"Your dad is so nice, very generous, maybe it's for you!" Lu Feng looked up at the sky and said with a yearning expression, with a look of envy in his eyes. Hongye's parents paid for their son-in-law to buy a car, but Ren Wenyan's mother had already said that she would not give a cent, and forced him to buy a car, the gap between them is really big.

"I asked my dad not to give it to him, my brother still has to go to college, and the economy is also tight, but my dad said that I will buy you one too." Speaking of this, Momiji's delicate body stiffened, and he looked at the smiling young face in front of him in a daze.

The slightly difficult voice came out of her red lips with a little trembling: "Can you solve the problem by avoiding it now, you have to face it." Dad loves him for this, and I don't know what blessings he cultivated in his previous life. ”

So if you want to find a father-in-law and mother-in-law who likes you, like Ren Wenyan's mother now, it's so difficult to deal with, not to mention the days after marriage, wouldn't you have to look at her and act.

Lu Feng said enviously: "This is called blessing, understand, then your two motorcycles cost your father 20,000 yuan." ”

Momiji bit her lip lightly and replied, "More than 20,000, and mine is more than 10,000." He came back a few days ago at one o'clock in the morning, and closed the door and secretly made a phone call. You say, what kind of person is he. ”

Hey, this wife doesn't know what kind of person her husband is, let alone an outsider. But everything has to be good, so Lu Feng guessed: "Close the door and fight secretly, because I am afraid that it will affect your sleep, but why is he so late?" ”

"I don't know. You say depressed not depressed. Momiji sighed slightly in his eyes, avoiding his gaze.

The twilight mountains are broken, but there are river flowers, and they are haggard in the autumn mirror. It turned out that Hongye's marriage had not changed, it was still bumpy, Lu Feng looked at her haggard and sad expression, and walked forward and said: "I have been savoring, you said to Ren Wenyan that time, 'Our family has a child and lives a very happy life'." ”

Momiji's lips opened slightly, a trace of tears flashed in his eyes, and he told the truth: "It's nothing, I just want her to be relieved." If I say that I am not happy, what will Ren Wenyan think, it will affect the two of you. I don't know what other people's marriages are like? If it's all like this, I know it's just self-deception! ”

No wonder Hongye said Ren Wenyan's words too sharply last time, thinking that Hongye deliberately fabricated family happiness in order to dispel her doubts, but if she said it against her will, she always felt uncomfortable in her heart, and it was difficult for Hongye to feel hard. Over there, Aunt Hua turned to ask Hongye again: "How are you two husbands and wives doing, are you still quarreling?" ”

A downright sadness was like choking in his throat, and Momiji laughed miserably: "It's nothing, the quarrel has become a reality, life is a matter of course, but sometimes, it is inevitable that it will be affected, hahaha!" Love is like a gossamer, and people are like flying flotsam. The reef has passed the slanting sun, the grass is smoky, and now it is a lot of sorrow. ”

The laughter of the sweet dream in his ears had made Lu Feng forget his heartache, he sat next to Hongye, and said angrily: "Ha, you are big, I don't know why you are a person, I want to use my studies (I applied for an English major, and now I have applied for an accounting certificate) to enrich it, and I want to forget about the unsatisfactory in the family, but my heart is so lost after all." ”

A smile flashed in Momiji's heart, he glanced back at the people around him, and said with relief: "Hehe, you really know me, but some smoke and dust are not suitable for existence in this world." ”

Yes, the most is the faint look back in the smoke and rain. Lu Feng wanted to use the agitation method to make Hongye cheer up, so he said with a serious face: "You are also a conservative and traditional woman, and you can't go to the path you want, it's really a failure to be a man, and no matter how long you live, it's in vain." ”

Maybe we've gone so far that we've forgotten what we're set out for? Many times, we find ourselves in such a daze. Therefore, people need to see their own direction and see the trade-offs in front of them.

Hehe, Hongye stood at the bow of the boat, letting the breeze blow, his black hair fluttered lightly, and he laughed self-deprecatingly: "I don't know when I succeeded, along the way, I failed in the high school entrance examination, failed in choosing a school, failed in choosing a major, failed in choosing employment, and failed in choosing a lifetime, this life seems to really end in failure, hahaha!" ”

After getting along for so many years, this series of setbacks Red Leaf has never mentioned to him, but today's words let Lu Feng know, it turns out that many people will have an unbearable past. But his own failure will not be much better than Momiji.

The past is unbearable, and when he failed in the high school entrance examination, his father bought an ordinary high school at a high price through a relationship and several twists and turns. At that time, I really wanted to make up for what I had lost by working hard.

Maybe it's because I'm stupid, maybe it's because I have a poor learning foundation, no matter how I try to catch up, and even after dinner at home every day after school, I rush to the teacher's house to make up for the class, but it's still difficult to catch up, and I am the last few in every exam.

That year, the college entrance examination sprint was very intense, and in order to improve the admission rate, the school persuaded many students with poor grades before the exam, and I was one of them. This also makes people who originally hoped to be admitted to university give up early, especially our English class representative is usually in the upper echelon, but for some reason did not take the college entrance examination.

Half a year later, I came to this hotel with my father's relationship, and the hotel was still under the umbrella of Telecom, and its reputation and treatment were not bad, but when I came, it was not as good as a year. At this time, the children of workers of the same age had all graduated from the post and telecommunications technical school and were assigned to the telecommunications bureau with a good annual salary and bright prospects, including the trench coat pavilion, and many classmates who knew each other at the university.

I imagined that one day I would be able to have a good job like them, so as soon as I graduated, I applied for the adult college entrance examination, hoping to change my destiny through study.

Finally, the hard work paid off, my score in the exam was not bad, slightly higher than the trench coat brother, I originally wanted to apply for literature, but unfortunately I couldn't make up a class in a small place, and I couldn't open it. Luckily, I ended up in the same class as Brother Trench Coat and learned computer science.

Originally, I wanted to change my living situation through this way of further study, but according to the current situation, it still seems hopeless, and I really should go out and find a promising job like Momiji, and start from the beginning, at least it is better than staying here and making no progress.

The current work even looks down on Ren Wenyan's family, let alone himself in the meantime. But it's one thing to figure it out, it's one thing to actually do it. After all, the employment situation is not good now, and many college students cannot find a satisfactory job and stay at home to eat.

Maybe his character is really as he says, and he lacks the courage to move forward. Therefore, there are always many people in the world like Lu Feng, complaining that they were born at the wrong time, they did not meet their talents, and they could not be reused, but if you are really a pearl, there will be a day when you will bloom brightly.

Thinking of this, Lu Feng couldn't help but clench his fists, as if he was saying to Hongye and to himself: "I don't know if you are a man, or if someone is doing you, is it just a failure, I think you have lost the belief in success." I don't know how many times President Abraham Lincoln failed in the election, but the last time he succeeded. If he had given up, there would have been one less great man like him in the world. ”

The circles under the red leaves suddenly turned red, and two lines of crystal tears burst into his eyes and debuted: "I chose to be a man, people chose to be me, one wrong step, every step is wrong, haha, how can I still succeed?" ”

Yes, life is really helpless sometimes, if you take a wrong step, you will have a great distance from others, and even if you exhaust the energy and time of the second half of your life, you can't catch it back.

In the six months after graduation, Lu Feng went to work in his cousin's factory, learned to pedal a rickshaw, transport goods, mix materials, and carry goods, and tasted all the ups and downs.