"What's the matter, what did he decide?" Thinking of his friend's messy words, Lu Feng asked worriedly. If you knew that this was a relationship with no shore in sight, would you choose to continue or turn back? This question Lu Feng also thought about and contradicted for a long time when he learned that Hongye was engaged.

"She decided her future life, unless she moves out next year, I can still be with her often, maybe there will be a change, but this possibility is very small, basically she can only live alone in the future, in fact, it is really my wishful thinking, in fact, my story is too beautiful written by myself."

I once fantasized that you would wade in the water and embrace me in a drizzle. And now I can only hold back my tears, looking at your back gradually moving away, I want to hug you one last time, I want to say "I love you" to you once.

And yet you went away in desperation, with all my love, and you didn't even let me hear a word of breakup.

Ling Xiaonan's heart felt like being stabbed by a sharp knife, and he suddenly felt a sharp pain like a convulsion, "Actually, I've been just a fool who keeps paying, but there will never be a harvest season." ”

Ling Xiaonan's heartbroken smile reminded Lu Feng of many past events with Hongye, the kind of arduous journey that wanted to be together, but finally failed to do so, and said: "I have also experienced your mood at this moment before, it is so helpless and heartbroken, so I can deeply feel your pain now." ”

Ling Xiaonan was silent for a moment, then shook his head and said, "It's different, at least you are the love of two people, because reality can't be together." And I just kept giving on a piece of wood, and that was a really pointless thing, and I felt like I should stop. Continue to be ordinary friends with her, keep your distance, she used to tell me that she didn't want to hurt me, but in fact, I was hurting myself, why should I hurt myself. ”

Sometimes, love hurts. Cruel people choose to hurt others, and kind people choose to hurt themselves.

Ling Xiaonan continued: "Wait for the next girl who comes into my life, I think I will be good to her, now her, I still watch from afar, I can care about her, everything else is really superfluous, now I don't even dare to say sensational words, I don't have any reason to say such things again, after all, she has nothing to do with me." ”

The dull eyes of his friend made Lu Feng feel slightly distressed, and he said with relief: "You once said that there are some things you can't do, but at least you have to work hard first." She called today to tell you this, he made you die, did he make up a story to make you give up. There should be more miracles. ”

"There will be no miracles, although she didn't say to let me give up, but her tone was flat, I could feel it. It's been half a year, and I already know her heart very well, and even from her tone and breathing, I can feel her psychology. After speaking, Ling Xiaonan's two lines of tears finally couldn't help but flow down the corners of his eyes.

"Where the hell did she put you? Doesn't she care about your feelings? For Ling Xiaonan, the woman he loves, Lu Feng is a little unpredictable, is it really wishful thinking as his friend said, now he is just cutting through the chaos with a quick knife, and Ling Xiaonan's thoughts are gone.

"Colleague, and then friends, now I can only speak of ordinary friends, when she is extremely bored, she may think of me. All along, I was self-inflicted, and I thought that I was good to her and could move her, but through what happened last time, basically the previous efforts became zero. ”

Ling Xiaonan's mouth moved, but in the end, she smiled bitterly and said, "What made her sad that day." Actually, it wasn't a big deal, so I just said a few words to her. She used to care a little bit about me, but now she probably doesn't care at all. She used to think that I was different from other men, but now she is disappointed that men are all the same. ”

"She only cares about her and her boyfriend's feelings, how can she care about me, the only thing she cares about is just treating her as an ordinary friend and doesn't want to hurt me. She'd rather live like this than accept me again. ”

"What the hell did you say to her that day?" Lu Feng's eyebrows condensed with deep incomprehension. It turned out that a very good pair of friends, how could they be strangers just because of a few words. No wonder the book says that it takes many years to warm a heart, and it only takes a moment to cool a heart!

"Nothing, at first, ask her for the lottery number, then she replied, I called her. She talked about the past few days, and she was still with her boyfriend yesterday, and she said that her life was ruined. ”

Ling Xiaonan slowly lowered his head and chuckled: "Then it's ruined, it's not something I can control now, there may have been a chance before, but now it's gone, hehe, I'm going to give up too, really, if I insist, it's just a waste of my time, she won't be moved at all, it's better to be an ordinary friend." ”

Being friends is just talking, just like yourself and Momiji, in fact, we all know the final ending. Since we can't be with each other for a lifetime, then one day we have to turn around and never look back.

So when we meet, please be grateful; And when you can really love each other, you must cherish it; Because once you turn around, you may never see each other again for the rest of your life.

Ling Xiaonan raised his head and muttered softly, "Only your girlfriend is the most important, nothing else...... Just memory. Liking and having are two different things. "Time will slowly settle, and some people will slowly blur in your heart. Learn to let go, your happiness needs its own fulfillment.

Thinking of Ling Xiaonan's decadent expression, Lu Feng encouraged: "Actually, I think you are still happy now, after all, you have done your best and paid without regrets, and now it is she who is ruthless to you and makes you learn to die, so you no longer have an excuse to be attached." But we can't be so cruel and ignore what the other person is doing. ”

"Yes, I don't call this happiness, you are true love." It's a pity that whether it's true love or unrequited love, the final result is the same irreparable. Ling Xiaonan closed his eyes and smiled miserably: "Memories, they are all memories, haha, it seems that my girlfriend once liked me, and there are too few people who like me, hehe!" ”

The lonely look of his friend made Lu Feng's heart tighten, yes, in this world, except for your parents who will give you selflessly, others can treat you sincerely, that is a blessing. Lu Feng comforted: "Don't be sad, everyone will go through it, at least I've survived this now." ”

How long is a person's life, is it time to make everything forget, if the heart is like smoke, is everything can be light, send a lovesickness, tell the endless song of the quiet, when the wine is a song, drunk for a long time, in vain between the flowers and dreams.

"Well, you're happy now, and my family is still nagging about finding a partner every day. It's annoying. Sometimes I really don't want to eat with them, and I keep talking about them after eating, but I can't get angry, so I can only stop talking and eat quickly. ”

Ling Xiaonan felt depressed when he thought of that scene, originally the family dinner should be a happy one, but now at this age, this meal is like a trial meeting, which makes people lose their appetite.

Lu Feng also experienced the same troubles, at that time, he really wanted to go outside to rent a room alone, without having to face his mother's nagging from time to time, and that day would be much cleaner. It's just that this kind of idea didn't come true in the end, so Lu Feng was quite envious of Ren Wenyan, who could be unrestrained outside.