are always people who are afraid that the world will not be chaotic, saying that I am actually born from Pei Guifei and that private relationship. ”

The night breeze blows, bringing a hint of coolness.

"I scoffed at this argument and felt that these people had nothing to do. My grandparents loved me so much, how could I be the result of their cheating relationship? How could it not be the Yang family? If I were such beings, would they do this to me? But I was wrong......"

This time, he paused for a long time.

"Three years ago, my grandmother suddenly became seriously ill and dried up in just a few days. On the last day, she woke up from a coma, returned to her light, and pulled me to talk. ”

He took a breath: "She said that she knew that she couldn't do it, and she wanted to bring this secret into the coffin, but she really didn't want to be aggrieved until she died." She went to the battlefield at the age of thirteen, fought horses for half her life, killed countless enemies, and made great contributions, but she even had to swallow her son's grievances. For sixteen years, I raised a ...... Bastard! ”

Speaking of the word wild seed, Mingwei felt his trembling.

"My grandmother was very out of shape that day, she didn't even say a word to me when she was a child, but she pointed at me and scolded me that day. After scolding, she hugged me and cried again, saying sorry to me. Later, she finally calmed down and told me the truth. She said that I really don't have the surname Yang, but the surname Jiang. The one in the palace is indeed my biological mother. She also made me swear that I couldn't think about things I shouldn't think about in this life, and I would be Yang Shu well. Only in this way can she endure humiliation for more than ten years in vain. ”

His voice was deeper than ever. Every word is like a taut rope.

Hearing this, Mingwei finally spoke: "So, you changed your face as soon as you were born?" It's obviously a true dragon bloodline, but he has to change his life and live. ”

"If not, I probably wouldn't be alive now." He said, "The descendants are not small, and if they see that something is wrong, they will go to great lengths to kill me." Even now, it cannot be said that there is no danger. The queen has passed away, and although Pei Guifei has not established a queen, she is the head of the harem. Even if my background cannot be spoken, an emperor who holds great power really insists on going his own way, who can stop it? ”

After a long silence, he continued: "Shortly after my grandmother's death, my grandfather went with her. In the year of filial piety, I didn't know how I came here, I was in a mess every day, and I could only sweat in the practice room every day, so that I could still feel alive. How ridiculous, I always thought that my parents were dead, but they were still alive. ”

Mingwei can't understand this mood, but if you think about it, my father is not my father, my mother is not my mother, and she was born in a huge lie, which should be uncomfortable.

"I don't even know who to hate. People in the world always say that there are parents in the world, and no matter what they do, they can't be hated. Am I going to hate my grandmother? She loved me and loved me for sixteen years. ”

"Grandmother was a very kind person. With my background, she can raise her wholeheartedly for more than ten years, and when Ah Juan's father had an accident, it was also my grandmother's hard work to keep her down......"

Mingwei thought for a while: "You actually think that I'm sorry for her, right?" She is such a good person, but because you have been suffering for more than ten years, you can't even hate. ”

The face hidden by the sleeve twisted in a different direction: "I just want to speak, I don't need your comfort." ”

Mingwei looked up at the sky.

It's embarrassing to be exposed, right?

Forget it, for his sake, it's indisputable.

"When you come to me, are you pouring bitter water? I still remember that when I asked you about your life experience in Dongning, you also said that you swore that you could not export. Now that you've suddenly told me, did you make any decisions? ”

The sleeve covering Yang Shu's face was finally removed, and he sat up: "Because I recognize one thing." ”

"What's the matter?"

"It's better to ...... than to live like this"

"Die happily?"

"......" Yang Shu was angry, "Do you wish I died?" ”

Mingwei only smiled weakly: "I just took it too smoothly, you continue." ”

Yang Shu looked at her: "I don't want to suffer like this every day anymore, I want to find out what the truth is." If I really were born of their affair, then long before my father died, they were already ...... If so, how did my father die? It was said that he died of illness, but I checked it out, and it was clear that he had practiced martial arts since he was a child and had an excellent physique, and there was no record of his illness......"

"You suspect he was killed by that one?" Mingwei touched his chin, "This possibility is very small." Your grandmother is the founding princess, even if she doesn't fight for power, how can she underestimate the power of the iron and blood? And your grandfather is also a general in charge, if you really dare to do this to the Yang family, can he still sit on the throne? ”

"That's what I persuaded myself, but ......"

Mingwei understood. It is precisely because of the many unreasonable things in this matter that he suffers day and night, and he can't let himself go.

"What do you want to do?"

Yang Shu looked at her: "Since Geng San, who has been dead for ten years, you can ask questions." The man who has been dead nineteen years ......"

"No, no, no!" Ming Wei categorically refused, "If you want me to summon Second Master Yang's soul, it's almost impossible." ”

Yang Shu frowned: "You obviously said that you can make him speak ...... any kind of dead person."

"That's me lying to you!" Mingwei interrupted him, "At that time, of course, I bragged about my ability. In fact, spiritualism is not only laborious, but also has a low success rate. If the soul obsession is insufficient, it will not linger in the world at all, and there are actually a few people who remain. Nineteen years, I'm afraid I have already been reincarnated......"

The latter words, under his gloomy gaze, slowly faded into silence.

This bastard, if she doesn't agree, she won't find a way to rectify her, right?