I took the first train after the 90s, 1990 is the year of Gengwu, the ten heavenly stems and the twelve earthly branches, Gengwu are all yang.

And I caught up with the good time, and the time of birth was the sunny year, the moon, and the sunny hour.

Almost a few nearby Zhuangzi knew that the old man Yin of Dongwangzhuang had caught up with good luck, and the big fat boy who was born in the yang year and the moon and the sun also had a yang energy in his life, and he was born rich and noble, and he was destined to shine on the lintel.

But grandpa looked extremely abnormal in the face of other people's compliments, not only unhappy, but even a little perfunctory. And I'm not as mysterious as many fortune tellers say, I have been suffering from minor illnesses and disasters since I was born, and I have hardly had a day of peace.

And the secret hidden in this was not first mentioned by my grandfather until the day I became an adult at the age of eighteen.

It turned out that long before I was born, many Taoist immortals who could pinch and calculate came to visit, and almost everyone had one purpose: they wanted to take me as a disciple.

Grandpa was a famous god in the village before he was dilapidated, and he was used to seeing strong winds and waves, and he didn't want me to embark on this road, so naturally he wouldn't agree to others' requests to take me as an apprentice. And the parents didn't believe in these messy things, and drove these Taoist leaders away very unceremoniously.

But on the day of my mother's birth, I suddenly suffered heavy bleeding, and the conditions in the village could not allow the production to continue, so my grandfather jumped to his feet angrily while directing everyone to carry the sedan chair he married his grandmother to send his mother to the hospital.

There are a lot of rules in the countryside, and the father-in-law can't accompany his daughter-in-law to the hospital to give birth, so the grandfather can only repeatedly tell the father to pay attention and be careful. The father, whose ears were about to grind out calluses, promised and took the team to the hospital in a hurry.

But the evil thing is that when everyone carried the sedan chair and passed by the cemetery near the village road, they found that they couldn't get out, and the midwife who accompanied them at the moment said that they were blinded by dirty things and lost their way, so they asked their father to turn around and go back to the village to find a way.

But my father was an intellectual, so he didn't believe in this at all, so he desperately carried the sedan chair and walked forward, and the midwife sighed while trotting.

The mother's screams became more and more heart-rending, the time was close to noon, the temperature was getting higher and higher, and the mother soon showed signs of dehydration, and the screams became quieter and quieter. When my father saw that the situation was critical and the hospital was far away, he could only grit his teeth and decide to continue giving birth in this cemetery.

So I was born in the yang year and the yang moment, but in the end I gave birth to a yin land and a yin ghost gave birth.

After returning to the village, everyone told the situation, and the grandfather, who was still elated, instantly turned his face black into the bottom of the pot, and kicked his father to the corner of the wall in front of everyone, and the whole person was like an angry lion. If it hadn't been for the villagers, Grandpa might have killed his father on the spot with a shovel.

The four yangs gather, the fate of God, but at the moment of production by the yin energy, my life has been in chaos since birth, doomed to the glory and wealth of my life.

If it's just that the rich and noble life is over, then I don't care, after all, not everyone can be prosperous and rich, and it's no problem to be an ordinary person. But my grandfather said that being broken means that I have no chance of living with ordinary people in my life. I didn't understand, but no matter how much I asked, my grandfather wouldn't answer.

In the first 18 years, although there were many minor illnesses and disasters, I never encountered any major life and death crises, and I slowly forgot what happened when I was born, and felt that I was an ordinary person.

But the day before my eighteenth birthday, my father took me back to my hometown in Dongwangzhuang, and then to my grandfather's old house.

Grandma has long since passed away, and only grandpa is still alive. Grandpa was very strict with everyone else, but he was kind and gentle to me, and although he was a little short-tempered, I still liked him.

I thought it was a custom to go back to my hometown for my eighteenth birthday, but what happened next had an inextricable relationship with my whole life.

At ten o'clock that night, I was already lying in bed and sleeping in a daze, but my father suddenly woke me up. He put his arms around me and said in a sad tone that I still can't forget: "Yin Mo, Dad is sorry for you in this life, your fate shouldn't be like this......"

Usually I rarely have such close contact with my father, and I was a little resistant to his actions for a while, but the sadness and helplessness in his tone made my heart ache very much.

"Because of my stupidity, you have a bad fate, and you can only rely on yourself to walk the road in the future......" my father choked up as he said, although I listened to it in a fog, but I also cooperated to help my father pass away tears.

Then my father led me to the hall and left alone.

I was wondering what it meant to not let me sleep in the middle of the night, and I was thinking about it, but my grandfather who was sitting in the hall called out.

Grandpa, who never talked nonsense, pointed to the futon on the ground, and asked me to kneel and bow nine times to the statue covered with black cloth in the hall.

When I was a child, I also aspired to be an omnipotent immortal, so I secretly read many of my grandfather's books, but most of his books were about ghosts, which made me interested in becoming an immortal, and I haven't read it since, but I still remember most of the things in it.

Three bows and nine bows is a regular etiquette, but what is the situation with this damn nine bows and nine bows?

Although I had doubts in my heart, I still knelt down obediently and honestly performed the courtesy.

Grandpa told me to get up, and then reached out to remove the statue from the incense stand, and was about to remove the black cloth from it in front of me, and I quickly turned my head away.

Since I was a child, my grandfather told me not to secretly look at the true face of this statue, otherwise something bad will happen, although I am naughty and mischievous, but only my grandfather's words are fully complied with, and the true face of this statue has always been a mystery in my heart.

"You can watch it now, and maybe you'll see it more often in the future." Grandpa said a word, and then went into the back room by himself.

Although I didn't understand what Grandpa meant, my eyes widened and I looked at the statue curiously.

I thought that the god that my grandfather worshiped must be a Taishang Laojun, or some other Heavenly Monarch or something, but I didn't expect that the statue in front of me was a woman.

And she's a very beautiful woman!

I'm going to go.,The old man shouldn't be a sullen person.,Actually collecting such a beautiful goddess statue.,Isn't this kind of behavior the same as the current otaku collecting figure models.。

I thought about it inauthentically.

However, this statue is indeed beautiful, this is a woman dressed in ancient costume, with a complicated and beautiful hairstyle, and a graceful and luxurious robe in it.

If this robe is bright red, then it must look good. I didn't think of it for any reason.

Just as I was thinking about it, my grandfather came over with two bright red clothes and asked me to change into them. I took it and saw that it was a robe, a riding coat.

I took a closer look, and my scalp was numb in an instant, and this old man actually brought me a set of shrouds!

Of course I won't wear it.

When my grandfather saw that I was so stubborn, he had to tell me the truth. Back then, my life was broken, and I had already lost the balance of yin and yang, let alone being an ordinary person, it is difficult to say whether I can live past the age of eighteen. But I fought for myself, and I have survived well for so many years, and my grandfather has also found a way to extend my life over the years.

In the end, Grandpa found a solution: get married!

The object is not an ordinary person, but a god who has always been offered at home!

I exploded in an instant, I was only eighteen years old and was going to be arranged for a secret marriage, fuck the damn life, I'd rather die now!

I slammed my shroud to the ground, and I even wanted to smash the idol to pieces. But I didn't do it after all.

Grandpa knelt on the ground at this time, and the old tears were full of tears. My heart thumped, and I sat on the ground with the idol in my arms and began to cry.

What did I Yin Mo do wrong? Since birth, he can only live passively, and he doesn't even have the power to choose his own fate!

Is it so important? Is Heaven just so unfair to me?

At the age of eighteen, for the first time, I had the idea of resisting fate, which also planted the seed of rebellion in my still slightly immature heart, and in the rest of my life, this seed slowly grew into a towering tree.

Although I cried, but the secret marriage still had to be carried out, and my grandfather had been looking for a way for me for more than ten years, and I couldn't pat my ass and refuse.

I cried and put on my shroud, and under the auspices of my grandfather, I made a conjugal ceremony with the statue, and then I was pushed into the cave room by my grandfather.

What the is this! I sat on the bed with a clay figure in my arms, and I wanted to cry without tears.

Others are worth a thousand dollars in a night, and my mother's hugging of a clay figure is one of the four fortunate things in this life. Is this old man reliable?

Seeing that grandpa always worships this statue, it seems that the woman of this statue is not small, even if it is a secret marriage, people are so easy to talk about marrying me, a boy whose life has been broken?

Grandpa, you shouldn't have been fooled and lame!

"What do you think?" A woman's voice suddenly sounded, and I was startled, and when I looked down, the eyes of the idol had moved, and they had been staring at me.

My scalp was numb, and I hurriedly threw the idol in my hand casually, and the whole person arched into the quilt, and covered my head with the quilt.

"Since you have visited the church and become married, you have to treat me as a husband and wife, so and so on, what kind of system will you become." The female voice didn't seem to be happy anymore, and said coldly.

I was covered in a cold sweat, and hearing her say this made me even more angry.

You fucking ghost, if it weren't for Lao Tzu's bad luck, he wouldn't have married you, and you would have to fuck me and ask Lao Tzu for treatment and conditions, believe it or not, Lao Tzu was angry, no matter if you were a human or a ghost, he still divorced you.

I felt irritable for a while, lifted the quilt and got out, wanting to have a showdown with her immediately, and since then I have broken up, but the moment I raised my head, the whole person was stunned.

At the age of eighteen, I read a lot of all kinds of beauty magazines, and I think that my eyes on women are poisonous, but this one in front of me, I really can't be the slightest picky.

The delicate and gorgeous phoenix crown, the blood-red cloud-shouldered phoenix robe, and the white jade-like skin are delicate and flawless, which is completely in line with the most perfect image of the oriental beauty in my heart.

The delicate little face and facial features do not need to be modified by extra fat powder at all, and the whole person exudes an otherworldly temperament.

I swallowed dryly, and the woman's lips opened slightly, but she said something that made me feel like I was falling into an ice cave.

"Yin Mo, your grandfather and your own lives are not in your own hands."