Nineteen years ago, my dad disappeared mysteriously, and my grandfather and the people of our village searched around Niujia Village but couldn't find him.

Over time, my grandfather and my whole family thought that my dad was dead, but I never believed it because it was my dad.

A year after my dad disappeared, my mom abandoned the family and remarried into someone else's home.

I cried for a whole month.

A month later, though, I quickly picked myself up.

My family has been passed down from generation to generation, and after my mother left, my grandfather took extra care of me, for fear that I would be hurt a little.

For 19 years, my grandfather and I have lived together.

On this day, when I came back from hunting in the mountains......

"Grandpa, look, I brought back something good."

I picked up the prey in my hand and walked happily towards my two dilapidated huts.

"Oh, Ergouzi, you're back, it's so late, grandpa is really worried that you have an unexpected ......"

In the hut, after hearing my voice, my grandfather quickly came out of the house and helped me unload the prey in my hands.

"Yo, two dogs, there is growth, hurry, go change into clean clothes and come over for dinner, tomorrow we will take these two beasts to the town to buy them, and we will definitely get a lot of good money."

Seeing a pheasant and a rabbit in my basket, Grandpa smiled.

"Uh-huh." I nodded to my grandfather and went into another hut to change into clean clothes.

The cool breeze was blowing, and the sky outside the door was getting darker and darker.

While I was looking for clothes in the house, I suddenly heard a small sound of footsteps outside the door.

I thought it was my grandfather and continued to look for my clothes in the house.

"Hey, I found it." When I saw my clothes, I quickly changed my dirty clothes.

Just as I pushed the door out, my grandfather's angry roar suddenly came from outside the door: "You brute, nineteen years, where have you been in the past nineteen years, you dog, why did you come back...... Woowoo woo ......"

Grandpa suddenly cried after scolding, I have been with grandpa for so long, I have never seen grandpa so angry, let alone so sad.

"Wait, nineteen years?" I followed my grandfather's gaze.

It was a strange man, the man looked weather-beaten, his pale face was not bloodshot, and even the man's cheeks were densely covered with black beard.

Our family was poor, and my grandfather and I were wearing the cheapest clothes we had bought from town, but the man's clothes were thin, worse than the ones we were wearing.

Nineteen years after hearing my grandfather say it, I seem to understand something. Sure enough, at this moment......

"Dad, I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for Juan'er and Ergouzi, I failed you, I'm not human......"

The man twitched his face as he finished speaking.

I looked at the man, and the expression on his face was in a trance for a while, and it was only then that I realized that this strange man was actually my biological father who had been missing for nineteen years.

I grew up with my grandfather, and since I was a child, I imagined my father in my mind countless times.

Now that he's back, and he's right next to me, I'm naturally overjoyed.

Seeing that my dad was dirty, my grandfather boiled a pot of boiling water for my dad and let him take a hot bath.

At this moment, my grandfather's nineteen-year hatred for my father seems to have been melted away by that pot of hot water.

I could tell that when my grandfather boiled water for my father, there was a happy expression on his face.

Twenty minutes later, my dad finished taking a shower, and we sat down together.

At the dinner table, my grandfather and my dad just gulped the rice in their bowls and looked at each other from time to time.

Throughout, they didn't say a word, and the atmosphere became more and more eerie.

After a long silence, my grandfather and my father spoke at the same time.

"Cow Egg ......"

"Dad......"

"Uh, you say it first......" Grandpa looked stunned as he and my dad looked at each other.

"Dad, what's the matter...... Why don't you see Juan'er? Is Juan'er still there? ”

I didn't see my mom at the dinner table, and my dad seemed to know that my mom was remarrying someone else, but my dad couldn't help but ask.

"Alas......" Grandpa sighed and said to my father, "After you left, Juan'er remarried to a family surnamed Wang in Hetian Village. ”

"Juan'er ......"

After hearing Grandpa's words, my father's tears flowed down my eyes, after all, they are husband and wife, and my father still has some feelings for my mother.

"Cub, you can't blame Juan'er for this matter, if you haven't been missing for nineteen years, can Juan'er remarry?"

After Grandpa finished speaking, he took out a smoking gun, put a tobacco or two, and smoked it with a snap.

"Uh-huh." My dad nodded in a choked voice.

Then, my dad put down the dishes and chopsticks in his hand and walked into another room outside without looking back.

"Dad...... "Seeing my dad so sad, I was ready to go up and comfort him.

"Ergouzi, don't follow, let your dad have a good rest."

I had just taken two steps when my grandfather suddenly stopped me from behind me.

I nodded to my grandfather and obediently came back to clean up the dishes.

After taking a shower, my grandfather and I lay in bed.

Grandpa did a day's farm work today, maybe it was because he was very tired, and after Grandpa lay on the bed, he fell asleep directly in a groggy state.

And I, when I saw my father, who hadn't returned for 19 years, came back, and was so excited that I couldn't sleep in bed.

I don't know if my dad has slept or not, I haven't seen him for so many years, I really want to stay with him and tell him about my life experience with my grandfather in Niujia Village for so many years.

Just as I was thinking this, there was a sudden crumbling sound from another hut.

When I heard the voice, I sat up straight from the bed.

At the same time, a question arose in my mind: What is Dad eating at such a late hour? Didn't he just eat?

To get to my dad's room, I sneaked out of the hut where my grandfather and I slept.

After a while, I came to the window of my dad's room.

The location of my dad's room was very bright, and through the moonlight, I could see my dad's room clearly.

However, when I saw what was going on in my dad's room, I wished I hadn't seen it in my life.

At this time, my dad was drinking the chicken blood in the bowl in one gulp, while swallowing the rabbit meat raw, and the gobbling looked like Wong Tai Sin in the mountains, and he hadn't eaten a full meal for a few days.

When I saw what was happening in front of me, I almost screamed in fright.

Soon, my stomach was churning, and I almost vomited all the wild vegetables I ate yesterday.

In order not to be discovered by my dad, I quietly went back to the bed again.

That night, I lay in bed with my eyes open, and I didn't sleep all night.