After Li Wenxuan left, Shen Jiayi said, I was in a good mood tonight, I ate too much, let's sneak around for a while and then go back, Nie Congcong did not object, and walked on the street with the two, half past nine is not too late, but there are many fewer people on the street than during the day, because at night, because of tiredness, everyone's mood is not very high. The three of them walked silently for a while, and Shen Jiayi said, Lao Nie, I didn't say you, Li Wenxuan is really a good man, you have to cherish it, if you miss him, no one will treat you like him, don't be like me.

Like you? What is your sad past? Nie Congcong asked. Shen Jiayi said, do you look at my face? Xi asked curiously, what's wrong with your face, isn't it very good, except for a little plateau red. Shen Jiayi said unhappily, that's what I'm talking about, I'm from Shandong, how can you think of plateau red under normal circumstances, there must be a reason. Xi Yi replied one by one, that's the same. What's going on? Nie Congcong asked. The last tears of the earth. Shen Jiayi replied silently, but did not answer the question. Or, there is a sad story hidden in this specious answer, which Shen Jiayi did not tell, and no one else asked again. After walking for a while, Shen Jiayi felt bored, so she proposed that everyone go back, and until before going to bed, the three of them looked sad.

This night, Nie Congcong's dreams were one after another, and suddenly she heard a girl in the next room screaming, let go of me, let go of me. She woke up in shock, immediately jumped off the bed, and rushed into the next room barefoot, Shen Jiayi had already woken up, Xi Yiyi's face had tears, and she looked frightened, Shen Jiayi gently patted Xi Yiyi on her back, and when she saw Nie Congcong coming in, Shen Jiayi said, did you scare you? It's okay, she just has nightmares, it's been like this all this time, it is estimated that the child is young, alone, suddenly came to such a strange place, a little unaccustomed, and it will slowly get better in the future, you go to sleep, it's okay. Xi Yiyi also said to Nie Congcong, Sister Nie, I'm fine, I just had a nightmare just now and was scared awake, go to sleep! Hearing both of them say this, Nie Congcong closed the door of their room and came out.

Back in his room, Nie Congcong couldn't help but think, perhaps, there is a black hole in everyone's heart that cannot be filled, during the day, it is covered with flowers, and only at night can you truly feel that the black hole is like a witch with infinite energy, no matter how hard you try, you can't escape the fear it brings you...... Thinking about it, she fell asleep again.

Dreams, one after another, some are very clear, some are very vague. She even dreamed that she went to Beijing, worked in a very small company, lived in a very dilapidated old house, and worried about rent every day, and her life was full of anxiety and hesitation. She also dreamed of Liao Feng a few years later, they couldn't walk together, but like two close partners, they loved each other and supported each other.

Nie Congcong is not a sensitive person, and many times, he even seems dull, but the appearance of Shen Jiayi and Xi Yiyi made her see another life, and the possibility of another life, and slowly she found that she was no longer the person who had no scruples and moved forward bravely. She began to feel a sense of fear in her heart, that faint uneasiness about the future, which made her start to become sentimental...... So, what exactly is she afraid of?

For Li Wenxuan, because he doesn't love enough, losing is a better result; For Liao Feng, such a man, she has always longed, but their world is too far away, whether it is good or not, it is not within her control, it can even be said to be gained, she is lucky, she can't, she lives, there is nothing to struggle.

Then, she is more worried about the future, in terms of appearance, she only belongs to the average, in terms of education, she is only an ordinary junior college, in terms of talent, since ancient times, there is a saying called Jiang Lang's talent, Nie Congcong knows that he also has a time when his talent is exhausted, although now she doesn't know what time it is. If she is exhausted and can't write anymore, what will she do to live? Nie Congcong knows that in terms of writing, she is not a talented person, more precisely, she has relied on diligence to get to where she is today. However, as a writer, talent is the source of continued creation...... Every time he thought of this, Nie Congcong would have trouble sleeping all night. Moreover, with Shen Jiayi's EQ and Xi Yiyi's IQ, they can completely replace her in two years, if they replace her, what should she do?

I remember one day, Shen Jiayi said to Xi Yiyi in the office, Yiyi, my ideal is not to write a lot of words and publish a lot of books, but one day, I don't have to write, and I still have the ability to maintain my glamorous life. Seriously, at the moment, I can't guarantee it at all, so I'm going to have to find a way to transform.

When she said these words, Xi Yiyi smiled and said, Sister Jiayi can work hard. Nie Congcong didn't speak, she knew very well in her heart that Shen Jiayi's worries were also her worries about the future, she was able to leave Xi'an and come to Zhengzhou desperately, not because she had the same thoughts as Shen Jiayi.

However, she still can't say these words to anyone, the last time he said it to the news cleaner, he said to her, you think so far away is meaningless, your current salary is the first in the industry, and the salary you get is also in the front, what else do you want?

Indeed, Nie Congcong didn't want anything, she just wanted this state to last a little longer. Moreover, now there is such an opportunity, she wants to make a journal like the magazine of the Belle Pet, both fashionable and tasteful, to add a strong color to her youth. She wasn't sure what Shen Jiayi thought, but she knew that Xi Yiyi's goal must be the same as her, if Shen Jiayi had changed there, then she and Xi Yiyi could also do this thing well. Thinking of this, Nie Congcong felt a lot more at ease, even if Shen Jiayi replaced her, it would be at least two years later, and she wanted it now. She firmly believes that with the best present, there is no bad future, so she works harder and harder day by day.

Thinking about it, thinking about it, thinking about it, Nie Congcong got up and cleaned up a little, and went out to have breakfast. At the gate of Nongda, she saw Zhao Jin again, and he seemed to have finished running and was waiting for someone. Nie Congcong didn't call him, and quietly passed behind him to eat at the small shop with mung soybean milk.

When he was about to finish eating, she saw two people coming in at the door, and after she glanced at it unconsciously, she couldn't help but be surprised, the two people who came in turned out to be Zhao Jin and Shen Jiayi. When she passed by, she could see that Zhao Jin was waiting for someone, but she didn't expect that the person he was waiting for was Shen Jiayi, they, when did they get so close? Nie Congcong really didn't find it. When they saw Nie Congcong, both of them were stunned for a moment, and then pretended to be casual and walked over, Shen Jiayi said loudly, Alas, old Nie, when I went out, I saw that the door of your room was closed, and you were still sleeping since I started, so I didn't call you, who knew that when I came out, I met the leader at the school gate, so I called him to have breakfast together. Nie Congcong smiled, didn't look at Zhao Jin, and left.

On the way back, he received a text message from Zhao Jin, Cong Cong, why did you ignore me just now, was it because your boyfriend came yesterday? Nie Congcong didn't reply, and directly deleted the text message, she can ignore some things, but she won't pretend that nothing happened.