The night was already deep, but Momiji still didn't feel a little sleepy. At this moment, she couldn't help but think of her dear grandmother, although her grandmother had been away from her for many years, but her thoughts about her had never diminished. I remember that my childhood was also spent under the care of my grandmother, so in the depths of my memory, my grandmother is my dearest person.

When I was young, I was ignorant, so my grandmother worked a lot for it. When she grew up and had some ability to give her grandmother a better life, she had flown to a distant paradise and could not enjoy much of her blessings.

The helplessness and regret of wanting to raise and not waiting for the child has been deeply entangled in his heart, there is always a faint pain in the dead of night, how much regret should not be coiled in the heart, dear grandmother, I really miss you! Do you know all of this?

I think you must know, because you are my dearest grandmother! You are in heaven, I am on earth, you look down, I look up! I am in your eyes, you are in my heart! Miss you, my grandmother!

Hongye closed his eyes, thinking that Lu Feng at this moment must also be full of sadness. Especially when my heart is sad, I realize that I miss you so much, I am willing to wait for you if possible, and my heart has been waiting for you.

Although I know that it is impossible, but what can stop the thoughts of you, countless romances in my life are spent with you, how can I forget to miss you, countless times through those places related to you, countless times to cause concern for you.

Momiji couldn't help but send a text message to the past, "I'm sad to hear this, please take care", she hopes that the boy can be comforted a little after seeing the message! Oh, those who love me and those I love, it's another sleepless night.

In the bright lights, my grandmother was dressed neatly and lay straight on the door panel in the middle of the hall, Lu Feng and Dan Mei were firmly guarding my grandmother's side, and my mother and Aunt Dan were busy preparing for the future.

The doors and windows had long since been removed, and the whistling northwest wind from outside poured straight inside, very cold, and the heavy cold made their feet freeze very painfully, painful to the bone marrow, until they became numb, just like their hearts at this moment.

In the dimness, the sky was already light, and relatives and friends shuttled in the bleak hall from time to time, and the cold heart felt pain again. Suddenly, a black and white portrait of her grandmother had been hung on the wall, and her face was very young, so young that Lu Feng's eyes were blurred.

On the chair next to him was a clear and heart-wrenching photograph of his grandmother smiling at him as she stood on the bridge near the river, holding a fan in her hand, the first and last photo he took of her grandmother.

In the evening, the Taoist priest who sent peace was invited, and in the noisy cymbals and gongs, among a group of children and grandchildren wearing linen and filial piety and with a long white belt wrapped around their heads, in a low cry of sorrow, and in a piece of dusty confetti, the prayer of the soul at the last moment of life was interpreted.

That night, in the cold moonlight and the dim starry sky, he plunged his shadow deep into the bleakness of the night. Some pains are clearer and deeper only when you are alone, lonely, and lonely. He hadn't closed his eyes for two whole days, and his mother told him to go home and rest in preparation for the next day's exorcism.

Riding on the rickety road, Lu Feng's heart ached again, he lost his direction, and was lost in the fog in the sky. Although the orange light is bright, it can't penetrate the confusion. The starlight in the sky was buried by the fog, and it was dull.

At the moment of arrival, the weather was overcast, and the sky was full of thick, low, grayish-yellow cloudy clouds. The wind whined and roared, and ran wildly through the wilderness, as if it were holding a sharp sword, and slashed at his face as painfully as a knife.

The mother lay prone beside her grandmother's bed, her whole body twitching, and a suppressed, painful sigh seemed to be pulled out of the depths of her soul with great difficulty, and scattered throughout the room, weaving a dark blue sorrow.

Crying, crying all over the room. The uncle was crying loudly, but he heard a voice, and did not shout anything else. The uncle covered his nose and sobbed, crying silently. Aunt Dan's voice was already hoarse, and she couldn't even make a sound, only tears, falling in a flutter.

Riding the hearse, Lu Feng sprinkled peace charms along the road, no sorrow, no tears, only silent sorrow. Outside the car window, spring comes so fast, quietly, unconsciously, the grass is green, the branches are sprouting, the wildflowers and rape flowers everywhere are brilliant and colorful, all bathed in the dawn of the spring morning, swaying and swaying in the spring breeze, like the girl's light song and dance, Chu Chu is moving.

Creatures wake up in the spring morning, showing the preciousness and attractiveness of life, but in a few minutes, the body of the grandmother will be cremated, slowly walking on the corridor, there are many people wearing linen and filial piety, but it is very quiet, calm like heaven.

Not far away, a few black chimneys are blowing, and each black wisp will represent the end of a life. Lu Feng looked up at the high sky, the white clouds, and was stunned.

Look, that wisp of smoke is grandma's, with the prestige, a thick black smoke is suddenly rising out, black like a person's kind eyes, thick like indissoluble family affection, only for a moment, but has drifted away and disappeared between heaven and earth.

Lu Feng suddenly realized that the kind and kind grandmother really had to leave him, forever, without looking back. A tear fell from his eye at some point, very soft, without sound; It's heavy, and it cuts through the heart.

After taking the heavy urn, the group silently got into the hearse and drove towards the cemetery in the direction of grandma's house. On the crooked mountain road, Lu Feng's hand kept shaking the spirit flag, as if he was guiding his grandmother's immortal soul. This cemetery, where my grandmother died and lived in peace, was selected before her death, standing between the towering mountains.

A line of eye-catching red letters on the tombstone is the last name left by my grandmother in the world. Because my grandfather was a literate person in the village when he was young, he wrote freely with a brush, so a few lines on the tombstone were written by my grandfather himself.

Although when they were alive, their marriage was often stumbling and not happy, but at this time, with the departure of the other half, it can be regarded as a temporary end. put my grandmother's urn quietly, and my brother-in-law and others put cement on it.

The mother and others placed the prepared offerings on the stone table, and also lit incense and candles. A group of relatives came forward and bowed down in turn, according to their seniority. By this time, the mother and Aunt Dan had stopped crying, and perhaps the noise had been dumb in the grief for days, and could only let out a low sob.

I used to think that sadness would shed a lot of tears, but it turns out that real sadness can't shed a single tear. Grandma has a good journey and wishes you a happy stay in heaven.

At the moment when Lu Feng bowed his head and prayed, when he put the long incense in his hand into the burning furnace, when he looked at the fire that was constantly swaying in the wind, the sadness in his eyes gradually became dim and became the treasure in the depths of his soul. It has become an eternity in his heart.

Today is the first day of work after grief, Lu Feng's head has not yet turned around, his thoughts are chaotic, and he plans to go to the bathroom to wash his face and sober up.

wiped a handful of cold water, stood in front of the mirror and muttered to himself, this person died like a lamp going out, and life was like a dream empty flower. But how carefree the days with my grandmother were when I was a child are still vivid, but now they are so far away.

At this time, Hongye was quietly looking at Lu Feng from afar, and seeing Lu Feng's sad expression, she couldn't help but think of the morning when she sent her grandmother up the mountain, and she arrived at the room where she used to sleep with her grandmother when she was a child.

At this time, the residual wind passed through the gap in the window, and let out a thin whimper. I stood where I had made my bed and let out a cry of sorrow.