After tossing all day, Nie Congcong returned to the room, without taking off his clothes, and fell asleep. This day was too tiring for Nie Congcong.

Suddenly, Nie Congcong was woken up by her mobile phone ringing, she picked up her mobile phone and saw that it was her boyfriend Li Wenxuan. She picked up the phone dimly, and as soon as she said hello——, she heard Li Wenxuan's angry voice coming from the microphone, Nie Congcong, what do you mean? Can you give me an explanation? Explain, Nie Congcong's brain moved, what did he want to explain? Whether to explain that he has not returned the phone, or to explain that he did not discuss with him when he came to Zhengzhou, but Nie Congcong felt that where to work or where to live was simply his own business, and he did not need to discuss with anyone. What's more, now the two of them are just boyfriend and girlfriend, and they don't even have a marriage, let alone need to explain.

She said lazily, Wenxuan, you don't sleep in the middle of the night, you want me to explain, what do you want me to explain? Li Wenxuan said angrily, you have left Xi'an, as a boyfriend, don't I need to know? Nie Congcong laughed angrily, I left Xi'an You need to know as a boyfriend, but even if you know, can you decide anything? When this sentence came out, Nie Congcong regretted it for a moment, it is true that no one can decide what she does, but it is really cruel to treat people close to her like this.

Seeing that Li Wenxuan had no voice, Nie Congcong felt very embarrassed, and her sleepiness disappeared a lot at once. She whispered to Li Wenxuan, Wenxuan, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that about you, but you have always known me, and no one can stop me from doing what I want to do. And, Wenxuan, it's not that I don't want to tell you, it's that I haven't figured out how to tell you about it yet. Wenxuan, I'm just out to work, and I'm not immigrating to a foreign country, let alone marrying someone else, I don't think it's a big deal, do you think this matter is very serious? Speaking of this, there doesn't seem to be anything wrong, Li Wenxuan is not so angry, his tone is much slower than just now, and said slowly, Cong Cong, I'm sorry, I'm a little impulsive, but, Cong Cong, you didn't discuss this matter with me when you went to work in Zhengzhou, I'm very sad, you are no longer satisfied with me, I am still your boyfriend, I have never stopped you from doing anything, you just said hello to me, did it make it difficult for you to do it? It's hard to do, oh no, it's not hard to do, the problem is that it's so much trouble to explain to a lot of people. Nie Congcong said helplessly, Wen Xuan, it is not a difficult thing to greet you. It's just that before leaving, I really can't open this mouth, I'm afraid that you will block it like my father, so I'm going to have a prelude. Well, now that you already know, I don't have to explain to you that it's too right, I'm sorry, I'll discuss anything with you in the future. Good no good? Seeing that Nie Cong Cong had softened, Wen Xuan had completely returned to his normal appearance, and said softly, It's okay, Cong Cong, I still know you better after being with you for so long. However, I also want to ask, Cong Cong, do you love me? Or did you love me? Love or love, no matter which one it is, Nie Congcong was reluctant to answer positively from the bottom of her heart, she hated Wen Xuan very much for asking this. Directly retorted, what do you say? Don't you know if I love you or not? Wen Xuan said, I don't know, I think you can give me an answer. Nie Congcong said, we have been together for so long, you don't even know if I love you or not, what do you think we have to say? Whatever you want, you can just say it, as long as you say it, I will accept it all. Saying this, Nie Congcong felt a little despicable, obviously a question that he didn't want to answer, and he beat him up. Wen Xuan didn't speak, after 30 seconds, he hung up the phone silently, Nie Congcong looked at the phone that was hung up, a little unspeakably irritable.

Why does Winshare always have to ask this question? Isn't it the best state of relationship for two people to be together, not to quarrel or quarrel, neither to seek death nor to make noise? Aren't all married people living their lives like this, and what else do they want? Moreover, Nie Congcong felt that he didn't have any feelings for love, and he was really annoyed by being asked back and forth.

Nie Congcong didn't fall asleep all night after being tossed by this evil fire, and she asked herself formally for the first time, Nie Congcong, do you love Li Wenxuan? When I saw him, I wasn't so happy, and when I didn't see him, I didn't think so, and I wouldn't call him to ask where he was.

Last summer, Li Wenxuan went on a business trip for a month, it was a training base in the mountains, there was no signal in the mountains, and they had not been in contact, after she went out of the mountains, she was the first to call her, she picked up the phone, and did not respond for a long time who the caller was, this incident made Li Wenxuan sad for a long time.

Later, such a thing happened several times, once drunk, Li Wenxuan said to Nie Congcong, Congcong, you are a heartless person. No matter what time it is, I put you first, I see all the good things, the first person I think of is you. When do you have it, as long as I am in Xi'an, I will be the first to appear in front of you, if I am not in Xi'an, I will also arrange for someone to appear in front of you as soon as possible, and I will never stand idly by and watch your affairs. And you, Cong Cong, what did you do to me?

How is he right, alas, probably not to love him, or not to love him enough! When the word "dislove" appeared in Nie Congcong's heart, she was startled. Not loving, still here, this is too illogical and immoral. But why was she with him again?

I met Wenxuan in the winter of 98, I remember what I was doing, I went to watch a movie together after I was busy, the name of the movie Nie Congcong forgot, but she remembered that she wore a red down jacket that day, and he showed her the left hand with only one finger, Nie Congcong said very plainly, it's okay, don't you still have a finger on your left hand, everyone uses the right hand in daily life and doing things, you don't have to worry...... Probably because of Nie Congcong's flat expression that day and her casual attitude, Li Wenxuan immediately decided that this girl was the life partner he wanted. Therefore, Li Wenxuan has always been very good to Nie Congcong, almost responsive, but they have never clearly said whether they love or not, so Nie Congcong also seems to have become Li Wenxuan's girlfriend without any special feelings, because there is no ritual program, Nie Congcong doesn't even have a chance to say no, like a frog soaked in warm water......

It wasn't until dawn that Nie Congcong was slightly sleepy, she dreamed that she was back in the yard when she was a child, the courtyard building was very broken, she walked through the long corridor, and walked to the rows of bungalows behind, she clearly remembered that her home was the fifth household in the third row, but she couldn't find the door, she asked a grandmother next to her, and the grandmother said that the houses here were demolished decades ago, and the people of the fifth family in the third row moved away before the demolition, how could she find a home here, you see there is only one water tap here? She looked over, and sure enough, there was nothing but the lonely water faucet, flowing a thin stream, and a little girl was quietly dancing against a rag doll. Her back, so lonely, so lonely, Nie Congcong felt sad for a while, and suddenly woke up, the moment she woke up, her heart was empty, and there was a sense of loss that she didn't know where she was......