Uptown in the clouds.

In the clouds after autumn, the golden sun spreads all over the land.

Today's cloud city ushered in a very special guest, but this guest was not personally entertained by Mr. Su Yi.

Chen Yu is the first time to come here, in fact, even Yuan Tieshan himself has never been here to see, looked around, and felt that the scenery here is really good, very suitable for the rest of the day, as a capital, it is somewhat too southern, should go to the middle of the Qinling Mountains to get closer.

Chen Gui did not take his father to see his research results, but took his father to the pavilion outside the racecourse, the pavilion after the autumn looked a little cold, but Chen Gui had already ordered someone to prepare warm wine and hot tea here.

After Chen Yu, who had a square head and small eyes, came, he subconsciously picked up a glass of warm wine and took a sip, and the whole person's chest rose slightly.

Chen Gui doesn't like to drink alcohol, and he doesn't like to drink tea.

He just took a sip of water and said gently, "Father, what do you think of the feng shui here, and is it suitable for long-term living?"

Chen Yu asked incomprehensibly, "Could it be that you still have the idea of leaving here?"

Chen Gui said: "I really have such an idea. ”

Chen Yu looked at his son very seriously, when his son talked to him about certain things in the past, Chen Yu always felt that his son was joking with him again, but in fact, it was not a joke again, it was Chen Yu's own judgment error.

This time, Chen Gui's tone was as casual as before.

Later, Chen Yu gradually learned that when he was careless, it was actually the time when his son was the most serious.

Said softly: "Is Zheng'er bad for you?"

A little worried, Chen Gui didn't get the status he deserved at the top of the clouds, and he always felt that his son was a person who didn't like fame and fortune very much, but sometimes it was not easy to say, people would become.

It's like a woman who was originally clean and self-loving, and suddenly one day she was stimulated by something, and she could sleep in the same bed with any man.

Chen Gui took a sip of water and said: "That's not the case, Yuan Zheng is very good to me, at first he also doubted my own ability, but he still stubbornly put a lot of real money and silver, and a lot of valuable materials in my hands, let me toss slowly." ”

"Hard-headed trust is often genuine trust. ”

"But after coming here for a long time, I can no longer find the youth and liveliness of my youth, and sometimes the scenery is very beautiful, but I really can't appreciate it. ”

"I heard others say that this is a disease, but no one can say what kind of disease it is. ”

Over the years, Chen Yu has secretly observed his son's mental journey, but he has only secretly observed that in the early years of the Wuwang Mansion, the government affairs were busy, and the Wuwang Yuan Tieshan was a master who was impatient with complicated political affairs, and most of the time, many large and small military affairs were handed over to Chen Yu to deal with.

As a result, Chen Yu did not have much time to spend with his family.

Because of this, I don't know so much about my son.

Chen Yu said: "It may be that sometimes I feel that life is boring, and after this period of time has passed, maybe I will slow down, and don't take this kind of thing too seriously, in fact, there is no big deal." ”

"If you think it's a trouble, then it's always been a trouble, and you shouldn't do it yourself, but it's not so bad. ”

Chen Gui is not a sentimental person, let alone a sad person.

said: "All of a sudden, I don't know what I should do, I have been studying the chariots used in marching and fighting, but in fact, I also want to study a lot of farm tools and tools, but in fact, in the current political environment, I am afraid that my wish will not get any support." ”

Mr. Su Yi did not deny or admit this matter. ”

"And I myself know that studying combat chariots is a serious thing, every time I perfect a chariot, the soldiers on the top of the clouds will die a few people, which is also a merit, but in the same way, the enemy will have to die a few more people, which is also a bad thing. ”

"I can't tell whether these things are right or wrong. ”

"I once wanted Mr. Su Yi to give me guidance, but at that time, Mr. Su Yi was busy with military and political affairs, and he was also busy with the planning and layout of the entire top of the clouds, even if I had time to take care of my personal emotions, I would feel embarrassed in my heart. ”

"During this period of time, Yuan Zheng didn't know where he went, and the size of the top of the clouds fell on Su Yi and Shen Yue again. ”

"I've always wondered, even if I'm like this, I don't know if Shen Yue and Mr. Su Yi can still stabilize their minds in a boring political environment?"

"Didn't my father feel that life is boring, and sometimes, it's better to live than to die. ”

Hearing his son say this, Chen Yu really sensed the danger signal.

There is no such thing as a good or bad mentality.

This kind of thing is also determined by what a person has experienced.

What Chen Gui experienced was Chen Yu's deliberate blindness in the early years, and it was also the bloody scene of the chariot killing on the battlefield now.

Although he has achieved his former goal, Chen Gui is not the original Chen Gui, in fact, Chen Gui really wants to realize his ideals at the beginning, so that his father can face him squarely, and he can also be recognized by the whole world.

Although he was only in his twenties, he once felt that Chen Gui was like a person who had experienced half a life of ups and downs.

Depressed, ambitious.

Some people have never experienced these two things in their lives, but for Chen Gui, it is just a few years of hard work.

Chen Yu said, "What do you want to do most now?"

Chen Gui took a sip of wine this time, and it was a little hot in his throat, and at the same time, there was an indescribable feeling of nausea.

The taste of alcohol seems to be the same, and for people who can't drink, alcohol is always disgusting.

Chen Gui put down his wine glass, looked at the sunset in the sky of the Cloud Upper City, and said, "What I want to do most now, in fact, I don't know myself. ”

Chen Yu: "......"

"I saw that your face was so dark, I thought that you would have something important to announce, but it turned out to be such a lukewarm remark. ”

"Thanks to the fact that I listened so carefully. ”

Chen Gui himself also felt a little funny, pursed his lips and smiled, and said: "The main reason is that my father's question is too profound, and I don't know how to answer it, what I want to do, I always feel that what I do by myself may make others happy, but it will not make me happy." ”

"In the past, when Yuan Zheng was not so busy, Yuan Zheng wanted to take me to some places of sound and color, the land of fireworks and willows. ”

"I went with Yuan Zheng once or twice, but I felt that the atmosphere there was not as good as I imagined, so I never went there again. ”

"Now that Yuan Zheng is gone, I don't know when I will come back, and I don't know when Yuan Zheng and Uncle Tieshan will get back together. ”

"But as for myself, I don't have my father's clear state of mind, nor do I have the chic and frank nature of Yuan Zheng. ”

"In addition to what I am doing right now, deep down in my heart there is nothing left, and I can't find a single faith or thing to fill the void in my heart. ”

Chen Yu frowned, his son's problem did not seem to be ordinarily serious.

said: "Do you want to go to the land south of the Yangtze River to see, there are many girls who are smart and spiritual, according to my observation, in this situation of yours, if you meet a beautiful woman who is as gentle as water, you will get a lot of improvement." ”

"If you like each other, your mother and I don't mind you starting a family overnight. ”

Chen Gui asked very seriously: "I heard that in the early days, in fact, my father didn't understand love, but he also had a person he liked, and then he didn't walk with the person he liked, and then walked with my mother." ”

"So there was me. ”

"Then I want to ask if most people's marriages are actually just about to settle. ”

"As women, all they want is an iron job for a lifetime, marrying a man, dressing and eating. ”

"As men, all they want is to reproduce their offspring, and it is better to give birth to a big fat son for themselves. ”

"If the first child is a girl, I will be very unhappy. ”

"Is it true that most marriages are like this?"

This question, for Chen Yu, is also a little profound.

Love aside, after starting a family, I can't help myself, whether I like my pillow person or not, she is there next to her.

Later, I met the woman I loved, or rather, I met the second woman who could let me abandon everything and be crazy about it, but at that time, the child also grew taller, irresponsible people, can abandon everything, responsible people, or chose forbearance and restraint, for the sake of the family, sacrificing their deep feelings.

Both men and women can experience this kind of thing, and it will become extremely painful.

Although it is not worse than death, it can also be unable to sleep for many nights.

Chen Yu didn't often fall asleep, mainly because of busy government affairs, and when Chen Yu was lying on the bed, it was less than half a pillar of incense in time, and he fell asleep, of course, if anyone asked Chen Yu to get up because of an emergency when Chen Yu was asleep, Chen Yu could also get up suddenly.

It's a habit that has been cultivated over the years.

No one can tell whether the middle-aged man really can't sleep, or fake can't sleep, deep down, whether the original lover is heavier, or his own family is heavier, a little vague and indefinable.

Since his son asked so, Chen Yu had no choice but to make his own answer.

Ying said: "My father did meet a girl he liked back then, and the situation is the same as most young people today. ”

"When I was most powerless, I met someone who wanted to protect my life. ”

"That girl is in the same village as me. ”

"Later, after I became your Uncle Tieshan's military advisor, after accumulating my own merits, I took 30,000 cavalry to open the way, trying to marry that girl, but when I returned to my hometown, I found that the girl had died in the war. ”

"Later, I met your mother, in fact, I didn't like it so much, I thought about starting a family, she thought about getting married, and then looked at each other more pleasing to the eye, so they walked together, in fact, there is no foundation for love, but after a long time, it became a heart. ”

"It belongs to the kind of marriage that lives a small life and is on the right track. ”

"Time has been going on slowly, and after giving birth to you, it has completely become family affection, and there is no concept of love in the hearts of both people. ”

"That's pretty much the case for me and your mother, but between love and family, there is always something that stands firm. ”

Chen Gui understands that his mother has always lived in a secret place, and Chen Yu, as a military advisor, of course has to protect his family, so over the years, he has never heard of Chen Yu's family affairs, and even Chen Gui, a person, has not made much of a difference.

In this world, there are too many people who want to kill Chen Yu.

However, there are actually not a few people who want to help Chen Yu.

Chen Yu suddenly said: "Son, in fact, you are different from me, if you meet someone you want to protect for the rest of your life at this time, you can let go and pursue it." ”

"The merits you have accumulated on the top of the clouds alone are enough for you to hold a grand wedding in style, and no girl in this world will dare to look down on you. ”

"And you also have the ability to give other girls a very comfortable living environment. ”

"In fact, even if you don't achieve anything, I, the father, will do my best to satisfy your heart's preferences, as long as the girl you fancy is a serious girl. ”

Chen Gui said: "Then what if the girl I fancy is not a serious girl?"

This problem is somewhat unsolvable for the world-famous military divisions.

Chen Yu knew that his son's mood had changed, which was a long-term neglect and an unadaptability brought about by the sudden ambition.

said very softly: "If you fancy a girl who is not serious, then I can't help it, as long as you like it, I can only pinch my nose and admit it." ”

"I can only hope that although that girl is not serious, she is not so serious. ”

Chen Gui said with a smile: "In this way, compared to my father's time, I actually have more choices at this age." ”

At the same time, at this age, I have done many things that my predecessors have not done......