Chapter 1497: Don't Mention the Past Again

Gu Chaohan saw the tears in her eyes, and his sanity recovered a little.

The bloodshot in the pupils gradually receded, the anger around the body disappeared, and the emotions became calm.

He reached out and stroked the top of her head, his slender fingers running through her hair, and his voice faded, "As long as you are obedient, I will treat you well." ”

Su Yanxu also felt tired and didn't talk back to him anymore.

Quietly leaning into his arms, she buried her whole face in his chest.

There is still residual warmth in his arms, and he can feel the slightest warmth when he leans on him like this.

But this warmth can't be integrated into her heart, and it's always cold.

If the heart is cold, there is hope for warmth, but what if it is dead?

Su Yan raised his hand and stroked his left chest, but he couldn't feel the beating of his heart.

She didn't know if she was alive like this, she had breathing and heartbeat, but she couldn't feel it.

Like a shell, without a soul.

Gu Chaohan's hand snaked down her silky hair, and finally, it stayed at the side of her neck and rubbed it gently.

Both of them tacitly kept silent about what had just happened, as if they were born with a tacit understanding.

Su Yan knew in his heart that whenever he mentioned old things, there would inevitably be a quarrel between them.

And she no longer has the strength to quarrel with him.

The streets are bustling with traffic, with vehicles chasing each other.

Su Yan leaned on Gu Chaohan's arms, quietly looking at the scenery outside, and his eyes were not shocked.

After more than three years by his side, she has also learned to disguise herself.

After just experiencing such a fierce quarrel, and he said so many heavy words, how could she really calm down in her heart?

It's just that it looks calm on the surface.

The heart gradually began to contract from not feeling the beat, and before the old wound had healed, the new wound was covered and attacked at the same time.

She was in pain during the struggle, and even the slightest breath was wrapped in pain.

How long will she have to endure this pain?

How long will it take her to untie this knot?

A year, a decade, or ...... Lifetime?

Everything is unknown, when she can let go of the past is unknown, when Gu Chaohan can let her go is unknown, there is no definite answer to one thing.

She looked out the window and felt that the rest of her life was dark, and she couldn't see even the slightest light.

Su Yan leaned deeper and deeper into his chest, staining his white shirt despite his tears.

She choked up, "In the future, don't mention the past again, okay?" ”

The past is really the deepest taboo in her heart.

Since those things have existed in her life, they will never be erased in this life.

Even if she really falls in love with him in the future, no one can replace the part of her heart that belongs to the past.

Gu Chaohan bowed his head and pushed her away for a minute, and saw her face, as well as the tears that were still flowing from the corners of her eyes.

Her ability to bear seems to have reached the limit.

After all, in the past, it was rare to cry so unscrupulously, as if the psychological defense line had completely collapsed.

Sensing that he was looking at himself, Su Yan subconsciously lowered his head.

Without waiting for the tears to flow again, he raised his hand to wipe the wet marks on his face.

Tears were the most useless thing, and she didn't want to expose her weakness to him anymore.

If you can't help it, you won't be so restrained in front of him.

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