Chapter 169: The Missed Appointment
I often think that you are the forget-me-not that I left in my previous life, drifting through the wind for years, through the agarwood of Tang poems and Song words, and finally blooming quietly in the attitude of a dream at the intersection that must be passed, I am swaying in front of your painting screen, and you are fixed as a landscape in my retrospective eyes.
Lu Feng's expression was a little sad, but at this moment, he could only bury the friendship in his heart, and after the cruise ship docked, he and Yanzi were separated, and it was almost half past nine when he hurried home, he hurriedly turned on the computer and saw Hongye's message, where are you? Seeing that he was not online, he waited for a while, and said to himself, it seems that you have missed the appointment again.
Lu Feng looked at these two lines, felt guilty in his heart, and apologized, I'm sorry, the one who happened to be on a blind date tonight came back from Ningbo and wanted to buy me a birthday gift, so he went shopping to buy clothes. I felt too heavy again, and said with a smile, why don't you buy me a dress next time!
Time is silent, standing on the shore of time, only to find that the world is blurred, there is nowhere to pursue, no matter what kind of first encounter there has been, and what kind of parting has been, peel off the dust of the years, the past has gradually drifted away.
"Happy birthday, brother! I've been waiting for you for a long time. He was pleasantly surprised by the words he listened to, and was wondering how this sister knew his birthday, and said with a whining voice: "But, I'm sad, I was going to call you today, but I wrote down your phone number in the desk calendar book in the office, and the great luck in the misfortune was that I called you a few days ago, hehe!" ”
This shallow smile is like a cute elf sent from heaven, when Lu Feng's feelings are frustrated, he can always hear her sweet voice and the heart-warming words, which is how lucky Lu Feng is. Thank you for life, let me have these unexpected warmth, and endless hope.
"I'm already very happy to have my sister's heart, thank you sister, it's good to have you!" Lu Feng was sincerely grateful, originally regretted because he missed the appointment with Hongye, but after listening to the sincere birthday wishes with a light smile, his original feeling of loss was slightly less.
With a light smile, her eyes were like water, she was extremely charming, and said sweetly: "Thank you to me, fool." My brother gave it to you, do you know what's inside? It's not a gift, it's a sincere blessing, I wish my brother happiness, give my brother's health, my brother's career, everything will go well with my brother, ha, and my brother's love, so that my brother is complete happiness. ”
"Well, my sister said it so wonderfully. I just came back from shopping with my girlfriend, and she bought me an Apple T-shirt today, which costs 250 yuan, which is quite expensive. At that time, I was thinking that clothes are so expensive, if she has a birthday next time, then I can pay her back early, I am not used to owing favors. ”
Xiaoxiao listened to a sweat profusely, and said, "Stupid brother, don't use it!" What a woman cares about is not your gift, but your heart. ”
"When I heard my sister say this, I was relieved. I wanted to take a small gift from someone else, but the expensive one was not too embarrassing, and I knew that it would be good to pick a cheap dress. ”
Lu Feng's thoughts were still so simple, Ling Xiaonan had taught him that he should hold Yanzi's hand more, in fact, he thought in his heart, but he was still not bold enough at the critical moment.
"Brother is so cute!" Listening to Yanran's smile, her smile was moving, and she immediately pursed her red lips and asked, "Does my brother feel a little bit for her?" ”
"Well, she bought me such expensive clothes for my birthday, I think she should be sincere to me! But I'm the kind of person who has been in love for a long time, the slow-burning type. So I missed a lot, but it's okay, as long as you don't give up on your dreams, everything can start all over again! Lu Feng clenched his fists and said with confidence.
"I know, I know my brother is that kind of person." The eyes of the light smile blinked slightly, as if thinking for a moment, "What you missed does not belong to you; Seize the present and don't give yourself a chance to say it again. ”
The deep meaning in Xiaojing's obedience seemed to have gone through vicissitudes, and Lu Feng admired: "Sister, you have a lot of experience, and you are so philosophical in what you say, you are simply a master!" ”
"Khan, pretend to be deep, brother, let's video, but don't tell anyone." Lu Feng turned on the video, with an angelic and beautiful face, and flawless eyes like autumn water, and said, "Brother, can you see and hear me?" ”
The shallow smile on the corner of the girl's lips was as pure and distant as a faint fragrance of flowers, and Lu Feng's heart seemed to be drunk, "Yes, I like my sister's smile, it's so good." ”
"Have you seen it when I cried?" Xiaoxiao Jingting raised her little face, and the light shone on that innocent and pretty cheek. When I'm sad, when I'm crying, not everyone will see it. Sadness doesn't need to be shared with others, and happiness, I like to pass it on to others.
"I just want to see my sister's happy smile at the moment, my sister's image is really pure, she is the lover of many boys' dreams, I especially like girls with long hair and flowing hair like you." Lu Feng grinned.
"Then why doesn't anyone like me? I think that love ...... I don't dare to think about it now, let it be! "We are all strong in front of others, but we are lost in our own loneliness, we all long for someone to take us out of the astray, but in the end we realize that everyone is not as strong as we think.
The light smile was a little complicated, and even a little fluttering: "I've never been a girl who takes the initiative, although I also know that this is not good, although many people have told me to take the initiative to fight, but I just won't, there is no way!" And brother, you are a boy, you have to take the initiative. I may not be destined to be loved. I just have to wait, for someone who loves me very much to show up! ”
The look of smiling and listening quietly made him have an endless aftertaste, and there were many things contained in it. At this moment, Lu Feng seemed to see her heart, the girl who was mixed with deep contemplation, and of course, more cherished.
Lu Feng seemed to understand something, and said lovingly: "Sister, when you are unhappy, just think that your brother will stand by your side and accompany you quietly, maybe my sister will be less sad." ”
Xiaoxiao nodded quietly, the current self does not want to expect what the future will be, just remember that there is only this life, there is no afterlife. Therefore, the people and things encountered, sorrow and joy, love or hate, and think twice, do and cherish.
A gentle smile appeared on her face again, and she said softly: "I remember, that's why I feel sorry for you, brother, happy birthday, and oh, the video should be kept secret." Good night, brother! ”
Don't smile and listen quietly, Ling Xiaonan over there also showed his face, and asked him with envy if he died happily tonight! In fact, there is no joy or sadness on such a birthday. It's just that the blessing that I was waiting for silently never received, and I was a little disappointed.
"Originally, I wanted to have a good chat with Momiji on the night of my birthday as agreed, but I was delayed because of something, and when I came back anxiously, she had already left silently. I still can't forget her for some reason, especially tonight, when I stand on the dimly lit street, the feeling of missing is everywhere. Lu Feng muttered to himself, there were many unspeakable words hidden in his heart.
I miss you, I just miss you, and there is a certain atmosphere that reminds me of you; A certain episode reminds me of you, and at this moment, I don't want to speak, meditate quietly, and remember for a long time. When gazing, I want to capture some details, those small moments, which make people feel distressed, pitied, and cherished.