I don't know how long it took, the familiar cat's head finally flickered, and Lu Feng's heart throbbed, and he hurriedly flipped through it: "I received it, I don't know if you're still there?" I'm still in Ningbo. ”

Lu Feng seemed to grasp a hopeless hope, his face flashed with unconcealable joy, and he said in a low voice: "The sentence written on your greeting card, 'I am waiting for a miracle in perseverance!'" I'm faintly looking forward to the surprise in my attachment', if I understand correctly, I have been persisting in what you are insisting, but I don't know how to have a miracle, waiting can't change anything, can you tell me? ”

Time seemed to pass several reincarnations in the turn from yellow to green, and he sat in it and suffered. After a long time, I finally heard Momiji's reply: "There will be no more miracles, ha, I've put on my wedding dress!" ”

Her laughter withered in the wind, messy. But I never knew that after all, I still met love, loved love, and pained. Then I can't help but ask myself, who was born to wait for me, born to make me wait, waiting to love me, waiting for me to let him cherish with sincerity.

Lu Feng's heart twitched violently, and he slowly closed his eyes: "I know, so I said goodbye to you in the Internet café today with this love for you, as a tribute to our true love." Tomorrow we will be the best confidants, the best siblings! ”

He let out a long sigh of relief and looked at the gray ceiling above his head, as if he had let go of everything in his heart.

The frost falls, and the wind rises. Looking up, the red leaves outside the window are flying from time to time, like colorful brocade everywhere. On the thin treetops, there are still a few residual leaves, shining in the morning sun. It turns out that my heart hurts in my dreams, and I can wake up with pain.

Momiji was silent for a long time, and finally said slowly: "I missed you last night!" ”

I woke up from a dream last night, the clock stopped at 4:39, and I dreamed of you, you were by my side. I close my eyes and want to continue dreaming so that I can see you, but my mind is already full of you.

In the middle of this lonely night, breathing the air full of longing, suddenly helpless, unable to sleep anymore, guarding the thoughts until dawn.

Lu Feng heard her last gentle voice, his eyes were a little moist, and he said slightly: "Me too, the last night." Lu Feng sat there alone, the morning sun silently sprinkled on his clothes, glowing with a layer of golden light.

He settled down, took a deep breath and said: "Today's weather is very good, the wind is beautiful, the sun is shining, it is a good day for great joy, don't forget to greet everyone who congratulates you with a bright smile." ”

"Yes!" On the day I laughed the most, it may not matter if others see it or not, but you must see it. Because only you know best, what's in that smile? A bitter taste welled up in Momiji's throat, and she tried to swallow back, trying not to make herself vulnerable.

"I'm leaving, see you in the evening, we're all strong, aren't we?" Lu Feng raised his head and glanced at the little boy next to him, he was concentrating on playing a computer game, his demeanor was simple and happy, but we couldn't go back.

Red leaves' heartstrings trembled, and the jade cheeks unexpectedly flashed with absolute sadness, and said in a low voice: "Yes, yes." Wine is sweet, and man has a heart. ”

I walked alone for a long time, in the early morning of late autumn, there were occasional cars driving by, but there were few passers-by, and I didn't know where to go with the foot machinery moving forward. I remembered that we once ran hand in hand in Longquan Mountain, but now we are the only ones who are lonely and forgotten on this deserted street corner.

Standing at the crossroads, I don't know whether to go left or right, just like I don't know how I will face the days without you in the coming days, and what should I do to comfort this heart that is deeply rooted in your name.

Dazed, Lu Feng dialed his friend Zhang Yang's phone and said hoarsely, "Are you free?" Today is my sister's big day, I want to buy a gift for her, you come with me, okay? ”

Zhang Yang agreed without saying a word, they have been friends for many years, they have been playing together since childhood, many words do not need to be explained, and there is no need to ask, they have all in their hearts.

What kind of gift can I buy for Momiji? It's better to have the kind of objects that can be preserved for a long time, so that even if we don't see each other again in the future, we can see things and think about people, and remember that I accompanied her through those years.

While pondering, the lines of red leaves on the greeting card were atmospheric but infinitely heart-wrenching, and the words resurfaced in his mind. Lu Feng has made up her mind, just a gold-plated fountain pen, I think she will like it.

On the way home after buying, passing by Longquan Temple, seeing the smoke and incense gently swirling inside, Lu Feng couldn't help but think of that day, you and I both knelt in front of the Buddha and made a wish.

Standing alone in front of the huge temple, Lu Feng suddenly felt an inexplicable sentimentality, where are you in such an afternoon, and what are you doing?

Sitting quietly inside, I don't know when a master said, let me buy a turtle to raise at home, I didn't want it. But Master said, 'You can engrave your name on it, and she will remember you for the rest of her life.'" At that time, it occurred to me that I could engrave your and my names together.

So I brought the little turtle back, and after a lot of effort, my hands were sore, and finally I engraved your name on its back, and I hoped that she would live for the rest of her life, as the Master said.

No, it is possible to live for a long time, so that your and my names will be imprinted on his body for a long time.

November 17, 2002, Sunday, 4 p.m., the day of the great joy of the red leaves, but it was a time when he smiled indifferently but was very sad in his heart.

In front of the mirror, Lu Feng's eyes flickered in the mirror, a smile was relieved in his heart, and in the face of the haggard face in the mirror, there was a tired tenderness, deep in his heart. I love what I love so much, and I should go to the world without complaints. Lu Feng tightened his light blue tie and shook his straight suit, just like when he went to the hotel for an interview for the first time.

At dusk, lightly sprinkled on the hotel car wash. Like a light dream of a spring night, it only swept in people's hearts, leaving a dark night, and walking away with its loneliness.

"Wait a little longer, the wedding car arranged by Momiji will come to pick us up." Aunt Hua said to Hua Hua, who was waiting on the side. Today's Aunt Hua is dressed up very fashionably, and she feels that there are many annual rings.

Lu Feng stood on the slope of the parking, looking at the waning sun, and suddenly felt physically and mentally exhausted, and we were all unable to save time. He squatted down slowly, holding his forehead with one hand, thinking.

The reason why people are sentimental is because they can't keep the years, and we can't help but admit that youth will one day disappear so naturally.

Hua Hua saw his listless appearance, suddenly rushed out, and joked at him: "Brother Lu Feng, you don't want to die, if the car above rushes down, it will be terrible." ”

After the pain, you won't feel pain, some will only be an indifferent heart, Lu Feng raised his head and said indifferently: "It's okay, just rush down." ”

Is this still a world full of smiles, joy, and fireworks? I am so learning to kiss the world, and the fireworks are shocking, what kind of hopelessness I have.

Hua Hua looked at Lu Feng's close face, which was originally gentle on weekdays, but at this time, it seemed a little cold and cold, and that kind of indifferent gaze made his heart beat violently.

Hua Hua sighed softly, thoughtfully: Thinking of the good feelings of the elder brother and the eldest sister, but in the end they were separated, I think my brother is heartbroken because of this!