Chapter 489: How Much I Like It
Mo Xiaowen sat in the taxi, watching the street scene regress rapidly, as if she was a memory, and was about to say goodbye to herself.
For here, I have always been an outsider, and I have never been able to integrate into it.
Radio music is really good:
"The stars are in a row
Moonlight smiled into a bend
I looked at you stupidly for a night
I don't feel annoyed by how I look at it
Love yourself less than halfway
The heart is all over you
As long as it makes you happy
I can trade it all
You're the best looking in the world
The look in my eyes is the most reassuring to me
You're the only one who has anything to do with me
I don't care about the rest
You're the warmest in the world
The shoulder gives me the most peace of mind
What would I do without you
Promise me not to scatter again
I like it so much
I'm not used to it without you
I like it so much
How lonely I am without you."
Many years ago, she also liked this old song, and every time she heard it, her heart was warm, as if she was telling about her longing for love.
Later, she realized that it was really just a dream.
Now it sounds like my heart is clogged.
Standing at the door of Liangcheng Airport, Mo Xiaowen was in a trance.
She still vaguely remembers that that year, she returned to China with Ji Zihao.
That was the first time Mo Xiaowen had left the place where she lived, she had lived there for twenty years, and she was very uneasy when she suddenly had to go to a city half a world apart.
When the plane took off and watched the city below disappear little by little, Mo Xiaowen was so flustered that she wanted to cry, it was the man who took her hand and said softly: "In the future, my home will be your home, and I will take care of you for the rest of your life." ”
To be honest, Ji Zihao was very introverted at that time, and he didn't know how to coax girls at all, and being able to say such an oath had already moved Mo Xiaowen very much.
Maybe it's the kind of bookishness on Ji Zihao that attracted Mo Xiaowen, because it was different from the men she usually came into contact with, so she felt very special.
Mo Xiaowen took Ji Zihao's oath as a belief in life, during that time in the Ji family, she was afraid, she was terrified, she collapsed, she cried bitterly, but in the end, she relied on this sentence to survive.
In the past, she was too infatuated, so she would encounter the sinister of people's hearts.
In the past, she was too naïve to see the cruelty of reality.
In the past, she was too impulsive to choose a decisive death.
Now, she won't, she's no longer the twenty-year-old little woman who didn't know the world, she's no longer infatuated, she's no longer naïve, she's no longer impulsive, she's no longer in love.
She can leave quietly like this, but her heart is still a little cold, and the sadness is still spreading silently, but the man is no longer by her side.
Until she passed the security check, Mo Xiaowen's steps were very heavy, she really hoped that the time could be too slow, she ......
If you don't want him, it's because you're afraid of being sad.
These four months are like a dream, a dream, and there will be a day when you wake up, and the person who will always think about it inadvertently, maybe in the future, you will forget it when you think about it.
Leaving him, is it stupid, or clear, right or wrong, let go, or weak, love, or hate.
If this decision is a relief for me, then why is there still nostalgia echoing in my heart.
If love becomes a thorn in the heart, longing becomes an infatuation in the heart, she seems to understand the sentence "Heartbreak is the most beautiful appearance of love".
Sitting on the plane, looking at the clouds outside the window, Mo Xiaowen's tears flowed out again.
Away from him, the sun went down.
Away from him, the cold wind carried away the rainbow.
Leaving him, only a sea of sorrow remains.
Mo Xiaowen regretted why she didn't take one last look at Ji Zihao, just one glance.
A tissue appeared in front of her, Mo Xiaowen lowered her head and took it, and said thank you sullenly.
However, the tears seemed to burst the embankment, and the more they wiped, the more they wiped, they couldn't stop at all, and another tissue appeared in front of her.
I don't know, when she wiped the first tissue, Mo Xiaowen finally felt that something was wrong, she turned her head to look, and was stunned.
"Hello beauty, my name is Ji Zihao, which bastard made you cry, I'll help you teach him a lesson."
Thank you for the miracle that came between us.