Chapter Seventy-Four: Li Bing's Bizarre Life Story (Part II)
"I want to be quiet, and I need time to digest it." Li Bing is calm, if other people encounter such a thing, they may lose their temper, become angry, and even lose their minds, but Li Bing does not behave like this, he just handles this matter with an attitude similar to indifference.
As far as Li Qifeng is concerned, Li Bing's lack of excessive emotions is something he didn't expect, and he also thought that Li Bing would be furious and complain that he was not doing well enough, at least not like now, with the same expression as if nothing had happened.
"Xiaoice, I know that such things are a little complicated for you, but there are always many unsatisfactory things in a person's life, so you have to learn to make yourself strong, just like I did back then, after I know the truth, I still choose to raise you well, because you have no mother, you can't have a father anymore, I want to be by your side all the time to take care of you, I want you to be able to grow up strong, not to be bullied like me, this is my strict original intention for you, Maybe the way I did was not good enough, and it was not perfect, but I ask you to forgive me, you know, I already had you when I was 21 years old, and I didn't know how to face you, let alone how to take care of you, in fact, to put it bluntly, I was not ready to be a father at all, so that I didn't have a father and son with you for so many years. ”
"Okay, don't say it anymore, I can't bear it anymore, even if you are not ready, but it is a fact that I am your son, no matter what, I should have the right to know the truth, you know how hard I have lived for so many years, I always think that I am an orphan, even if the teacher is not so good to me, even if the teacher does not like me, even if the teacher is unfair in handling things, but I am an orphan and should be content, because if it is not for the teacher's upbringing, I am still an orphan, I still remember when I was a child, several of us made the same mistakes, everyone else was fine, and only I was punished, I just wanted to ask if you saw me like this, didn't your heart hurt, what did you do when I was in pain, even the most basic father-son relationship you never told me..."Li Bing finally couldn't help it, there were always tears rolling in his eyes but he still endured it and didn't let it fall, "I don't want to talk to you now, because I can't control myself anymore, I'm not sure I'll do anything I'll regret, so you'd better get out of here. ”
Li Qifeng understands Li Bing's thoughts, he still understands Li Bing after so many years of getting along, no matter how big something happens, Li Bing has never had the slightest fierce words, he ignores it with an indifferent attitude, and it is unprecedented to be able to vent a little emotion this time.
"Okay, I'll leave now, but you also have to think about everything I say, and I won't say anything else."
Li Qifeng left the room standing outside the door, no matter what, he still remembered this Li Bing, he was afraid that Li Bing would do something to hurt himself, the more people who didn't tell their hearts, the more worrying people were.
Li Qifeng took out his mobile phone and quickly dialed Mu Ya's phone, maybe only Mu Ya could comfort Li Bing at this time, "Mu Ya, are you still in the company?" ”
"Teacher, I'm in the company, there are too many things in the company these days, so I have to work overtime every day, what's wrong, is there something?"
"Well, don't work overtime, go back to Li Bing's house immediately, I'll wait for you here, I have something to tell you."
"Oh... Okay, I'll go back right away. ”
Mu Ya rushed back as fast as she could, and a bad premonition came to her heart, and as soon as she walked downstairs to the apartment, she saw the teacher's figure, "Teacher, what happened, why are you waiting here, why don't you go upstairs." ”
"Mu Ya, let me tell you something..."Li Qifeng briefly told the whole process in the fastest time, of course, he only said about Li Bing's life experience, and didn't mention anything else.
Mu Ya was completely stunned after hearing the whole incident, which country's international joke is this, a father and son have lived together for so many years, and they don't even show their blood relationship, what kind of play is this singing.
"Now you know, now I want to make a request to you, can you go and accompany Li Bing, I'm afraid that Li Bing won't be able to accept this fact for a while."
"Teacher, I will go to accompany Li Bing, but I am not going for you, I am going for Li Bing, to be honest, teacher, I have some disappointment in you, as a father, how can you bear to treat your children like this."
"You... I'm not yet ready for you to accuse, so you just do as I say, and I'll go back first. ”
Although Li Qifeng did not do it right, he would not tolerate Mu Ya talking about him like this, especially since he has always thought of himself as a commander, let alone let his subordinates or juniors point fingers, so he left in a hurry after throwing off these few words.
After Li Qifeng left, Mu Ya hurriedly came upstairs, opened the door There was no light in the dark room, and she could vaguely see a figure on the sofa, this figure is usually so powerful, but at the moment it is so small, as if a gust of wind can blow him away, Mu Ya finally realized what it means to be distressed, she was distressed to see Li Bing like this, the truth of the truth is often something that can hit people's hearts.
Mu Ya didn't say a word, quietly walked to Li Bing's side, and hugged his body tightly in her arms from his back, she wanted to give him a sense of security, so that he was no longer lonely, no longer uncomfortable, she wanted to give him courage and let him get through the difficulties at this moment.
What Li Bing needs now is the warmest embrace, the two of them are quietly guarding each other, and unconsciously, there is a trace of dampness and heat on the back of Mu Ya's hand, which is Li Bing's sad tears, "Li Bing, don't you want to be like this, I'll be worried, if you tell me something, I'll be your listener..." Seeing Li Bing's tearful face, Mu Ya's tears also fell, "Li Bing, it's good for you to say something, I'm really worried about you..."
"Muya, I think I'm a failure, for so many years, I didn't even know that my father was living by my side, and he never told me about it, do you say he doesn't care about me at all, does he think I'm a superfluous person, otherwise why would he never admit our relationship."
"Li Bing, you can't think like this, you have never been a superfluous person, do you know how important you are to me, if you haven't taken care of me for so many years, there would be no me now, and I believe that the teacher must have done this for a reason, he won't do such a thing for no reason, when you get better, I will accompany you to ask him clearly, I can see that the teacher loves you, he is just not good at expressing it."
"Hehe, Muya, you don't have to comfort me, I know the teacher's character best, he has never taken me to heart, if I have always been an orphan, I have never had any other thoughts about the teacher, because I am an orphan, but he told me today such a fact, how can I accept this, my mother chose not to want me in my life, and my father also kept a distance from me in this way, so what am I, what am I..."
"Li Bing, can we not think about these problems now, I hurried back to see you, you know that I have a headache when I am nervous, and I can't help it now, can you..."
Mu Ya fainted in Li Bing's arms before she finished speaking, Li Bing didn't care about other things, picked up Mu Ya and walked in the direction of the bedroom, after putting Mu Ya on the bed, she hurriedly looked for painkillers in her bedside table, Mu Ya has always had an old headache, so the painkillers will always be in the drawer.
Li Bing poured water and walked to Mu Ya's side and whispered, "Ya, wake up, drink the medicine first and then go to sleep." ”
Mu Ya drank the painkiller while half awake and half asleep, and lay on the bed to rest, sure enough, Mu Ya is a very important existence in Li Bing's heart, and no matter how big something happens to her, it is not as important as Mu Ya's headache.
"Li Bing, is it okay for you to lie down and accompany me, I want to sleep with you."
"I..." Seeing Mu Ya's uncomfortable appearance, Li Bing compromised, "Okay, I'll sleep with you, is there any better after drinking the medicine." ”
"It's so fast, but with you always with me, I'll be fine soon."
Mu Ya was secretly happy in her heart, and finally pulled Li Bing out of her bad mood, Mu Ya really didn't know what to do to make him not sad, so she came up with a way to pretend to have a headache, fortunately, she had this problem, so when she pretended to have a headache, Li Bing believed it, and at this moment Mu Ya's request Li Bing would agree, in Mu Ya's heart, as long as she could make Li Bing feel better, it didn't matter what kind of way she took.
The two of them spent this unforgettable evening in each other's hugging and the fragrance of flowers for warmth, the early morning sun shone in from the window, and was screened into a mottled mixture of pale yellow and gray and black by the hollowed-out screen curtains of fine flowers, falling on the forehead of Lin Baishuang, as if it were some mysterious words, the morning made the whole world clear and bright, the sun shined through the faint fresh mist, gently spraying on all things in the world, there was a pleasing feeling, the light blue sky floated with white clouds, and the breeze blew the leaves on the side of the roadThe birds are bouncing back and forth in the trees, as if to tell people that a new day has begun.