Chapter 48: Hell Is There
Xu Xinyi shouted, but the man still didn't move.
It seems to be immersed in its own world, unable to extricate itself, unable to hear any sound from the outside world, with a dark expression, a dull gaze, and a mouth that keeps muttering "dead".
Xu Xinyi was afraid that he would admit his mistake, so he squatted down, lowered his head, and carefully confirmed once again that it was indeed Gu Zixiu.
"Hey, little brat, are you alright?"
Xu Xinyi cautiously touched Gu Zixiu's shoulder, his fragile and desperate appearance seemed to be scattered at the touch of a touch.
Gu Zixiu didn't react, Xu Xinyi gently poked his shoulder again, and asked in a low voice, "Why are you here?" ”
Gu Zixiu was stunned for a long time, and then he finally heard Xu Xinyi's voice, and he slowly raised his head like a machine and looked at Xu Xinyi.
In the past, the eyes were blazing, but at this time, the pupils were godless, except for gloom, they were filled with sadness that had nowhere to hide, but they were mixed with various other complex emotions, and the whites of the eyes were stained scarlet with red blood, which looked a little hideous.
"They're all dead, dead...."
"Who?" Xu Xinyi was a little dazed, thought for a while, and finally reacted, and asked softly, "Your family?" ”
Gu Zixiu had never told her about his family, so she wasn't too sure that what he was talking about was his family, and he never said that he was from Yingxian.
"Or, your friend?" She added: "Have you looked for all the tents here?" Don't worry, the search and rescue is still going on, and you will definitely be able to save it. ”
"They're all dead...."
Gu Zixiu looked at her blankly, as if he was stunned, and kept repeating this sentence in his mouth.
Xu Xinyi didn't know what to do with him, and he didn't listen to what she said.
It's a mess here, she has a lot of things to do, she is so busy that she doesn't have the time to care about him at all, she originally wanted to calm him down, but Xu Xinyi couldn't bear to see him in pain, so she pulled Gu Zixiu's arm and tried to pull him up: "Don't sit on the ground, I'll take you to a clean place." ”
Gu Zixiu is tall and big, how can she be a weak woman who can move, besides, she has not rested well, has not eaten well, she has long been exhausted, and she can't shake him for half a point.
"Hey, did you hear me?" Xu Xinyi gasped for breath weakly.
"Dead ....." Gu Zixiu's sad face suddenly appeared with a grim smile, "Good death." ”
Gu Zixiu on weekdays is a heartless big boy, the sun is warm, he loves to laugh, and his approachable personality is very likable, but now he suddenly showed such a gloomy and ruthless expression, Xu Xinyi was stunned for a moment, and was frightened by the resentment and disgust in his eyes for a moment.
When he reacted, he was covered with goosebumps all over his body, and even had a chill down his spine.
Such a strong hatred is not like a child's emotions, but the venting of long-accumulated resentment, his eyes are too complicated, too many intricate emotions, and people are panicked.
"Well dead, all dead, all dead."
"They.... Finally dead. ”
Gu Zixiu's gaze finally regained focus little by little, the sluggishness in his eyes gradually dissipated, and the red blood was all over the pupils, scarlet as blood.
He was laughing, the tail of his eyes curled up with an extremely pleasant arc, completely lost the depressed appearance just now, and his tone became excited: "You know what? I have been waiting for this day for 13 years. ”
When he had finished speaking, he began to laugh and laugh out loud, as if he had received great news.
But this smile, no matter how terrifying it looks, is like a Shura from hell, with a cruel and ruthless ferocity all over his body.
Xu Xinyi's mind was blank for a while, and she felt as if there was a cold wind constantly drilling into her backbone.
Except for fear, he couldn't think of anything, and instinctively stood up, wanting to escape, and stayed away from Gu Zixiu.
But as soon as she took a step back, Gu Zixiu's hand grabbed Xu Xinyi's arm and grabbed it, so strong that she wanted to crush her bones, Xu Xinyi gasped in pain, she said while struggling: "You let me go!" ”
In the face of Xu Xinyi's struggle and resistance, Gu Zixiu turned a blind eye, instead of letting go, he clenched it tighter, pulling Xu Xinyi, his eyes were vicious and terrifying, and he was still smiling, "Tortured me for 13 years, I didn't expect to die so easily." ”
Gu Zixiu seemed to want to vent his grievances on Xu Xinyi's body, the strength of his hands became stronger and stronger, and even the joints made a "creaking" sound, Xu Xinyi was so distressed that he broke out in a cold sweat, and he was also frightened by Gu Zixiu's helplessness.
Gu Zixiu's laughter became more and more crazy, more and more hideous, Xu Xinyi, who was overly frightened, suddenly burst out with a potential, she couldn't bear it anymore, used all the strength in her body, raised her other arm high, and then quickly fell, with a "snap", a heavy slap on Gu Zixiu's face.
"You're crazy, get out of here!"
With this slap, Xu Xinyi was ruthless, Gu Zixiu's face was slapped to the side, and a red slap mark appeared on his pale face in an instant.
His hand finally let go of her, Xu Xinyi was relieved, covered his arm and took a few steps back, the anger in his heart couldn't be suppressed, was he talking about human words?
Died well? Finally dead?
If his family was killed, he said such a thing, and he was not afraid of being thundered by the sky?
This kind of unfilial son, she didn't bother to care about him, rubbed the place where he was pinched and hurt, turned her head and left.
Just as she took a step, she subconsciously paused again, and couldn't help but look back.
Because she heard the cry, she endured the suppressed grief, which touched people's hearts even more.
Gu Zixiu was crying, he finally took off all the murderous and cold disguises, like a broken child, burying his head and crying, although he tried his best to suppress the cry, but his shoulders kept shaking, and the tears the size of beans smashed into the mud, and the sound was crisp, so that people couldn't ignore it.
Xu Xinyi really didn't understand what kind of Gu Zixiu was coming from, he was still fierce and vicious just now, why did he look like he was going to die or live at this time, and the sky was falling?
After all, he couldn't pretend to turn a blind eye, Xu Xinyi turned back in front of him, sighed, and asked, "What's wrong with you?" ”
Xu Xinyi asked this, Gu Zixiu finally couldn't hold back, and cried so much that his liver and intestines were broken.
He was like a drowning man who urgently needed a life-saving straw, and it happened that Xu Xinyi was by his side, and he immediately grabbed this life-saving straw to support his shaky thoughts.
He hugged her, tightly.
Unlike the venting when he dragged her just now, this time it was dependence.
"Grandma....." He cried so much that he couldn't stop crying, desperate and helpless: "I just want grandma to live." ”
Xu Xinyi was overwhelmed by his sudden move, and he didn't know what to do at all.
"Hey, you ....."
"Grandma is the only one who is good to me, and I don't want her to die."
At this time, Gu Zixiu was just a child, fragile and vulnerable, crying heartbreakingly, and unabashedly his emotions.
Xu Xinxin had no choice, so she had to take advantage of the situation to treat him as a child, she patted him on the back and comforted: "Don't cry, don't cry, your grandma must be fine, she is still searching and rescuing, and she will be rescued." ”
"No, the house is completely collapsed, I searched all the tents, but I couldn't find them." Gu Zixiu shook his head desperately, the more he talked, the more desperate he became, but as soon as the words changed, he seemed to be suddenly stimulated, and said excitedly: "No, that's not my home at all, that's hell." ”
"You calm down first."
Gu Zixiu shook his head to himself, muttered to himself, and gritted his teeth a little: "It's hell there." ”
Xu Xinyi's head hurt suddenly, her temples jumped suddenly, she took a deep breath, and just as she was about to speak, Gu Zixiu spoke again: "Gu Yang, it was they who gave me the name, my original name was Gu Zixiu, and my mother gave it to me." ”
Xu Xinyi was confused, what is it and what?
Gu Zixiu's crying gradually stopped, and when he spoke, his voice was mixed with a thick nasal voice, which was not very real, "I was abducted." ”
Such heavy six words, but he said them lightly, like telling a joke, and said them easily.
"To be precise, my mother should have thrown me first, and then the traffickers abducted me here."
Xu Xinyi was stunned.
Things changed too suddenly, Xu Xinyi's mind didn't turn for a long time, and he stared at Gu Zixiu in a daze.
Gu Zixiu raised his head slowly, his face was full of tears, and his eyes were red and swollen from crying, but he raised a bitter smile, "Do you know why I pushed down that movie?" ”
Xu Xinyi was silent, speechless in shock.
I didn't expect it to be this reason.
Gu Zixiu raised his head and looked at Xu Xinyi, his eyes were sad, like a kitten that had been injured, which made people feel very distressed.
"When I was 6 years old my mom took me to the playground and she said buy me marshmallows and she never came back as soon as she left, I looked for her everywhere and there was a man who said he was a cop and he said he could take me home, and then he took me on the train and woke up and came here....."
At the age of 6, he doesn't remember much, but he remembers every day clearly.
I remember crying and arguing to go home and being fed sleeping pills by the couple.
I remember being pressed into a water tank by them, and I remember being pumped with a stick by them.
In order to make him obedient, they brainwashed him every day, and if he was disobedient, he would not be given food, and he remembered that they put him in a pigsty, and he was so hungry that he stuffed pig food into his mouth.
There are no cotton pants to wear in the winter, and there is no bed to sleep in the summer.
They did not kidnap a child for them, but a slave, a punching bag for them to vent their anger.
He thinks about running away every day, looking forward to growing up every day, naively thinking that he will be able to get out of this hell when he grows up.
But every time he escaped, he would be caught back, and if he was caught, he would be beaten again.
Gradually, he learned to be obedient, it should be said that he was afraid of being beaten, and finally stopped resisting, and finally was willing to let go of the last trace of dignity and call them Mom and Dad.
Become more industrious, sensible, and pleasing them like a pug.
"I can't act in my own life."