This explanation is not the same, anyway, Lu Feng has never practiced the two, and he can't subdivide the difference.

Ling Xiaonan's lips pursed slightly, as if he had found a trace of warmth, and said in a tone of nostalgia and reluctance: "It feels good, I originally wanted to smell her hair and say something in her ear that made her blush, but unfortunately I didn't have this opportunity later." ”

It's really a pity, this was originally a gentle drama that kissed me, but now it has evolved into a heart-rending tragic drama, which is really sadistic.

While Lu Feng felt sorry for his friend, he also thought of the plot in the romantic drama, and suggested: "You should find a hidden corner, and then hug him tightly and let her feel your tenderness." ”

Ling Xiaonan didn't think about it, and replied very simply: "It is estimated to be a slap." After speaking, he felt that this plot was too sad and disappointing, so he added with good hope: "If it is after ten o'clock in the evening, maybe I hold her, she will also feel very enjoyable, if it is daytime, it is definitely looking for death." It's just that she's going to be home before nine o'clock in the evening, and she's certainly not going to come out again. ”

This girl is really strong enough, or she is pure-hearted and has few desires, and she does not eat the taste of the world, and she can be so relaxed and light, and she dissolves Ling Xiaonan's gentle knife.

Lu Feng frowned, and asked with some puzzlement: "No, with your level of being both pleasing and gentle and steady, she is not at ease." ”

"Huh. yes, she's sad, and I don't know when I'll be with her again. Ling Xiaonan vividly described: "That gentleness is just an attempt, although the distance is very close, ten centimeters, but the heart is separated by thousands of mountains and rivers, so I can't feel the warmth, and the gentleness that is out of reach." ”

It turned out to be such a contradictory feeling, Lu Feng suddenly realized, fortunately he didn't try, otherwise with his own psychological capacity, he would probably have a heart attack. This kind of gentleness at the expense of life is not something that you can enjoy.

Lu Feng glanced at his friend sympathetically, and said meaningfully: "I have always wanted to integrate the meaning of fairy tales into your story, and I have always believed that your love will be happy and joyful." ”

"Well, the meaning of a fairy tale is to recall the most beautiful time of life in a dream, which is a happiness that is lost forever. But that's just a dream, and the reality is that happiness is gone forever. ”

Ling Xiaonan's face was a little pale, remembering that she had said that people will grow old and die, and time is short, so they should meet early, love each other in time, and do their best. Until there is no way to retreat and be reborn, then you will know what it means to be as calm as a mirror.

A flash of brilliance flashed in his eyes, "It's a pity that I don't want to be a tragedy, she sent me a text message last time, saying, 'Come to eat zongzi during the Dragon Boat Festival', I was so happy at that moment." But when I called, we talked for a long time, and she didn't want to talk to me. But I always felt like I had a chance, because she was still willing to take care of me, which gave me confidence again. ”

Seeing Ling Xiaonan's hopeful expression in the video, as if a light was looming on his face, Lu Feng was happy that he could regain his confidence, and said with a smile: "It's so good, congratulations!" It's a pity that I can't find your so-called happiness now. ”

"Actually, you were happy before, but before. "Love in the Autumn Leaves" reminds me that there is only one place for your happiness, and this is the most impressive, that is, when you see the red leaves for the first time, that happiness comes from the heart, is natural, and there is no trace of impurity in purity. Ling Xiaonan recalled.

Yes, when I first saw the red leaves, that beautiful face, with a hint of elegant and lotus-like temperament, even after so many years, that smiling face still slowly emerged in his mind, no matter what, it was lingering.

When they are together, there are many happy moments, but they have been troubled by the helpless ending in the end, so the mood becomes sad, and many of the original happiness is also ignored.

Lu Feng restrained his smile and said with a heartache that made his friend feel heartache: "But I found that happiness didn't seem to be written in the book, so it couldn't move people's hearts." ”

"But writing your true feelings and writing about your pain is also touching!"

Lu Feng nodded lightly, the years are like water, floating like a dream, and asked the geometry of life, why it is always from the cold winter to the end of summer, and why it is from the curtain drum to the morning bell, who is sighing in the past four seasons, and how many joys and sorrows are there in the ringing bell......

Ling Xiaonan pondered for a while and said: "It's just that I read that you have a very happy conversation in the book, in fact, you really have the feeling of family affection, a little sad for Ren Wenyan, maybe she will never be able to enter your world, family affection is happier than love, love is not to have, but to give." You just didn't figure it out, except for Momiji, you didn't feel lost, so now you don't feel happy. ”

Perhaps! It's just that now the autumn leaves are almost gone, and everything will pass. A thought of flowers blooms, a thought of flowers falls. This long and distant world has to go on our own after all.

Lu Feng collected his complicated thoughts, and raised his head again and asked, "What about your happiness, think about it, maybe you haven't figured it out!" ”

"Although I look happy, but I can't see happiness now, I've really been thinking too much these days, and I'm thinking about her everything, I think you're happier than me."

Ling Xiaonan's voice paused, revealing a complicated expression that flashed and disappeared: "It's just that happy people usually don't feel happy. I think the happiest time is when I'm with her. ”

"Sometimes I don't know what happiness is, maybe happiness is around me, but I don't feel it, maybe many people look at others are happy."

I often look forward to the time, thinking about the brightness in the distance, there must be the happiness I want. I have asked myself a thousand times: What is happiness? Is it the verdant in the bustling? Or is it the wonder of life's achievements? or the feeling after experiencing the hustle and bustle of the world; It is indifferent after walking through the mountains and rivers.

It seems that happiness is something that cannot be spoken, but can only be experienced by oneself. Lu Feng didn't think about it anymore, turned his head to Ling Xiaonan and said, "Tell me about your bright future!" I feel like you're going to get the happiness you want. ”

"I'm not as happy as you, I can only look at it optimistically, hehe, you are now in the blessing and don't know the blessing!" Ling Xiaonan had a deep meaning. Happiness is all around you. Happiness is when you have a quiet home, with lovers, confidants, and friends. ”

If he is thoughtful, perhaps happiness lies in a greeting from a friend; In the blandness of the rising morning glow and the setting sun; It's in the company of one day and night; It's in the warmth of a porridge and a meal.

The nagging of parents, with the taste of love, and the smiling faces of children are the taste of happiness. As long as there are people who love us and people we love all the way, what is there to be unhappy? There are thousands of tastes in life, but the most true is nothing more than ordinary heart.

Lu Feng was savoring the feeling of happiness, but unfortunately it didn't take long for this beautiful atmosphere to be broken by Ren Wenyan's complaint, "Call someone to install the screen window in the afternoon, and you won't come to help me." ”

"I'm not going to pretend." Lu Feng replied bluntly. It's so far away, one hundred and sixty kilometers back and forth, and the money for the screen window comes out.

Seeing that he refused so simply, Ren Wenyan was a little annoyed and said: "Stupid, I can't do any simple housework, just a few nails on a piece of gauze, I'm about to be bitten to death by mosquitoes." ”

If it's so easy to say, why don't you do it yourself! Do you want to find a reason to coax him to Ningbo to go on a date, and it is really a bit of a trick, or to play with her. So Lu Feng grinned and said with a grin: "Then I'll become a stupid mosquito to bite you." ”