Chapter 147: I'll Always Wait for You
When I studied Taoism with Changmei before, the seven meridians and eight veins of the body had all been cleared, and I could feel the flow of breath in my body, but I couldn't feel the existence of chaotic qi.
Could it be that the aura in my body is too mixed, and the aura of chaos disdains to be in the company of other aura?
Buddhism, Taoism, and even Zhu Youshu I have been involved in. Originally, I was desperately trying to learn from the strengths of various families for self-preservation, and it may be because of this that my body was in a mess.
I vaguely understand why Dong Lao always wanted to stop me from learning so many things.
There are countless kinds of techniques, but there is only one body, and if I insist on using the chaotic qi, then I have to abandon the Taoist qi in the meridians.
I almost didn't hesitate at all, I immediately sat down cross-legged, opened the air pockets in my body, and let the breath in my body escape out.
"Yin Mo?"
My actions startled An Yihan, and this Nizi immediately rushed to my side and asked anxiously.
"It's okay, just wait."
I smiled at An Yihan, closed my eyes and continued to release my breath.
This feeling was like bloodletting, and I could clearly feel the breath in my body frantically draining out, taking away my strength and my essence.
Soon, I became weak, and the vision in front of me began to blur.
"Blood Mist Boss... Please come out quickly..."
I resisted the feeling of discomfort and said silently in my heart.
The breath in my body was losing more and more, and I was getting more and more uncomfortable, and the feeling of weakness made my breathing not smooth, and I didn't even have the strength to open my lungs to absorb the air outside.
"Yin Mo."
An Yihan could obviously sense my abnormality, she immediately reached out and patted me on the shoulder, and said anxiously.
I don't have the strength to answer her now, and just keeping my air pockets open and my own breathing is exhausting me, and I don't have the energy to talk to her.
I could feel that my meridians were almost depleted, and only a little breath remained in my veins.
I'm almost at my limit, but the chaotic energy still shows no signs of pouring out of my inner world.
Do I really have to empty all my meridians before they want to come in?
I thought about it as I struggled with my physical discomfort.
Breath is not the exclusive property of cultivators, it is also found in ordinary people's bodies, and people often say that the qi in the essence and spirit refers to the breath. Once this thing is completely gone, the person's body will almost collapse.
There was still a last trace of breath left in my meridians, and if the chaotic qi was still unwilling to enter my veins after this breath was expelled, I might be in extreme danger.
To do it or not to do it?
I hesitated, but the exhaustion in my body was getting worse and worse, my eyes were black, and I could barely feel the presence of my own body except for the meridians in my body that were slightly open and closed.
This chaotic aura is almost as arrogant as my daughter-in-law, and it seems that if I don't completely empty my meridians, they are unwilling to move into this new home.
You and your daughter-in-law come together, and I hope you can surprise me like her.
With a heart, I used the last bit of strength in the depths of my flesh to expel the last trace of breath from my body. The air pockets in my body suddenly closed, and I no longer absorbed the slightest breath from the outside world.
Come on, come on!
I was completely suffocated now, I didn't have the slightest strength in my body, and at this moment, I felt like a vegetative person, a vegetative person whose body had been drained, who was extremely thirsty, and desperately in need of nourishment.
My internal organs were slowly failing, and my brain was slowly falling into a coma due to lack of oxygen.
Come on!
I roared in my heart.
But the chaotic qi still did not show a trace of shadow, I was so angry that I was going to die, but the functions of the whole body had basically stopped, and my brain was almost in a coma. I didn't even have time to scold, and I completely fell into endless darkness.
Am I dead?
I just felt like I was in an endless darkness, without light, without temperature, without pain and joy. Darkness is the eternal world.
My heart has never been so peaceful, I seem to merge with the darkness, and if I just fall asleep, maybe I can sleep until the end of time.
"Tick~"
A drop of bright red liquid dripped on my face, and when I opened my eyes, the liquid glowed a dark red, like blood, but it was hot.
But I felt the temperature in its body, it was scorching, it could break the dark temperature.
I rubbed it on the back of my hand, looked at the dark red scar, and was silently stunned.
"Tick~"
Another drop of blood-colored liquid dripped down, still bright red, but it was cold, and the cold tingling sensation spread from my face to my entire body, and the cold pierced into the bone marrow.
I shuddered and looked up at the sky.
The black above was frantically eroded by the dark red, and the blood droplets dripped down more and more, converging into a few drops of rain, and converging into a heavy rain.
I stood in the boundless darkness, my face drenched in this rain of blood, from which I felt the temperature, the joy, the pain, the everything in the world, what I had ever seen and what I had never seen.
As the rain of blood continued to fall, grass grew and flowers bloomed under my feet, and a dense forest gradually grew not far away, and a small river flowed happily in front of me. The sky cleared, the light brightened, insects chirped, birds chirped, beasts roared and birds flew. In this rain of blood, everything is growing, devouring darkness at a rapid pace. And with me as the center, it radiated wildly all around.
I was amazed to look at everything in front of me, and I felt a sense of pride in my heart for no reason.
"From the beginning is the void, the void turns into reality, and those who can give birth to all things are chaos."
A cold female voice came, and I looked up. A woman in a white gauze dress was walking barefoot on a petal-paved meadow.
I looked at her in a daze, tears unconsciously bursting out of my eyes.
The woman walked three paces away from me and listened, and she looked at me quietly, her eyes containing everything she wanted to say to me.
I wanted to walk in front of her, but I didn't dare to fall when I lifted my steps. I stretched out my right hand to her from afar, wanting to touch her, but not daring to blaspheme.
"Daughter-in-law... daughter-in-law..."
I choked up and said these two words indistinctly, and tears instantly covered my eyes. I desperately kept my eyes open, the pretty figure blurred, but I knew she must be smiling at me.
"To see the shadow of me staying here means that you have started to grow. Yin Mo, I'm very pleased, what you said to me wasn't just bragging, you were really working hard for me. ”
The daughter-in-law's voice was still cold and inviolable, but now it carried a hint of warmth and pride.
I couldn't suppress the emotions in my heart, and I knelt on the ground, still crying freely.
"Yin Mo, it's not enough, your current strength is not enough, time is running out, I'm waiting for you, your grandfather is also waiting for you. Yin Mo, my little husband, remember your oath, I will always wait for you~"
After the daughter-in-law finished speaking, the figure began to blur again.
"Nope! Don't go! Please stay! ”
With hazy tears in my eyes, I watched her figure disappear in front of me again, and I almost fainted from crying.
Grandpa, daughter-in-law.
The two most important people in my life left me alone. It's not that I haven't complained, and it's not that I haven't resented them. But as long as my daughter-in-law said that they were still waiting for me, I could keep looking. For this reason, no matter how much suffering I suffer, no matter how much hardship, I will not hesitate in the slightest.
I fell to my knees, slowly wiped away my tears, and stood up.
As soon as the blood rain stopped, a bright blood-colored rainbow hung above my head.
I took a deep breath, raised my eyes and scanned the birds and flowers around me, and suddenly laughed.
As long as you are willing to believe, hope is always there.
Seeing this side of my daughter-in-law was almost like a dream, but this dream gave me hope and endless courage.
The dream will eventually wake up, and it's time to go back.
I stood on the flowery meadow, closed my eyes, threw my arms back, and lay straight down.
"Yin Mo! Yin Mo! ”
With a snapping sound, I was woken up by An Yihan. This Nizi was holding me in her arms and patting me on the cheek.
I was immediately happy, that is such a wake-up call!
"Okay, okay, I'm fine, my face is about to be swollen by you!"
I raised my hand to block An Yihan's hand that wanted to continue to slap his face, and said with a smile.
"What the hell are you doing! Want to die? ”
An Yihan remembered that the circles under her eyes were red, and her willow eyebrows were standing upside down.
Although there was a threat to this Nizi's blame, I knew that she did care about me, and I stood up from her arms and looked at her with a grin.
"Look, I'm all right, aren't I? Don't worry, I've always been lucky. ”
I grinned at An Yihan and smiled.
But this Nizi didn't appreciate it at all, she looked at me with a cold face, and I felt weak for a while.
"Yin Mo, don't be so selfish in the future, okay?"
An Yihan looked at me for a long time, and then said slowly.
I listened to her tone with tears and a little guilty.
This Nizi has always been an iceberg beauty, and today I was so out of shape, it was indeed me who went too far.
"I'm sorry Yihan, I'll tell you before I risk anything next time, okay?"
Although I didn't want them to worry, I was even more afraid that they would cry in front of me, so I simply bent down and apologized to An Yihan directly, hoping that she would forgive me.
An Yihan didn't say anything for a long time, and I kept bending over without looking up.
"Good~"
An Yihan said softly.
I looked up sharply and found that An Yihan, who was gentle, was also extraordinarily cute.