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"After all, our life is short, people cannot live forever in the world, children are the continuation of our lives, and the most important witness for us to stay in this world."

Bai Ye sat alone on the top of a building, Bai Yingyue was not by his side, he looked at the sky from afar, the sun had gone to the west, and it was not the sun that filled the sky, but the clouds......

The evening breeze brought up his clothes, his long black hair fluttered, and there was a trace of unknown confusion in his eyes.

The sky is boundless, like a chicken shell covering the earth, and the sunset is bright, but in his eyes it is like a sword......

I personally sent my second sister to marry today, seeing my father's white hair and my mother Huang Rong's expectations for herself, I suddenly felt a kind of confusion in my heart, and an indescribable feeling haunted my heart!

In his previous life, he was an orphan, and he fed his family without starving. In this life, he has parents and relatives, and he can no longer be like this, his eyes have become dark and deep, and a strange blood red has emerged in them.

There were two voices in his head, one of them was saying, "Sink quickly, you are just a person, what truth is chasing, what immortality, life is just a dream of Shaohua Baishou, what can you ask for?" ”

One is saying, "Keep going, no matter how difficult it is, no matter how many obstacles you are confused, you must persevere." If you die, your bones will be shattered, and if your soul flies, how can you succeed if you don't uphold your own will? ”

The white night was confused, and he was lost in two wills. One is the human desire that he has crossed over, and the other is the dream of himself, the dream he expects to see in the past and present life!

At this moment, he seems to have returned to the 21st century, like many **** young people, he has a sense of confusion about life and the future.

When they first left the school, the young students were carrying a beautiful vision for the future and the best fantasy of life.

But the reality is cruel after all, and the road of life is rough and bumpy after all.

Some people look back and change several jobs in a few years, but they always feel that a good life is far away, and in reality they have been spending their lives in vain, the value of their lives has not been achieved, and the dreams in their hearts cannot be presented.

Some people choose to work hard and decide to get rid of this muddy life, so they resign to find their hearts, initial persistence, and want to live their own lives and live wonderfully; But more people, due to the helplessness of reality, chose to sink.

It's not that they don't want to do what they want to do, it's not that they're willing to go against the will of the freedom of the mind, it's that reality is like a flail that locks us deep into it.

Sometimes, older people will always sigh because they just chose to compromise, chose to sink, find a job they don't like, and marry a spouse they don't love at all.

People will say, so be it, this is life, love is one, and the one who enters the marriage hall is another, this is also the ups and downs of life!

This is a kind of compromise, a kind of spiritual escape, and a kind of perfunctory life!

But what if it doesn't, for most people?

Life needs material wealth, when we grow up, but our parents are old, we suddenly look back, only to find that I don't know when, the world has put layers of invisible shackles on me.

The ancients had a saying, "Parents are here, don't travel far", "The life of parents, the words of matchmakers".

Family affection is beautiful and difficult to give up, but sometimes it is this kind of inseparable love that restricts the pace of chasing dreams.

Of course, parents want their children to have a happy life, and Huang Rong is the same for Bai Ye, if it is really possible, she does not want her son to dominate the world, but will always be sheltered from the wind and rain in her wings.

Parents do the same to their children, and how many children are not to their parents?

The most confusing years in life are not youth, but the years when you are in your twenties after leaving school.

should have dreamed of flying high and striving for a better season, but many people were forced to choose a mediocre result due to the helplessness of reality.

Some people become realistic and powerful, while others spend their lives in confusion.

The life has passed plainly, leaving too many regrets in vain!

We often ridicule a certain woman on the Internet for worshipping money materially, and sarcastically mock a certain mother-in-law who looks down on a poor boy, but in the future, I may not be one of them? They are nothing more than a compromise of survival resources, aren't most of us?

We will envy the princes and princesses on TV, look forward to the beautiful love like fairy tales, and fantasize about becoming the protagonist of fantasy novels, killing all enemies in the world and slaughtering all hatreds. Isn't it because of his own powerlessness in reality, longing for his dream to be vented?

In reality, many people do things they don't like, and the people who accompany each other don't love each other, they are just forced to be helpless in the journey of life.

It's a pity that there is only one life in life, and the train can only move forward forever.

At this moment of the white night, the inner contradiction is caused by this, there are parents and relatives in this life, Huang Rong's maternal love for him is too great, and he hopes that he will inherit the incense for the Guo family, but he only wants to chase the truth and live forever in this life, and he does not want to involve too much.

However, as a human being, how can you not have human desires?

In the previous life, Bai Ye also had the dream of being a beautiful woman with power over the world, although in this life he looked down on a lot, and he wanted the principle of immortality, which does not mean that it does not exist.

Huang Rong's maternal love made Bai Ye feel indebted, and he couldn't fulfill her expectations, and he was even more ashamed. This kind of emotion has become a shackle for Bai Ye's pursuit of immortality, which was drawn out by Bai Yingyue's words, pulling him into his thinking and confusion.

He didn't know whether he wanted to surrender to reality, obey the expectations of his relatives, marry a wife and have children, and build a vast empire. Still, pursue your dreams, unrestrained, and move forward on the road of truth and immortality.

The breath of violence all over his body, the internal force walked around in the body, fortunately, his martial arts were cultivated both inside and outside, and the strong meridians withstood the internal force of the rampage.

His eyes were secretly red, his hair was dancing, and he sat on the roof, the tiles around him had been shattered and flew up.

Is it to stick to your dreams and move forward? Or do you choose to sink into reality?

Like those young people in their twenties who are confused in modern times, they don't want to do things they don't like, they don't want to socialize so hypocritically, but they are forced by reality, step by step, and there are people next to you who are telling you, "Child, this is life, this is reality!" ”

Helpless and hesitant, but dare not, or can't grasp a glimmer of light in the dark, then, then bury and sink in the dark.

Gradually, they learned hypocrisy, they learned to socialize, they learned to live in a muddy way, wearing a shiny skin, but they lost their spiritual essence.

We often think that others are happy, but we don't think that they have their own pain.

Bai Ye held his head, his true qi was disordered to the extreme, Xiaoice Silkworm struggled forward under the flowing true qi on his body, climbed to Bai Ye's chest, and a bone-chilling burst out, covering the entire roof with frost.

Bai Ye's painful expression froze, and two different wills suddenly disconnected, like a string being cut off.

"I'm Bai Ye, I'm not Guo Poyu, I'm Bai Ye, I'm Guo Poyu. No, I'm just myself! ”

Bai Ye didn't roar wildly, but whispered, the red light in his eyes slowly faded, "I am Bai Ye, I am just myself, I chase my dreams, I am willing to uphold my will." Till death without regrets! ”

It is often said that physical pain hurts, but in fact, the most painful thing is never in the body, but in the mind and will.

When we fall out of love, we feel like a knife in our hearts, and when our longing dreams are extinguished by reality, we feel depressed and confused, which is far beyond the body, and it is our own soul that burns.

Bai Ye recovered, his eyes became clear and indifferent, he suddenly had a little epiphany, the real strong must be the people who have passed the thinking barrier, even if they fail, in the eyes of ordinary people, like crazy people, they are as unyielding.

"Thank you, little one!"

Bai Ye escaped from his arms the crystal Xiaoice silkworm, which spun in circles in Bai Ye's palm and rubbed his fingers with its little head.

"How can there be so many choices in life, choose one, choose two, let go and do it, follow your own steps, even if you bury the world, where is the way?"

With a wave of his hand, the hoarfrost on the roof collapsed, the sky was already night, the sky was full of stars, he smiled, and walked towards the mansion in Luoyang City.

"But who can really let go and do ......"

In the night breeze, a gentle murmur passed away with the wind......

Postscript: This chapter was actually written for myself in the name of White Night. My writing is not good, and it contains strong personal opinions, so please don't be surprised!

What I want to express is the contradiction between reality and self-dreams, life seems to be free, but in fact it is bound by chains, and not everyone has the courage to "the world is so big, I want to see it".

Life is mostly helpless, and Bai Ye is just a fantasy character in the pen, neither the readers nor the author I. I hope he can chase his own ideas!

I feel that there are some chattering and sensational intentions, thank you for your support, this chapter is written in the third volume and added at the beginning! Comment on the squirt!