Chapter 304: Dissecting the Heart
The blue curtain creates a dark atmosphere.
The emperor followed and half-lay on the bed, hugged Pei Guifei, and whispered: "Don't think about it, the month is still young, and if it's gone, we have no fate with him." You take care of your body, and you will have a chance in the future. There are still forty-something old children, and we have at least ten years to go......"
Pei Guifei didn't speak, only leaned on him, looking at the curtain blankly.
The emperor changed the subject: "When you are better, let's go to Luoshan Palace to live for a while?" There are hot springs and are very comfortable in winter. ”
"Thank you, Your Majesty." Pei Guifei smiled reluctantly, as if to reassure him.
The emperor was distressed, took her in his arms, and took the initiative to talk about the topic: "I know that you are worried about Shu'er, this matter is wrong with me, and I am angry for a while...... obviously promised the eldest sister back then. This kid is also well-behaved, and he has nothing to do with those things. Don't worry, I'll make an order......"
"Your Majesty!" Pei Guifei interrupted him.
The emperor looked down at her and said softly, "If you have any requests, just say it, as long as I can do it, I will definitely agree to you." ”
Concubine Pei shook her head, leaned on his chest, and whispered, "The concubine doesn't have any requirements, she just wants to make it clear to His Majesty......"
The emperor hurriedly said, "No! Ah Rong, you don't need to say, I understand everything, I was just a ghost for a while before......"
"Your Majesty!" Pei Guifei said sadly, "Don't you even want to listen to what your concubine says?" ”
The emperor had to sit back, as if waiting for the verdict to be pronounced, and his tone was heavy: "Okay, you say." ”
Concubine Pei calmed down and said softly: "The concubine knows that Your Majesty has a pimple in her heart, after all, when the concubine followed Your Majesty, she was a widow, and she was still a widow who gave birth to a child. But His Majesty not only did not dislike it, but also gave such grace to his concubines, even Shu'er, who was extraordinarily lenient. These are things that ordinary men can't do, not to mention that Your Majesty is the king of a country. This affection was remembered by the concubines. ”
"In the past eighteen years, we have never mentioned the past, we thought it was best for each other, but now the concubine has found it wrong." Pei Guifei raised her head, looked at him with a pale face, and wanted to cry, "The pimple is there, it's not there, it's really not there." Your Majesty, there is no way to change the past, but we have lived together for eighteen years! If you think about it, my husband and wife who have only been with him for a year have been so many years now, and I can't remember what he looks like. Now the person who accompanies the concubine is you! ”
The whispered sobs echoed in the room, and Pei Guifei said intermittently: "Eighteen years, how are you doing to your concubines?" Will the concubine not know? Even when the queen was there, you didn't let the concubines suffer the slightest grievance. People's hearts are made of meat, where will the concubines not be moved? The concubine doesn't say it on weekdays, thinking you know the ......"
The emperor thought that she was going to reprimand herself, but she didn't expect it to be such a general confession. was already very self-blaming, but suddenly it was so painful that he couldn't breathe, and he couldn't help hugging Pei Guifei tightly and apologized repeatedly: "It's my fault, it's my careful eyes." I'm sorry! ”
Concubine Pei Guifei cried for a while, buried in his chest and continued: "It's the concubine who is too selfish, knowing that Your Majesty has a pimple in her heart, and always asks you to let Shu'er enter the palace often. Your Majesty has been very kind to him, but the concubine has not taken your feelings into account. ”
The emperor was in a stirred mood and blurted out: "It's my mistake, I'll let him out." ”
"No!" Pei Guifei categorically refused, she grabbed the emperor's sleeve and raised her head, "The concubine doesn't want to do this." For his own selfishness, he was left behind and hurt His Majesty. ”
"Don't think so." The emperor soothed softly, "It's because I thought about it for a while, this kid is actually very sensible, and he does his errands very well." Besides, he treats me like a father, it's nothing. ”
"Your Majesty!" Concubine Pei looked at him pleadingly, "This is not only for you, but also for the concubine herself." In front of him, although he comforted the concubines, he always told the concubines to indulge in the past. Let's just say that this child, if the concubine is more careful, maybe he will be able to stay...... The concubine didn't want to make the same mistake again, no matter what, the past was gone. He is the child of the concubine, and the concubine will naturally feel sorry for him, but the concubine is not only him, but also His Majesty, maybe there will be future children...... It's also unfair to give up on you for the sake of him. ”
The emperor was very moved, and held her hand tightly: "Aifei, it is I who have failed your sincere ......"
Pei Guifei leaned on him tiredly and said softly: "So, Your Majesty, in order to let us have a better future, let him go." He is already so old that he will marry and have children in the future, and he will have his own family...... There is nothing for the concubine not to let go. But you should also be lenient with him, so that the concubine will not always worry about ......"
"Good! It's all up to you! The Emperor agreed.
After a while, Wan Dabao whispered outside: "Your Majesty, Niangniang's medicine is ready." ”
The emperor was in a good mood: "Send it in quickly." ”
Wan Dabao came in with the medicine and was surprised to see the two of them smiling on their faces. His Majesty personally fed the concubine to drink medicine, although there were traces of crying on both of their faces, they were in a good mood at this time, and even whispered and laughed.
What's going on?
It's good so soon?
After drinking the medicine, the two talked softly for a while, and seeing that noon had passed, Pei Guifei felt sleepy, so she said, "Your Majesty didn't go to the morning court, right?" It's all because the concubine delayed you. There's nothing to do here, concubine, you go and deal with government affairs. ”
The emperor said softly, "I still want to accompany you for a while." ”
Pei Guifei smiled and shook her head: "The concubine is sleepy, just rest for a while, you are disturbing the concubine here." ”
The latter sentence, with a hint of resentment that is not usually available, is extremely close, the emperor drank honey in his heart, fluttered up, and responded: "Okay, you have a good rest, don't worry about other things." I promised you that I will do it. ”
Then he called Cui Shun and others, and told him several times before he left satisfied.
The palace people all retreated, and Concubine Pei Guifei lay back on the bed, the smile on her face was put away little by little, and she looked at the curtain above her head woodenly.
The dark blue with gray tones can set off the sad and heavy atmosphere, and the change is just right.
She couldn't help but reach out and touch her lower abdomen, closed her eyes tightly, revealing a slight look of pain, and bit her lip fiercely, becoming resolute.
This kid shouldn't have come!
Not to be loved, but to harm others and yourself.
The emperor returned to the Mingguang Hall in a good mood and instructed Wan Dabao to summon the ministers of the political hall to discuss the matter.
The prime ministers were very surprised to see that the emperor was in a good mood. But they are not three aunts and six wives, and after seeing the ceremony, they discuss government affairs.
After the government affairs were dealt with, when the prime ministers withdrew from the Mingguang Palace, the emperor called Prime Minister Lu Qian.