Chapter 8: Grief

"Ah!!h Duan Hexuan let out a painful scream from above.

The two people on the stairs looked over and saw that Duan Hexuan's immature leg bones showed an irregular twist.

The two people above looked at Duan Hexuan, their expressions were a little sluggish, and they didn't seem to understand why they would behave like this.

And behind them, an adult Duan Hexuan stood there, his expression unchanged, all the while watching the development of the situation.

died, his parents, from this time, his parents were dead in its sense, but he didn't know about it back then, or should I say that I didn't agree with it from the bottom of my heart, ridiculous, how ridiculous.

The scene in front of him began to disappear like quicksand again, and when the scene gathered again, this time, it was still his own room, but this room was no longer the same as before.

This time his room was a dilapidated old room, because not long after Duan Hexuan's leg injury, the family house had already been lost by his father, and now the place where they were located was an old house.

Duan Hexuan was lying on the bed at this time, playing with his old-fashioned mobile phone.

This is the second-hand mobile phone he secretly bought with the hundreds of yuan he saved for a period of time, and Duan Hexuan will also use this mobile phone to continue to update himself on the website in the next time, because there are many people who have watched him now, and now he is also a little famous on the Internet, and he can't stop updating it for those book friends.

And now Duan Hexuan is playing on his lively book friend group: "Today my parents quarreled again." ”

After this news was sent, the originally lively group of book friends instantly became quiet, because everyone knew that this was a very heavy topic. During these times, these book friends also learned about the general situation of Duan Hexuan's family, and if Duan Hexuan sometimes felt uncomfortable, then this place was the only place for him to confide in his heart.

However, after a while, a message of concern was sent, and looking at these concerned messages, Duan Hexuan's heart, which only felt cold, seemed to return to a little warmth.

At this time, a book friend asked, "Is Duan Dada's last injury healed?" ”

Duan Hexuan also replied: "It's already good, thank you for your concern." ”

The book friend continued: "To be honest, I still don't believe that there are such ruthless parents in the world. ”

This sentence was sent, and several people appeared below who agreed with Ying He.

"Yes, could it be that children are talking too exaggeratedly, after all, they are not too old."

"I also feel that this is possible, but this kind of thing is not afraid of ten thousand, just in case, it is better for us not to speculate."

Looking at the above words, Duan Hexuan wanted to explain for himself, but there was no way, after all, these things were not so easy to explain, and Duan Hexuan didn't want to say bad things about his parents, but he couldn't control himself from saying it last time, and since then, these book friends have begun to know, but then basically what should be said has been said.

Seeing that Duan Hexuan didn't reply, and several other book friends didn't say much, the book group was quiet for a while, and then a person appeared and said.

Fate of a Thousand Generations: This kind of situation is actually a crime, and I suggest that Hexuan call the police and seek help from the police.

Seeing this, Duan Hexuan was a little anxious, in these years, this fate of a thousand generations has helped him a lot, and Duan Hexuan also has great trust in him, but this kind of thing, how can Duan Hexuan agree?

Hurriedly replied on his mobile phone: "No, how can I call the police to arrest my parents." ”

After a while, the man replied: "Yes, I told you before, but you didn't agree, since that's the case, then let's change the way, I don't think there is absolute hatred between parents and children, and if you are arrogant, I think that you are not very old, and you may not be able to think too much for others, so you can try to understand your parents." ”

Seeing that person's words, Duan Hexuan was stunned for a moment. Understand?

I just hope that my little crane can be kind, not bully the weak, to understand others, no, no, it's too difficult to understand others, to be able to try to understand other people's thoughts, that's enough

Yes, maybe I've always forgotten to understand my parents, he looks so painful, how can he forget what his mother used to teach him.

"Yes, uncle, you're right, I know what to do, thank you, uncle."

Fate of a Thousand Ages: Oh? Do you know what to do? What do you want to do?

"We just finished the exam, and tomorrow is the day when our school will send out the test papers, and this was the case last time, and my parents were happy after reading my test papers, so this time it can still be like this."

Fate of a Thousand Generations: Well, in that case, it's okay.

Fate of a thousand generations: Alas, the people who are all bosses, why are they still quarrelling, forget it, I have to travel on a mission, and it will not appear again in a short time, everyone, don't read it.

Although he didn't know what the task of this person with the ID of a thousand lifetimes was, Duan Hexuan didn't reply again, and after a while, the book friend group started talking about other things again.

And Duan Hexuan began to use his mobile phone to code today's words, but the speed of using mobile phone code words is much slower than that of computer code words, so his speed has also decreased a lot.

Finally, when the code was finished, he turned off his phone and hid it in his school bag, which he couldn't let his parents see, otherwise they would be angry.

It's not too early now, Duan Hexuan will lie on the bed, ready to sleep, there are always a lot of mosquitoes in summer.

His old room was fine, but now the old house is different, and the whole person only feels trapped in a swarm of mosquitoes, and his ears are constantly buzzing.

Duan Hexuan scratched a few red bumps on his feet, but this could not hide the excitement on his face, tomorrow, tomorrow will be coming.

But after all, it was just a child, and it didn't take long for him to fall asleep, and the next morning, the alarm clock next to the bedside rang, and Duan Hexuan got up and turned off the alarm clock.

Pushing open his door, the old door creaked, but there was no one inside.

Father hasn't gotten up yet, in the past few years, Duan Hexuan has long been accustomed to this rhythm, his father will come back late from drinking at night, and his mother doesn't know where to go because of a quarrel with his father in the past two days, even if she is at home, now she is slowly adapting to her father's rhythm, and she generally doesn't get up early.

After a simple wash, he walked out of the door excitedly with his schoolbag on his back and walked towards the school.

And behind him, the current Duan Hexuan passed through the door of his home, looked at his distant back, and said to himself with an emotion in his voice that could not be described in words.

"My past me, in the coming days, always remember your mood, see the world clearly, this is the so-called person, and then, throw away the last trace of innocence in your heart as soon as possible."

Duan Hexuan rushed to the school excitedly, looking at the school in front of him, his heart was very excited.

He has absolute confidence in his grades, and if he gets it, his test papers, as long as he gets them, will be able to make his parents happier.

Outside the school gate, the students all pointed at Duan Hexuan.

"Hey, look, that's Duan Hexuan, the child of that local tyrant."

"Haha, local tyrant? You mean the former tyrants. ”

"Yes, the house he lived in used to be old and beautiful, and I was so envious of it, but now it's good, he lives in an old house, and the house is broken, at most, it's my toilet, haha."

Duan Hexuan didn't pay attention to these people, in this short period of time, he had long been accustomed to these people's pointing and pointing, although it was very uncomfortable at first, but now he was able to accept all this calmly.

These children are not sensible, and their thoughts about the Duan family are all from their parents' ideas, and they are just learning from each other, although Duan Hexuan is not very old, he has already seen through it.

Came to the class and sat down, and soon the first class began, and the head teacher came over with a large pile of test papers to distribute.

It didn't take long for all of Duan Hexuan's test papers to be distributed, and only one subject was deducted two points for composition, and all the other scores were full marks as he expected.

Seeing this achievement, Duan Hexuan smiled even more happily.

"Wow, look at Duan Hexuan, that guy is so disgusting."

"That's it, isn't it just that the test results are a little better, and it's not that you live in an earthen house, and you can still laugh like a stupid hanger."

This time, the surrounding classmates are no longer envious of him, because as he grows older, the child's heart also begins to gradually mature, at this stage this concept of rejection will be more serious, there will always be one or two people sacrificed in each big circle, and others will become more united in the way of excluding them, there is a good saying, a group of scattered people need a common enemy more to unite than a wise leader, Therefore, at this age group, most of the people in the class will have a few who have fallen victim to the team, and the behavior of Duan's father and Duan's mother happened to cause Duan Hexuan to become the target of their shooting.

It's just that Duan Hexuan didn't hear all this, just looked at his test papers, and when it was time for class, he immediately ran towards home.

Now he has no friends to go home with, and he has to leave school as soon as possible after school, otherwise there will always be some idlers looking for right and wrong.

At this time, at Duan Hexuan's house, Duan's father was carrying a wine bottle in his hand, and poured the last breath of the wine bottle into his mouth.

"Hiccup." His face was flushed with alcohol and he had a full burp.

"Mixed ...... Hiccup, bastard, one by one...... Hiccup, all of them took me for an idiot and left? Damn, don't come back if you're gone. ”

After finishing speaking, I felt a surge of urine, put the wine bottle aside casually and got up and wanted to walk to the toilet, but because of the alcohol on the brain, I only felt a dizziness in my brain when I got up, and the whole person fell to the ground uncontrollably.

"Daddy!"

Duan Hexuan's voice suddenly came from outside the door, and Duan Hexuan hurriedly ran towards Duan's father, trying to help Duan's father up from the ground.

"Dad, are you alright? It's only noon, and you haven't eaten yet, so why do you drink so much wine. ”

When Father Duan heard this, he threw Duan Hexuan to the ground with his arm and turned around and yelled at him.

"You're going to take care of me too? How old are you? Lao Tzu is your father! When will it be your turn to take care of me! ”

Duan Hexuan was a little flustered, but he still quickly explained: "No, Dad, I don't." ”

But Father Duan didn't want to listen to his explanation, and stood up staggering by himself with his hands against the wall.

Duan Hexuan wanted to help his father, but he didn't dare, and after hesitating for a while, Duan's father had already stood up.

At this time, Hexuan suddenly remembered what he wanted to do today, took out today's test paper from his schoolbag, and put the test paper in front of his father.

"Dad, today's test papers for our school have been issued."

Father Duan drank his head, and before he could react to what was going on, he saw Duan Hexuan hand over a few pieces of paper, so he took it and wiped it on his mouth.

Seeing this, Duan Hexuan hurriedly stepped forward to stop him.

"No, Dad, that's not paper, that's my test paper!"

The means to catch Duan's father was to get rid of him again.

"Exam papers?"

Then he looked at the few test papers in his hand, and then turned his head and looked at Duan Hexuan on the ground with an excited expression.

Excited? What are you excited about?

"Are you happy? Full marks, yes, very powerful, compared to Lao Tzu, you are very powerful, are you here to laugh at me? Father Duan's voice was calm, and he couldn't hear joy or anger.

But Duan Hexuan was taken aback, and hurriedly explained: "No, Dad, I'm ......"

"Get out! I am your Lao Tzu, you dare to laugh at your Lao Tzu! ”

Father Duan yelled at Duan Hexuan, and then crumpled several test papers in his hand into a ball and smashed them on Duan Hexuan's head.

Duan Hexuan's whole body was blindfolded, and the excited expression on that face was frozen on his face as if the TV had been paused.

The method I used before was obviously useful, why is it useless now? Duan Hexuan, who was still young, didn't understand what was going on at all, but at this moment, he was in a hurry.

"No, Dad, it's not like that, look at it, scores."

Duan Hexuan picked up the pile of test papers on the ground and tried his best to get in front of his father again, trying to make these test papers work as magically as before.

And Duan Hexuan, who was behind him, looked at his behavior in the past, but sighed slightly, why didn't he pay attention to the expression on his father's face back then, his behavior at this time was like dynamite lighting a fire to his father, who was still unconscious.

Father Duan was completely angry this time, he didn't even look at the test paper, turned around and kicked Duan Hexuan in the abdomen, kicking Duan Hexuan to the ground.

After that, he still felt angry, so he took out a wooden root at home and pumped it towards Duan Hexuan on the ground.

"I'm going to let you look down on you! What kind of thing are you, Lao Tzu raised you so big, do you want you to look down on your Lao Tzu! Full score? A full score in the test is useful! Rich? No money, who is a special bird for you! ! ”

Duan Hexuan could only cry on the ground to protect his head: "No, Dad, I didn't, I just wanted to make you happy." ”

"Happy? Look down on me and make me happy? Also, you did it, I'm happy now, I'm very happy now. ”

He pumped towards Duan Hexuan on the ground for a long time, until the wooden stick in his hand was broken, and Duan's father threw away the wooden stick in his hand as if he was tired, and then turned around and walked towards the bathroom.

Duan Hexuan was left alone lying on the ground scarred, most of his body had been bruised, and blood was even oozing out in many places.

Looking at the few test papers that were not properly crumpled, two lines of painful tears flowed from his eyes.

"Dad, I really don't, I just want to make you happy."

After muttering this sentence in his mouth, his eyes closed.

"Dad, Mom, Hexuan is so uncomfortable." At this moment, what came to Hexuan's mind was his parents from several years ago, the parents who would always protect themselves, even if the robbers came, and then fainted.

Duan Hexuan stood beside his past self, looking at his past self lying on the ground, his eyes showed a hint of pity, and then shook his head.

"Mercy? What am I pitying? Am I having pity on myself? Haha, it's funny, it's so funny. After saying that, he laughed like a maniac on the spot.

There was such a crazy laugh, but no one around him noticed him, because Duan Hexuan didn't belong to this world, it was just a fragment of his memory.

He laughed for a while before he stopped, looked at his past self, and shook his head helplessly, he knew that even so, his past self still didn't give up at this time to understand his parents, what happened to him in the end, he didn't remember, but when he woke up, it vaguely seemed to be in the hospital.

But since then, Duan Hexuan's score in every exam has only been seventy, and every subject is the same, he has never scored a full score again, and until the end of primary school, his score has not exceeded seventy, nor has it dropped seventy, because his father will be angry.

Duan Hexuan looked at himself who had been unconscious in the past, and the scene in front of him began to disperse like sand again.

The scene in front of him was reorganized again, this time, it was still in his own home, his past self was still lying on his bed playing with his mobile phone, writing his own, but in this way, Duan Hexuan clearly saw the difference between himself in this time period and his own in the previous time period, his eyes in the previous time period were still very bright, full of hope for something, but this time his eyes were as dead and silent as an old man, and there was no trace of figure in his eyes, after a while, Duan Hexuan, who was still coding words, felt a sore pain in his wrist, and couldn't help but stop moving.

In the past days, there was a comminuted fracture of his hand due to an accident, although it was just a bone crack, but because there was no treatment, the root of the disease fell, and Duan Hexuan himself didn't take it too seriously.

At this time, I seem to be only in the fourth or fifth grade of elementary school.

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A large chapter is presented, alas, written very hard for myself, these chapters