Chapter 22 Netizens
After the two of them decided, they went straight to Sun Xiaohan's house, planning to find her to explore the truth again.
This time they went to the time more coincidentally, Sun Xiaohan's house except herself, there is no second person, her father has not retired, this time period is the time to work, her mother is not at home, I heard that it was called away by the card partner, go to a friend's house to play cards, and will not come back for a while.
Sun Xiaohan seemed to be a little surprised when he saw that they were back looking for him again, but after the surprise, he didn't have any panic or annoyance, but was a little nervous and cramped, and people blocked the door, talking about the fact that their parents were not at home, as if they didn't want to let them in.
"Don't be nervous, we just want to come and talk to you again, just talk casually." Du Juan saw Sun Xiaohan's reaction, but he felt a lot more confident in his heart, and he decided that he could make a breakthrough from Sun Xiaohan.
Sun Xiaohan bit her lip and stood at the door with her eyelids hanging and not letting go, Du Juan and Tang Hongye stood in front of her, waiting silently, without urging, the three of them seemed to be silently deadlocked.
After a long time, Sun Xiaohan seemed to have gone through a struggle of thoughts, and finally came back to his senses, looked at the two of them, and whispered: "Then you wait for me, I'll go get the clothes, let's go out and talk." ”
Where in the end, in fact, Du Juan and Tang Hongye didn't particularly care, so they agreed very happily, Sun Xiaohan left the door open and went back to the room, and didn't come out for a long time, Tang Hongye waited for a while and was a little unsteady, touched Du Juan, and motioned to her if she wanted to go in to see the situation, but don't make anything else at this time, Du Juan shook his head, signaling him to be a little more restless, and wait a little longer.
There were probably more than twenty more minutes, and it had been forty minutes together, Tang Hongye couldn't hold it back, and even the cuckoo was a little anxious, Sun Xiaohan finally came out, and as soon as she walked out of the room, she almost startled the two people waiting at the door.
A girl who still looks quite normal, why did she make herself fancy and colorful after such a while? It doesn't look awkward.
Sun Xiaohan's appearance belongs to the category of ordinary people, although it is not ugly, but it is far from being beautiful, when I saw her before, I just got up in the morning, and I looked like I was facing the sky, I still looked like a young girl, and I still had a little bit of the innocence of a young girl, coupled with a slightly thin posture, but there was also a weak little woman appearance.
But now, she went into the house to pick up for a long time, her hair was curled with a curling iron, her face was thickly foundationed, and she drew thick black eyeliner, and the tails of her eyes were probably hoping for a charming style in the morning, and she was particularly hooked up a little, with shadows on both sides of her nose and a very bright lipstick on her mouth. It is estimated that it took a lot of thought to dress up this time, but it is a pity that Sun Xiaohan is really not suitable for the appearance of heavy makeup, and her own makeup level is really limited, and the makeup looks dirty and rough, making her look worse than usual.
Tang Hongye's eyes were about to pop out, Du Juan was afraid that he would reveal something, so he pinched his back behind him, Tang Hongye reacted quite quickly this time, simply lowered his eyelids, looked at the ground in front of him, and didn't raise his head to look directly at Sun Xiaohan at all, out of sight.
Du Juan also felt that Sun Xiaohan's dress was really not good-looking, and she didn't understand that she would go out to talk about it directly, and the suggestion of going out to talk about it was also put forward by Sun Xiaohan herself, she didn't need to dress up in this way to avoid being recognized, in other words, if she was afraid of being seen, wearing a hat and a mask might be much better than this, and now that the makeup on her face goes out, I'm afraid it will provoke more people to look at her.
But considering that Sun Xiaohan was emotionally sensitive and broke down and cried last time because of something very unintentional, if she told her now that the carefully cleaned makeup on her face looked a little scary, she was afraid that the next conversation would not have to continue, so she chose to remain silent and let herself face Sun Xiaohan naturally.
Sun Xiaohan locked the door and led them downstairs, and when she got downstairs, she turned her head and said to the two people: "I'm in a bad mood, I just want to have a few drinks, if you two want to talk to me, just invite me to a drink!" How about you invite me to drink and I'll talk to you? Do you say yes or no? ”
"Don't agree," Du Juan shook his head without hesitation and refused Sun Xiaohan's request, "Have a drink, if you are in a good mood today, it is okay to drink a little wine properly, if you are in a bad mood, drinking is hurtful and sad, not to mention that we bring you out, if you are sent home drunk, what will your parents think?" ”
Sun Xiaohan rolled his eyes and pursed his lips mockingly: "What do they think?" Who cares what they think! The big deal is that they feel that they have given birth to a garbage daughter, and the mud can't support the wall, so it's hopeless! ”
"No, no matter what you say, there's no way we're going to take you to get drunk." Du Juan did not budge, "If you want to drink soda juice, coffee and tea, we can satisfy you, but you can't drink alcohol." ”
"Okay, I'll drink coffee!" Sun Xiaohan thought about it and changed his mind.
Of course, Du Juan and Tang Hongye can meet this request, so they let Sun Xiaohan lead the way, and the three of them came to a nearby café, Sun Xiaohan estimated that she had not visited much on weekdays, and it was she who was shouting for coffee before, she really arrived at the café, stared at the menu for a long time, and finally asked for a cup of hot chocolate It was also her, Du Juan and Tang Hongye didn't care what she chose, as long as she was willing to sit down and communicate well.
The three of them found a sofa in the corner and sat down, and their drinks were quickly delivered, Sun Xiaohan took a big sip of her cup of hot chocolate, her lips were stained with a lot of cream foam, it looked like a white beard, and with her heavy makeup, it was even more awkward.
Tang Hongye still tries not to look at her, although it is not right to judge people by their appearance, but whether it is a man or a woman, as long as it is a human being, it is a visual animal, and naturally he can't help but want to take a few more glances at it, Sun Xiaohan's original appearance is far from pleasing to the eye, but it doesn't look annoying, so he doesn't have any opinions, but her current appearance is really a bit spicy, and people can't bear to look at it directly.
Du Juan pinched a tissue and handed it to Sun Xiaohan, motioned to her lips, and asked her to wipe it.
Sun Xiaohan took the tissue and smiled bitterly, sighed, and then wiped off the cream foam on her lips and the scarlet lipstick as if she was resigned to her fate, she turned the tissue into a paper ball, played with it in her hand, and asked Du Juan: "I used to see girls drinking coffee or something on TV, and the white cream on it hung on their lips, and the male protagonists all thought it was very cute, very beautiful, and wanted to kiss it when they looked at it, I just had cream on my mouth, didn't it look cute or beautiful at all?" ”
Du Juan was a little helpless about her question: "Don't take the things created by art too seriously. ”
"What art is not art, what is not created is a matter of appearance...... Sun Xiaohan looked gloomy, grabbed the paper ball in his hand one by one, and dropped the confetti to the ground, "If you have cream on your mouth just now, I guess anyone can think it looks good, I don't look good like that, it's because I look ugly ......"
"Sun Xiaohan, we came out of you today, and we want to talk to you about the things before and after you went to the rental house to spend the night with Ah Zi, I hope you can cooperate with us as much as possible." Du Juan decided not to respond to Sun Xiaohan's topic of physiognomy anymore, so as not to waste too much time on such unnutritious topics.
"You don't have to say, I know, as soon as you come back to me, I'll know what's going on." Sun Xiaohan glanced at them expressionlessly, "I lied to you that day, and now I admit it." ”
When she said this, Du Juan was a little stunned, and Tang Hongye, who had been listening to them with his ears pricked up, couldn't help but raise his head and look at Sun Xiaohan when his eyes were looking at the miscellaneous items on the small table in front of him.
"So you're going to be honest with us all over again?" Cuckoo asked her.
Sun Xiaohan nodded: "Yes, that's the case, that day my dad and my mom, especially my dad, I couldn't tell you anything when he was at home, if he heard it, he would have to peel off my skin." I'm already so miserable now, I don't want him to mess with me anymore, or I won't be able to live. ”
"Now that your parents are not around, they will not hear what we are talking about, we can keep it a secret for you, if there is anything you deliberately concealed that day, you can say it with confidence now." The cuckoo said to her, "I hope you don't make up other versions to fool us, let's communicate honestly, okay?" ”
"Well, I really didn't mean to lie to you, I just didn't dare to say it in front of them." Sun Xiaohan nodded, "My dad has been very strict with me since I was a child, I was a child after school because I picked a rubber band in the school for a while, and went home half an hour later than usual, and I was slapped by my dad when I entered the door and fell directly out of the door, and I liked a boy in our class when I was in high school, and I wrote a love letter to someone who wanted to send it out secretly, but my dad found out first, and my face was swollen for a long time after that, and I couldn't go down." He pointed at my nose and scolded me for being a cheap [HX] product, saying that I was a female cousin, and there were even more ugly ones, and I didn't have the face to repeat them. ”
Du Juan listened silently, and did not try to interrupt or urge Sun Xiaohan, although she seemed to be babbling about her father's domineering and rough education of her, but Du Juan vaguely felt that what she was saying now should be foreshadowing, and why Sun Xiaohan lied about going out for the night, and what she was trying to cover up must be very closely related.
"Anyway, since I was a child, I can do whatever he asks me to do, and he thinks that girls should not do it, or that good girls should not do it, even if others think it is particularly normal, it is not allowed. I have to be the kind of good boy he thinks he is, and the slightest disappointment is beating and scolding. My academic performance is not good, he said that others are beautiful and there are people who like to marry well, I am not good-looking, and I am not good at studying, no one will look down on me in the future," Sun Xiaohan's eyes were slightly red, "My mother, it seems that she cares about me and loves me very much, but as soon as my father scolded me for being unproductive, she sighed, or she was crying and crying, what should I do, if no one wants my daughter in the future, I can't get married, and I don't have a good life!" You see, to put it bluntly, in her eyes, she actually has the same opinion as my father, and they both think that I am nothing and nothing good. ”
This feeling Du Juan and Tang Hongye also had obvious feelings when they visited last time, so listening to Sun Xiaohan say this, Du Juan could only sigh, not knowing what to say.
"Therefore, I have always had a very low self-esteem, and I also feel that my parents actually dislike me and don't love me, I also want a lot of love, and I also want someone to like me, love me and spoil me, but I am very inferior in my daily life, and there are a lot of beautiful women around me, and those men don't look at me at all. So...... I found myself a boyfriend online. When Sun Xiaohan said this, for the first time, there was an expression other than anger on his face, but the expression also looked slightly complicated, as if it was mixed with many different emotions, and the redness on his cheeks seemed to have an element of shyness and embarrassment.
She paused for a while, biting her lip gently, as if the next thing to mention made her feel a little unspeakable, Du Juan and Tang Hongye both secretly breathed a sigh of relief, feeling that what she was going to talk about next must be closely related to what they wanted to know, but the more she was at such a juncture, the more she couldn't urge, lest Sun Xiaohan change her mind at the critical moment and decided not to talk about it.
Sun Xiaohan did a long-term ideological struggle in a muffled voice, and then finally turned his heart sideways, and reopened his mouth and continued: "I chatted very well with my boyfriend on the Internet, he was especially good at coaxing me to be happy, and then I felt that the relationship between the two of us was also very good, and he had been chasing me, wanting to ask me out to meet, after all, it was the kind of city and the same city, I also thought at the time, since the relationship has arrived, I will become a boyfriend and girlfriend in reality when we meet, what a good thing this is, but I live at home, my parents are there, If they knew I had a boyfriend online, they would have fallen out with me, and I never agreed to meet......"
"And then?" Tang Hongye frowned and asked, he knew that the turning point had definitely arrived.
"Later, Ah Zi asked me to go over to live with her, and said that she would stay for two nights, but she ran away the next day, I originally wanted to go home, but after thinking about it, it was better to take this opportunity to ask my netizen out to meet."