Chapter 47: The Roots
As soon as Tang Hongye asked, Wang Ziman suddenly shut up, and he still had the attitude of opening the skylight and saying bright words, and he twisted it again in a blink of an eye, but she twisted it like this, in fact, Du Juan and Tang Hongye understood everything, if this kind of thing, as the only person in the know, Wang Ziman himself was really tight-lipped and kept secrets from everyone, then Leng Zhiqiang would never have found out about these things.
It must be Wang Ziman himself who said it and revealed it, so he caused so much trouble for himself later, and now he has no face to answer the question raised by Tang Hongye.
Facing Tang Hongye and Du Juan's clear looks, Wang Ziman couldn't raise his head anymore.
"Why did you tell him about it in the first place?" Since Wang Ziman has such an attitude, even if he has acquiesced to such an answer, Du Juan frowned, feeling a little incomprehensible.
"I was confused for a while, and then I regretted it, I felt that I had been blind for so many years, and I never saw through the essence of Leng Zhiqiang's person that it was so bad." Wang Ziman cried again, crying while saying, "We met a few times at that time, didn't he, he looked very bad, nothing was satisfactory, and then once we drank tea and chatted together, he cried, saying that he felt that he had failed in life, he was almost thirty years old, he achieved nothing, nothing, former classmates and buddies or something, started a family, had children, and some families had more than one child, but his wife and wife were not found, and the children and children were even more shadowless. He felt that if he continued like this, he might be alone until he died, helpless, hopeless, and thoughtless. All of a sudden, I relented and ...... Just hinted at him, and his man had a very sharp mind, and he understood it at once. ”
She grabbed the tissue on the table and wiped the tears on her face: "I originally wanted him to know, and he didn't have no thoughts, but I didn't expect him to threaten me with this, let me divorce my husband, and divide the property, divide the property and marry him with the money, and live a good life with him!" I was really scared by him, I never dreamed that he would be such a person, he didn't care about my past feelings at all, his mind was full of calculations, that is, how could he get a lot of money to live a comfortable life like a white wolf with empty gloves! ”
Du Juan didn't know what to say, and said that women are the easiest to understand women, after all, the gender is the same, so many things are easier to empathize with than men, but for Wang Ziman, Du Juan really has a mixed feeling now. Wang Ziman's experiences from childhood to adulthood, and the emotional entanglements between Leng Zhiqiang, including being later blackmailed by Leng Zhiqiang to use the child as a threat, forcing her to go back and divorce her husband with a good relationship and divide the property, these are quite sympathetic, but the root cause of being forced into a blind corner at every step is caused by her own hands, if it weren't for the fact that she had broken up at the beginning, but she had a drunken mistake with Leng Zhiqiang, there would not be this child who belongs to Leng Zhiqiang's blood, even if there is this child, If she hadn't been soft-hearted and revealed the truth to Leng Zhiqiang, she wouldn't have been caught later.
In the past, Du's mother always taught Du Juan that no matter what she did or what decisions she made, she had to think carefully about it, and once she had decided, she had to be neat, not dragging her feet, and stick to her decisions to the end.
In the past, Du Juan only listened to her mother's teachings, she did things quite her own considerations, and she did not make impulsive decisions but the brain, so she did not have a particularly deep understanding of these natures, and now look at Wang Ziman, who was crying in front of her, and Du Juan finally had an understanding.
Every blood blister on Wang Ziman's feet was ground out by herself, although Leng Zhiqiang is an out-and-out stinky scoundrel, but it is still Wang Ziman herself who provides opportunities for this stinky scoundrel.
"And what kind of idea do you have?" Du Juan couldn't help but ask her, "So far, aside from what face and morality, what kind of inclination do you have towards Leng Zhiqiang and Zuo Ankang?" As a bystander, it's really hard for me to believe that you have been breaking off with Leng Zhiqiang since before marriage, and after marriage, you resumed contact with him because he took the initiative to contact him, and even told him the biggest secrets in your heart in order to comfort him, these are just simple impulses, or your brain has not thought it through, and it is not mixed with a little emotional component. Are you the emotional balance in your heart, more inclined to Leng Zhiqiang? ”
"Nope! Absolutely no such thing! Wang Ziman seemed to be taken aback by Du Juan's speculation, and hurriedly denied it, "I know that you must feel very much down on me now, but I dare to swear to God, I am really absolutely loyal to my husband, except for the time before I got married, emotionally and physically!" Think about it, I have lived in such a family since I was a child, and after graduating from high school, I didn't even take the college exam, if it weren't for my husband who loved me and loved me, and desperately gave me a good living environment, how could I live the life I have now? What I eat, wear, and live in now is something I couldn't have imagined ten years ago! I can find such a husband, it is definitely the ancestral tomb that is smoking, and the ancestors accumulate virtue! If in this case, I am still thinking about Leng Zhiqiang and want to leave my husband, then I not only have a problem with my brain, but I will be struck by lightning! ”
Du Juan did not make any comments on her confession and poisonous oath, nor did she give Wang Ziman any feedback.
Wang Ziman saw that she was reacting like this, and she was also a little anxious, and hurriedly explained with a crying voice: "What I said is true, I tell you the truth, I have a little special feeling for Leng Zhiqiang, that feeling used to be because he was my first boyfriend and my first man, so when I think about it, I will feel that there is an indescribable feeling in my heart, and later, I just feel that no matter what, my son's blood is also flowing in his veins, so I really naively think, I can be the kind of ordinary friend with him who is a little better than ordinary friends, and all I care about in my heart is my husband alone, and I don't have any second thoughts! ”
"How is your husband doing to your son?" Tang Hongye asked.
Wang Ziman nodded without hesitation: "Very good, since I gave birth to a child, my son is like his heart, after giving birth to a child, my health is not particularly good, so change the child's clothes, take a bath and change diapers, and get up at night to make milk powder or something, it has always been my husband who is doing it, what my son wants, as long as he has a word, no matter how expensive, no matter how much effort it takes, he will definitely satisfy the child." I don't think I really can find a better dad than him, at least in the circle I know. My son and he are also very good, the two of them always have a whisper, and sometimes I, the mother, feel jealous. So think about it, even if I don't do it for myself and for my precious son, it's impossible to consider leaving my husband and being with Leng Zhiqiang, right? If I suddenly tell my son that the father at the head of your family is not your real father, and the one outside who doesn't even have a serious job and is the one who idles around and waits for death all day long, my son will definitely turn his face against me, and he won't want me as a mother in the future. So it's really impossible for me to have any feelings for Leng Zhiqiang. ”
"Then how did you reply to Leng Zhiqiang after he made such a request? I know you said before that you refused, but I believe that you must have refused very simply, otherwise wouldn't he threaten you to tell Zuo Ankang? The conflict between you is so bad that you need to change your name, will he have a chance to stab this matter to Zuo Ankang and let Zuo Ankang know? Cuckoo asked.
"He didn't dare, Leng Zhiqiang didn't dare." Wang Ziman shook his head firmly, "I admit that I don't have a good brain, so I have trusted Leng Zhiqiang several times, but I still have a little bit of a bottom about this matter." In fact, my son, Leng Zhiqiang didn't care at all, from beginning to end, he didn't want to take a look at his biological son, I later turned my face and said that it was blinded by him, and his son was not his at all, and he lied to me that he secretly went to school to see it, and he looked very similar to him, and it was his son at first glance! My son looks so much like me that I can't find anything like him!
He forced me with his children, in the final analysis, he wanted me to divorce my husband and divide half of the property to spend for him, so that he could continue to eat, drink and have fun without worrying about life. Then you say, if he really stabbed this incident to my husband, can my husband not turn his face against me? If you turn your face with me, that is, I am at fault first, even if I get divorced, I don't want to get a penny from my husband, when the time comes, I have no money, and I have no way to live with my son, and then I entangle him, and I have to make him responsible for our mother, what should he do? Leng Zhiqiang is full of only himself, and he can't let him take such a risk by himself! ”
"Are you so sure?" Tang Hongye didn't quite believe Wang Ziman's judgment, "You also thought that he just wanted to be nostalgic with you, but later it developed to a completely unexpected aspect." ”
"It's different, it's different!" Wang Ziman immediately opened his mouth to deny, "These are completely two different things, I said it all, I admit that I still don't know Leng Zhiqiang thoroughly, and I don't think he is so bad, but after all, I have been with him for a long time back then, what are the characteristics of his character, I won't know!" What is not good for him at all, he will never do it for no reason, I have always known his character, but I didn't expect him to be so selfish, and he didn't care about me at all. But it really doesn't do him any good at all, he won't do such a stupid thing, absolutely not. ”
Du Juan glanced at Tang Hongye, and the two did not continue to argue with Wang Ziman on this issue.
"So since this period of time, has Zuo Ankang been in a normal state? Have you ever experienced any unusual emotions? Du Juan opened his mouth to ask about Zuo Ankang's situation.
Wang Ziman shook his head without thinking, and waved his hand busily: "No, no, this is absolutely none, I dare to swear to God!" To tell you the truth, since I broke down with Leng Zhiqiang, I have been worried, so I have secretly observed my husband's state, and I am very worried in my heart, I am afraid that if he knows, he will be sad and sad, and he will feel that I have betrayed him, then I will be really sorry for him. But according to my observation, he has always been the same, even if Leng Zhiqiang ran to our house to make trouble, the two of them almost fought, and the security guard blew Leng Zhiqiang away, and then my husband didn't have much reaction, he knew Leng Zhiqiang, so he also told me, fortunately, I have a vision, I broke up with Leng Zhiqiang, and I was with him, otherwise it would really become a flower stuck in cow dung or something. I don't think he knows about children. ”
Du Juan and Tang Hongye didn't say anything, nodded, and accepted her conclusion.
After that, they didn't seem to be able to find any topic that they had to get to the bottom of now, so they got up and said goodbye, Wang Ziman hurriedly stood up, crying and begging them to keep it secret, don't let Zuo Ankang know about it, Du Juan and Tang Hongye also assured her that they would not take the initiative to reveal things related to the child to Zuo Ankang, Wang Ziman looked entangled at this time, and sent the two of them out of the private room with a worried face.
Originally, the two of them had already left the private room, but Wang Ziman chased after him and stopped Du Juan.
"Can I talk to you individually? Please. She pleaded pathetic with the cuckoo.
Du Juan hesitated slightly, nodded and agreed, Tang Hongye went downstairs to wait for Du Juan alone, and Du Juan returned to the private room with Wang Ziman.
"Say whatever you want." She said to Wang Ziman patiently.
Wang Ziman bit his lip: "Actually...... I just want to say a few more heart-wrenching words to you, your colleague is a man after all, I am afraid that he will not understand and laugh at me if I say too much. We're both women, and you're sure to be more relishable of what I'm talking about. I really don't have any feelings for Leng Zhiqiang, whether it's love or liking, no, I'm definitely not lying, but he is the person I liked for the first time in my life, that heart-warming feeling, that kind of memory when the love first opened, is really very special to me, so it's good to see him, it's good to be soft-hearted to him, for the sake of the past self, and Leng Zhiqiang himself has nothing to do with it, and then he pestered me, and I was very firm when I rejected him, please believe me! ”