Chapter 440: Fate Can't Be Changed?

On the way home, Li Zixiao put on a stinky face and didn't say a word to Qin Xiqian, Qin Xiqian walked in front and seemed to find Li Zixiao shrouded in gloom, "Why don't you speak?"

"No, I just don't want to talk. ”

Qin Xiqian suddenly slowed down and came to Li Zixiao's side to stare at him.

"I don't have flowers on my face, what do you keep staring at me?"

"I'm just curious that you're going to have a mess too. ”

"Awkward?" Li Zixiao's attitude changed suddenly, as if he was trying his best to hide his dissatisfaction, "Why should I make an awkwardness? Is there anything worth making awkward about?" It's really funny!"

"Oh, really? I thought I'd give you some reward if you made a real fuss, but I'm relieved that you're so happy. ”

After speaking, Qin Xiqian sped up her pace again, and immediately left Li Zixiao behind.

As soon as he heard that there was a "reward", Li Zixiao's eyes lit up, and he hurriedly caught up with Qin Xiqian, "Eh, Qianqian, what is the reward?"

"What are you doing?" Qin Xiqian looked at Li Zixiao strangely, "My reward is for Li Zixiao, who I think is making trouble, but it seems that I think too much, so this reward is gone." ”

Qin Xiqian spread her hands and shook her head indifferently.

"What, it's gone?" Li Zixiao looked at Qin Xiqian's outstretched hands, just like a cooked duck flying away, "No, how do I feel that you are teasing me." ”

Qin Xiqian suddenly stopped, pushed her glasses, and changed into a very serious expression.

Li Zixiao also felt that the atmosphere was a little dignified, and he swallowed his saliva and waited for Qin Xiqian's words.

"Actually......"

"Actually, what?"

"Actually, I'm just kidding you! Who told you to show me your face, you just escaped from grandpa's domination and you started to think about something that didn't make sense. ”

"Messy stuff? I didn't think about it!"

"Don't quibble! Do you think I don't know what you're thinking, and think about the useless ones to think about tomorrow's exam, remember what you promised me?"

Qin Xiqian's reminder shattered Li Zixiao's already fragile heart, he didn't understand why Qin Xiqian attached so much importance to this agreement, even if she couldn't reach the agreed conditions, as long as she Qin Xiqian was willing, others wouldn't be able to say any gossip, and with Qin Xiqian's current situation, would she care about a word or two of gossip?

But if you think about it carefully, Li Zixiao is relieved, Qin Xiqian said that she doesn't care about other people's gossip, and it can be a day or two for a long time, and it will also have a certain psychological impact, if it is Li Zixiao, it will definitely not affect him After all, he is a boy, and this psychological tolerance is at a poor level.

Don't look at Qin Xiqian's appearance is cold and arrogant, very queenly, it's just that she doesn't want to show her inner weakness, some girls are born with a delicate appearance, and they can arouse the desire to protect at a glance, Qin Xiqian is different from her, she is very strong in front of you, and her heart needs you to explore slowly, but her warning net is very high, and you are not allowed to step into her realm at all, if one day her vulnerable side is shown in front of you, there is no need to doubt anything, because she has "surrendered".

The more girls like Qin Xiqian, the more eager they are to be protected, because their independence is only built on the surface, fragile and sensitive, and the same insecure heart will suffer at any time, and they can only watch but have no power to remedy it.

"Qianqian, do you think this will work......"

"No way!"

"I haven't said what it is! how do you know no?"

Qin Xiqian seemed to see through Li Zixiao's thoughts at a glance, clasped her hands in front of her chest and said a little unhappily, "You must want to say that you have been busy with other things for the past two days and have no time to make up for the missing classes, so you want to expand the quota to the top three or even the top five, right?"

Li Zixiao scratched his cheek, "What ...... this?"

"This time it's because you want to change your promise to me because of the exam, so will you deny other promises in the future? I don't have the confidence to do what I say, how can I believe that you can give me happiness?"

"You can't say that, you can't compare learning and your own happiness at all, who have you ever seen who would shout loudly that he will be happy in the future because he has studied well? You really look like a person now, she treats commitments as a responsibility every day, and if you can't do it, don't just say it. ”

"Who?"

Li Zixiao looked at Qin Xiqian and looked up at the night sky without a few stars, "My mother." ”

"Who? your mother?"

Li Zixiao nodded, "Well, it's my mother." ”

Qin Xiqian frowned, "You dislike my age?"

"Huh?" Li Zixiao looked at Qin Xiqian strangely, "Did you misunderstand something? I didn't say anything disgusting to you, what I mean is very simple, you and my mother have very similar personalities, what you care about is not whether I can keep my promises, but I am afraid that one day I will suddenly disappear from your world, so that the promises I made will become empty words."

The happiness you are talking about is also the happiness I want, seeing you full of smiles every day is my greatest happiness, no matter what my grades are tomorrow, I will be by your side until the moment when you no longer need me. ”

Yes, companionship is the most affectionate confession, love is not said with the mouth but treated with the heart, no matter how sweet the mouth says, the love that can't accompany the old is just a momentary impulse.

Qin Xiqian didn't speak, she walked step by step with her hands behind her back, Li Zixiao was still a little unhappy, he thought that the words he said just now were very sensational, but he didn't expect Qin Xiqian to be indifferent and didn't say anything at all, no matter how cold she was, she listened to the warm words just now, at least kiss the cheek, there must be it!?

As she walked, Qin Xiqian suddenly turned around, bent down slightly, crossed her legs, stood on tiptoe with her right foot, and her hands were still behind her back, "Now, if there is an afterlife, can I continue to use that 'need' of mine?"

"It depends on whether I want to let you go in this life. ”

"And what if you're willing to let me go?"

"How could I be willing to leave you first!"

Qin Xiqian's smiling eyes narrowed, she turned her body and continued to walk forward, saying as she walked, "In the 25 years before I met you, I constantly rebelled against something called fate, and I also tried to break free, but I couldn't break free, it was like a rope tightly binding me, and after a long time, I actually had the intention of wanting to give in." ”

Li Zixiao came to Qin Xiqian's side and took her hand and looked at her affectionately, "Breaking free from the shackles of the rope and changing your fate is just a change from the poor and unsatisfactory state of life to the state of wealth and fresh clothes and angry horses."

From bad to good, from good to bad state transition, no matter how you change the state of life, fate always exists in an orderly manner. There is no way for people to survive without the law. Instead of rebelling and wrestling with fate, it is better to sharpen yourself, focus on the customer, and enjoy the fun of an active life.

Happiness is a day, and being unhappy is also a day, and it is more meaningful to relax your tired body and mind with a positive attitude than if you die in a boring world against fate. ”

"yes, now that I think about what I've done before, if fate really had a way to disobey you, you wouldn't be in front of me now......"

The corners of Li Zixiao's mouth rose slightly, "Maybe it's not an accident that I appeared in front of you, just like you said, I am your Snoopy, even if I separate me, I still have your shadow in my heart, and the moment I saw you in the classroom, the God in your mouth awakened my memory in time." ”

"I don't believe it, so you can talk nonsense. What awakens your memory, if you awaken your memory, the first thing you said when you saw me at that time should be, is it the old-fashioned way of accosting us somewhere. ”

Li Zixiao shook his head, "Actually, this is the so-called love at first sight, Jia Baoyu and Lin Daiyu in the Dream of Red Mansions said when they first met, 'dΓ©jΓ  vu is familiar', in fact, have the two of them really met before?

Lin Daiyu, you should know that she is beautiful but sickly, and her body is delicate, it just so happens that the person in Jia Baoyu's fictional dream is very similar to Lin Daiyu, and Lin Daiyu also has the same idea as Jia Baoyu.

It is precisely because two people have a fictional image of their lover's standard that they can fall in love at first sight, the so-called love at first sight is the feeling of combining the virtual and the real, and there is no fantasy about the future half of the other half in his own mind, even if he sees a beautiful woman, it is just a sentence, 'Hey, this woman is so beautiful' and will not think too much about anything.

So this kind of way of talking to you who seems to have seen you somewhere may not be just a clichΓ© pickling method, maybe you and his fictional one really collided together. ”

"So you want to show that you're not a gangster for no reason, but a premeditated gangster?"

Li Zixiao's face was black, and he pulled his face and said unhappily, "How bad is your language comprehension ability?"

"Then why didn't you talk to me at the time?"

"Please, your cold attitude at that time, even the most fiery heart can make you cold, I just didn't expect things to take a turn for the next moment, and all of a sudden it gave me a justifiable reason. ”

Regardless of whether Li Zixiao is making Qin Xiqian happy or not, Qin Xiqian's heart is warm anyway, and she can't wait to stuff everything she has into Li Zixiao's body, and the best thing to never give up is to stay by his side forever.

I think so, but she won't do it, a smart woman even if her IQ decreases during the love period, but she must also have a keen sense of observation and know how to grasp the proportions, and excessive dependence before entering the auditorium with the person she likes will become an invisible burden, but it can't be lacking in emotion, too cold will also cause the relationship to cool down quickly, at this time, it depends on whether one of the two parties can master this degree.

Qin Xiqian understands this very well, until now, Li Zixiao still has something to hide from her, no matter whether the concealed thing is good or bad, the first thing to do is not to go out of trouble with herself, only by ensuring that her own people are in a safe state, Li Zixiao will concentrate on completing the things he did not say.

"What's wrong? Standing stupidly and not talking, isn't there something uncomfortable?"

Qin Xiqian shook her head and said, "No, I'm fine, now that I'm completely free, you can rest assured." ”

"Perhaps, this is just to resolve the conflict between you and your grandfather, as for whether he will trouble you in the future, I can't be sure......"

"Alright, don't worry about it, hurry home!"

I always feel that the idea of wanting to be with him is very fragile.,Once grandpa makes a slight move, I'll be the first to be involved.,If you go on like this, you'll just keep repeating what happened today.,Even if he can come to save me every time, I'll feel irritated for a long time, right?

"You seem to have something on your mind. A woman's voice sounded behind He Yuming.

He Yuming picked up the goblet with red wine on the table and came to the open-air balcony to look at the city buildings shining with bright lights in the distance.

"How can a person without a heart have a heart. ”

"Heh, you went to her birthday party today, did you see anything?"

"I did see something. ”

"Mind talking to me?"

"Do you remember the snow flute?"

"Snow flute?" the woman paused for a few seconds and then said, "Oh, you mean the Ice Girl, I remember, isn't she now looking for a new master, and you suddenly mention what she's doing, fighting with her as a secondary type of lifting weapon is equivalent to an extra burden." ”

"What if she was self-aware after manifesting a spirit form?"

"So what? Even if she has self-awareness, it doesn't work for her own abilities, it only works if she keeps the weapon unbanned, what are you afraid of a weapon with fatal flaws? You've been absent-minded lately, and your mind has become dull. ”

He Yuming glanced back at the woman behind him and then at the goblet in his hand, "Maybe I'm drunk and thinking a little too much, and there's still a week to ......."

"yes, there's still a week to ......"