Chapter 15 When I went, Mo was full of flowers
Momiji sat down slowly, and her haggard face couldn't tell whether she was happy or sad. Aunt Hua inquired curiously: "Then how did your current boyfriend meet, I think he is very good to you, and he is also white and clean." ”
Momiji was silent for a while, and finally said, "Since that time, Yun saw that I had made up my mind, so he didn't force me. Just called my boyfriend and told him to cherish this affection, otherwise he wouldn't let go. My boyfriend has been a lot more considerate to me since this incident, or he wouldn't have given me clothes today. As for my acquaintance with my boyfriend......"
Momiji wanted to speak and stopped, as if he was thinking about something, and said softly after a while: "I was twenty-three years old that year, not only my parents asked me to go on a blind date, but my colleagues also often introduced me to my boyfriend, I remember that the object of the first blind date was a village doctor, and he took care of me like a big brother on the way to chat, and bought a lot of snacks, which is really a good memory." ”
Quietly, her gaze swept across Lu Feng's face, there was a wordless pain on it, Hongye sighed, it was a sadness to meet the wrong person at the right time, but we met the right person at the wrong time, it was destined to be a sigh, and every nick was clearly engraved on the trajectory of life.
Hongye calmed down his fluctuating mood and said in a low voice: "The current boyfriend Feng is a matchmaker made by the aunt, speaking of which, the aunt met her boyfriend's father when she was young, and the relationship was very good, but then for some reason the two couldn't walk together, which became a pity." Maybe she wants to make up for this regret in our younger generation, and she is also very worried about our lifelong events, and under her single-minded arrangement, my parents also love Feng very much. ”
"And Feng's home is very close to us, only separated by a short path, and the parents of both sides are also familiar with each other, and they can put their minds at ease, but we have been dating for a while, and we found that the personalities of the two are not compatible at all, and they have to quarrel over a little thing, and no one will let anyone, and every time they break up."
Momiji's shoulders were shaking, and her head was buried deep in her knees, so that no one could see her painful expression. continued: "At that time, I wanted to break up with him earlier, but my parents strongly disagreed. In our small village, those with small family power will be looked down upon by others, and they will not be able to make a noise once something happens, but if I combine with Fengyi, we will have more security and dependence. ”
"Until that day, Feng invited many classmates to go out for a picnic together, because most of them are from the same village, so I know many of them. Halfway through the game, Feng suddenly took out a bouquet of bright red roses from behind his back and said loudly to me in front of all his classmates, be my girlfriend! I really wanted to refuse, but when I thought of so many people watching, I was afraid of refuting Feng's face, so I didn't make a sound, and now I think about this plan that Feng had already thought of. ”
Hearing this, Aunt Hua suddenly smiled and said to him meaningfully: "Lu Feng, you learn something, you will use it in the future." He nodded gloomily, his heart full of bitterness. Yun Hefeng's pursuit of love is so unrestrained and passionate, and there is no lack of wisdom, courage and means, and he is completely opposite to their character, just quietly writing to Momiji, and he doesn't even have the courage to call Momiji.
He just stood silently behind the red leaves and watched the company, and who could understand all this! Are some flowers blooming and destined to wither? Some have come and are destined to go; Some times are destined to burn to ashes; There are traces destined to commemorate the abandonment.
Momiji's entire face seemed to be covered with a veil of sorrow, and he added, "Then this news spread quickly throughout the village like wings. In the days to come, Feng often came to my house, and although I often avoided him, he was very attentive to my parents, and my parents often said in front of me that it would not be wrong to marry this child. I often fought with my parents several times about this, and sometimes I found a place to cry alone. ”
She closed her eyes suddenly, closed her lips and slowly loosened: "I want to get rid of this fate, but when I see my parents' growing old and gradually vicissitudes of life, I can only bear it silently." ”
How can I repay my parents' nurturing grace for so many years, how can I make them sad for myself, I can't be so selfish. Even if the choice of my parents is wrong, even if the road to marriage in the future is bumpy, then I would rather bear so much pain by me, Momiji gritted his teeth, as if he had made up his mind.
Lu Feng leaned back on the sofa, not seeing Hongye's inner struggle, and not knowing what she was thinking in her heart. Because he was also deeply troubled by this relationship. When you fall in love with a girl you can't get and love deeply, it is the most painful thing, and it is also the most unavoidable, every day I think about her all the time in my heart, thinking about her.
When I saw that she was unhappy, I could only comfort her as a good friend and try my best to make her happy; But every time I wanted to confess to her, the words came to my mouth and I took them back, and I could only pray silently in my heart, hoping that she would be happy forever.
When he walked to the housekeeping center to sign in, a colleague told him that Master Agang resigned today and did not do it, which means that he will go to work alone tonight. Lu Feng couldn't help but be surprised when he heard this, although Master Ah Gang had mentioned several times that he didn't want to stay here, but he didn't expect him to leave in such a hurry, and he didn't even have time to say goodbye before saying goodbye.
The letter came to the workshop suspiciously, and as soon as he entered the door, he saw the handover book spread out on the work desk, with a message from Foreman Shen on it, and sure enough, Master Agang really didn't do it. Suddenly, a wordless sourness suddenly surged in Lu Feng's heart, sometimes thick and sometimes faint, lingering.
Although he is not very old, he has also experienced a lot of reunion and separation, and he thought that he would face the helplessness after parting indifferently, but this time he was still moved by emotion, it was nostalgia, and he was nostalgic for the years that he had walked together in the past. Alas! Gone are those days.
I heard from my colleague just now that Master Agang went to Plastic City as a warehouse manager and got a salary of 800 yuan. Yes, 800 yuan, it is indeed much stronger than here, and there is only more than 600 dead wages for doing so hard every day.
Lu Feng was stunned to think about it, and the phone at work over there rang, asking him to go to the conference room on the third floor to clean up. Hey, it's really annoying, last time it wasn't because of the layout of the conference room, I forgot to put the tea, but the next day it was found by the quality inspection, and Master Agang was fined ten yuan.
Although Master Ah Gang didn't blame him much afterwards, he felt very uncomfortable, thinking that the ten yuan was enough for them to put a few cups of tea, Lu Feng muttered, venting the grievances in his heart.
At twelve o'clock in the morning, it's time to clean the conference room. On the road, from time to time, colleagues greeted each other, and someone asked Lu Feng why he was alone tonight, and he answered truthfully. The colleague sighed, and said strangely: "Isn't it that tall and thin, it's time to go, you want a big man to do hygiene here, and earn so much money, it's not disgraceful to say it, if it weren't for my bad luck, I wouldn't have said anything to this kind of place, and I was tired and had little money." If there was a good place, I would have left a long time ago and would stay here! ”
Yes, people should go to higher places, and staying here will only become simple-minded, with well-developed limbs, and will become lazier and lazier. The colleague next to him was deeply touched. "Look at me, checking room after room every day, repeating boring work over and over again, day after day, year after year, it's really annoying."