"Master learns art as a young man, and young people roam the rivers and lakes, guarding his heart and denying himself for half his life, and winning praise from all over the world. People like him, even if they continue to fail, will gradually become a legend of the rivers and lakes and will be remembered for centuries. However, at the age of forty, he fell in love with someone. ”

Yang Shu thought for a moment: "Which Jianghu woman is it?" ”

Mingwei remembered the master's wooden comb that never left him, and his voice was astringent: "No, it's a little widow he saved unintentionally." ”

Yang Shu was stunned.

"The little widow, at the age of fifteen, married the seriously ill son of a wealthy family, and was widowed the next year. She kept to herself, but later, the sons of the family who were alive fought over the family property, and they were worried that she would come back with an heir, so they framed her for stealing people. A widow, who was still married in Chongxi, was slandered like this, what way did she go? She escaped from that house at night, but was caught up and had to commit suicide by throwing herself into the river. ”

Yang Shu was a little incredible. Since he married into a wealthy family, his family must be in a bad situation. Such a girl from a poor and small family, maybe she can't even read words, but she makes the dignified master moved?

"The little widow had nowhere to go, so Master, who had always been a kind-hearted person, took her in for the time being. Master was going to collect a demon at that time, and he decided to wait until this was done before finding a place to house the little widow. But ......"

Mingwei paused and laughed mockingly: "The things in this world are probably so difficult to distinguish, right?" They walked together all the way, and in the end they were inseparable. That demonic mana was very deep, and the master suffered a lot of injuries in order to collect it. The little widow wanted to repay him for saving his life and take care of him wholeheartedly. I don't know who moved my heart first, in short, things have come to that point. ”

Yang Shu pondered for a moment and said, "I have no intention of evaluating your master's emotions, but in that case, it is easy to fall in love out of pity. He had never been cared for so properly in half his life. And that little widow, who is helpless, following your master, must have given her an unprecedented sense of security. ”

"Perhaps." Mingwei said softly, "No matter what the cause, isn't the so-called love just pity and love, and reluctance?" ”

Yang Shu was persuaded by her: "It's the same." ”

"My master didn't intend to let it go. He was already forty years old, and the little widow was only twenty, and in this way, it was inevitable that he would be suspected of being gracious. But the little widow was more resolute than he was in this matter. Her last marriage was a sacrifice, and this time she has to take control of her own destiny. Under her persevering pursuit, the master finally obeyed. I know that he is actually very fast, restraining himself all his life, and he never indulges, and the first time he crosses the line, he will live faster than ordinary people......"

Yang Shu was puzzled: "Isn't this very good?" The two of them, even if there is a big difference in age and status, one is unmarried and the other is widowed, and they don't get in the way of others. Why do you want to say that this is a wrong thing and that you will regret it for the rest of your life? ”

Mingwei was silent for a long time and said, "Because she died." ”

"Who? Oh, you said little widows. "Tiansuanzi lived until he passed the mantle to her, so naturally he would not die so early.

"Master said that he had too much cause and effect involved, so he killed her. They only had three short years, and after three years, she was gone. ”

Yang Shu listened to her voice and always felt an indescribable sadness. This incident hit her hard?

After a while, Mingwei continued: "You know, Master is not only my apprentice, and later he also accepted a junior brother. Originally, he was more inclined to pass on the Destiny Master Talisman to the junior brother. Because ......"

She showed a self-deprecating smile: "He said that my heart is uncertain, it is difficult to distinguish between good and evil, and I am afraid it is difficult to control myself." On the contrary, he is a little junior brother, who is pure-hearted, single-minded, and able to stick to himself. ”

Seeing that he didn't say anything, she asked, "Don't you think it's strange?" I've been here for so long, and I don't look like a bad person in any way. ”

Yang Shu said calmly: "I already knew. Although your goals are above board, you always act with a sense of evil. At the beginning in Dongning, your revenge on the Ming family seemed to be principled, but in fact it was very arbitrary. For example, my senior brother, if this matter were handled by him, maybe he would directly kill Ming Er and Ming San, instead of using spells to drive them crazy and torture them to death with illusions. ”

"Yes! This is the point that I am most dissatisfied with, why do people who do good deeds always have to be bound by all kinds of constraints? Inhumane? So what? Are they humane to the victims? When I was a child, I told Master that my mind was very dangerous, and that it was just a matter of a single thought. As a life master, because he has stronger strength than ordinary people, he must have higher morality than ordinary people. ”

Yang Shu only patted her head and silently expressed his support.

"But Master later passed it on to me, because I told him that I was not convinced, and I had to prove that what he said was wrong, and that he was wrong. The misfortune of the so-called master is only his personal misfortune. The death of the master has nothing to do with the cause and effect of the so-called life master......"

Speaking of this, Ming Wei lowered his head and buried his head in his knees.

After a while, she continued: "But before I could prove it, he left." Then I came here and met you......"

The firewood in front of me "crackled", and I didn't know what to do.

Mingwei continued, "I finally know now that I misunderstood Master. He is not afraid of cause and effect, but because the affection is too heavy to lose. ”

"Then don't let yourself lose." Yang Shu said, "You have to try your best to keep it before you know if you can keep it, right?" ”

"I feel more and more that my former self was too arrogant. There are too many things in this world that cannot be done, and Master is so powerful and so hard, but he can still only watch the country's fortunes decline and slide into the unknowable abyss. I tried everything, thinking that I had come to the end, and in the end, I almost lost my hand because of a group of small thieves, if it weren't for that senior......"

Ming Wei sighed: "In this world, there are too many accidents, and no one can really calculate the last resort." Even if I go back to this era, I don't know if I can succeed, maybe the wheel of history is not something that can be stopped by one person at all. ”

"But you're back, this is a chance God gave you, isn't it?"

"Yes." Mingwei turned her head and looked at his face, trying to find traces in it, but at that time, she lost her sight due to snow blindness, and she couldn't see that face clearly.

Besides, what if you can see that face clearly? After 70 years, people's physiognomy will change.

Mingwei thought pessimistically, that is what they should really look like, and the current her and the young him are a dream.

False happiness is not long-lasting. The bubble of fantasy must be punctured.

How can you bear it? How can you give it?

The so-called love is the heart of pity, love, and it is difficult to leave.