Chapter 158: Ethereal Lonely Shadow
Do you remember that cloud a long time ago, the cloud that jumped from a high place into a waterhole in order to chase the autumn leaves, he is thirty years old this year, and he is still alone.
I once heard Aunt Hua say that after Yun learned that Momiji's unsatisfactory marriage had happened, he called him many times and pursued it hard, just to wait for Momiji's return, even if the girl he loved now has become a mother, he still loves him deeply.
Looking at Aunt Hua's approving expression, I was really impressed by Yun's courage, but suddenly I felt that I was very bitter, inexplicable pain, Yun's pursuit of spirit can be seen, but who will know his pain, who will understand the true meaning of the four of them becoming brothers and sisters!
"At least give yourself a chance, in case you succeed!" Ah Fei glanced at him, and there was a smile on his cheeks. Everyone is eager to find someone who knows your warmth and coldness, understands your joys and sorrows, that person will accompany you when you are lonely and comfort you when you are sad, so we must do our best to find our own love.
"I thought the same thing at the time, but there were a lot of things we couldn't do to change." Lu Feng looked into the distance with clear eyes, a slight fluctuation flashed in his eyes, and he muttered softly.
That was a few years ago, when the mind was very simple, thinking that loving someone could be like on TV, the prince and princess would be happily together, but in reality there are very few such miracles, whether we believe in the existence of true love or not. But it is precisely that pure affection and pure care that is why I have been missed for a long, long time.
At some point, it began to rain in the sky again, so the three of them found a park not far away and sat down at a small pavilion.
At this time, the surroundings were quiet, and there were no traces. Meizi walked away with a very interesting excuse, looking at her lonely back, especially those pitiful eyes, which made people move.
"Why is Meizi almost thirty, still single, and don't find a boyfriend to marry earlier." Lu Feng's brows couldn't help but raise lightly, and he asked curiously.
The smile on Ah Fei's face slowly solidified, and his heart seemed to shrink, and he sighed: "Maybe it's for her sister's business, and it's unforgettable!" Her sister fell ill and passed away a few years ago, and the disease could have been cured, but because the medical expenses were very expensive, it would take a lot of money to recover. So her brother-in-law didn't want to leave this huge debt and gave up the opportunity to heal her sister. Meizi can only watch her sister die, and there is nothing she can do. ”
Maybe Meizi lost confidence in love because of this incident, and would rather be alone than believe in a man's vows. Husbands and wives have difficulty flying separately, and in this world, there are very few people who want to find someone who is affectionate and righteous and can be willing to give everything for each other.
I can't imagine that Meizi's heart is also very bitter, no wonder there is always a faint trace of ghostly wound lingering between the eyebrows. Fortunately, she is now working in a foreign country, otherwise there would be a lot of pressure from her parents, relatives and friends.
Seeing Meizi following them unhurriedly, Lu Feng felt authentic. "Meizi is really good to you, just like Zhang Yang is to me, the blind date will be with you, and she will give advice from time to time, but she is alone. Why don't you help Meizi think of ideas, so that she can become a happy little woman as soon as possible. ”
"Meizi, you're finally here, he's saying why don't I help you!" Ah Fei took two steps back slightly, and then his crystal eyes looked not far away, and his voice spread faintly.
Before Meizi could figure out what was going on, Lu Feng turned his head, a faint smile hooked the corners of his mouth slightly upturned, looked at her and said, "Meizi, if you get married one day, don't forget to call me, I want to take pictures of this most beautiful moment for you, so that you can be the happiest bride, okay?" ”
"Okay, it's a deal." Mei Zixing's eyes were blurred, and her eyelashes trembled lightly: "Actually, I'm quite free now, so I don't want to rush to go on a blind date, it's embarrassing to think about that kind of scene, so I don't have the courage to face it." If marriage is just a formality without true love for each other, then I'd rather not get married. ”
For a woman, if she loves this man, then everything is warm and beautiful. And if he is not around, then the world will always be lonely and cold. Even if the cold wind is biting and the mountains and rivers are heavy, as long as she is accompanied by him, no matter how difficult it is, she will face it with a smile. And for a man who abandons himself in the face of wind and rain, why should he be nostalgic!
Rather lack than abuse, maybe this is Meizi's current mentality, but if this is the case, will he be lonely for life. After all, there are no perfect people in the world, and only by tolerating each other and understanding each other's shortcomings can we go to the end.
At this time, Ah Fei hurriedly came to Meizi's side and said with a smile: "Actually, it's good to try, maybe you can meet a good one and have a happy marriage." But don't ask too much, find someone you think is good, and you'll be fine. Of course, the family hopes that I can find a good condition, preferably the one with a car and a house. ”
Ah Fei's words represent the thoughts of some girls, after all, material wealth is extremely important to maintain marital feelings, or Lu Feng's parents would not have mentioned Liu Mengling's family background three or twice.
Liu Mengling's parents have pensions, and Ling is the only daughter in the family, so the financial burden will be much lighter, but if marriage can only be measured by money, it is destined to not end in life. Since you can't meet the other party's requirements, it's better to leave early, and you can't drag the mud and water like Liu Mengling.
After all, this is not a blind date arranged by the parents, and there is no need to explain the reason for the breakup in detail, as long as it is simply attributed to the fact that they are not suitable for each other, there are many worries. Lu Feng took a breath of cold air, and in his eyes, as if he had made up some kind of determination, he silently walked towards the bottom of the mountain.
When we got to the bottom of the mountain, the rain had stopped, and there was no goodbye, no goodbye, and that was the end of it. Suddenly, a sentence came to mind, every time we meet, it may be the last; Every breakup can be a goodbye.
"You haven't slept yet!" I don't know when, Liu Mengling quietly got on QQ.
Reminiscence, smile, melancholy, confused...... All kinds of emotions are reflected and intertwined on Lu Feng's face, when the years have ended, looking back and forgetting, the scenery along the way, the stories of ups and downs, even if there are thousands of reluctance, all kinds of nostalgia, will eventually follow the river that goes east with this talk, drowned in the smoke of the dusty world in this life.
Although the years have inadvertently buried all the past events in our foreshadowing, erased the memories of pain in our memories, and painted the vicissitudes of life with a smile, the touching left at that moment is enough to warm all the desolation in our hearts.
At this moment, his expression suddenly calmed down, with a little indifferent smile in his calmness. "Well, I'm thinking about something. The world is changing, and it is difficult to predict, maybe we will really become people of two worlds. ”
We often wonder if love had a providence, would we ever go back to the way we were. We often sing, if you have heard, can we have the years that have passed. But we can see the past, but we can no longer see the future. The memories have not changed, it is we who have left.
Liu Mengling pondered for a while and said: "How can you say such sentimental words, you should be optimistic." If you don't mind, we can be good friends. Iron buddy. I always like to call people brothers, and that's a good feeling. That's a testimony of friendship. ”
"Sometimes it can trump love. I basically do this to the people around me, and I will try my best to help others if they ask for help, hoping that we can continue to be iron buddies and make this friendship last forever. ”