preface
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I once read a Weibo,
What's the most romantic thing you've ever done when you were seventeen?
What does it feel like to have a crush on someone at seventeen?
It was probably a certain night in my junior year of high school
During the New Year's Day holiday, students in the third year of high school stayed to make up for classes.
When it came to the final monthly exam, everyone was holding their breath, and no one was relaxed.
We finished reading in the classroom as usual and then went home to sleep.
A few words of sporadic chatting, and some people walked on the road with English books in their hands.
When I was about to leave the school gate, everyone said, "It's the New Year."
Everyone catered to a few words, as if they were all thinking about their own things.
And then suddenly, a man shouted on the road: Happy New Year.
Then I don't know who also began to respond, many shouted Happy New Year, there was a hula sound came, and when I looked back, the dark road was lit up, and someone was holding a flashlight, flashing like stars.
Someone on the road started singing, the same song we had heard countless times between classes and had been singing for three years.
In the past, we hated that school songs were unpleasant, and they were indeed not very good.
But at this moment, when some unfamiliar or the people in the class sang in unison, it became especially touching, and the overwhelming sound drowned out everyone's smiling faces, and we were still saying that there was still half a year to leave this place, but in fact, we have lived together for three years, and this place has carried the memories of three years, and there are many people who come and go later, but it will never be our group of people again.
I suddenly thought of this clip of myself being seventeen years old, to be honest, I didn't do anything vigorous at that time, and the most rebellious was just not listening to the teacher, and at that time, it was a breakthrough thing, but I didn't do well in the exam, and I was scolded by my parents when I went home.
Without the plot in the TV series, the crush may not have the backbone and courage to say a word to him until graduation, but every fragment when he was seventeen years old was recalled.
Every little thing, every person who appeared, every gust of wind that ran up the hallway was the most romantic thing I ever did when I was seventeen.
Seventeen-year-old crush on someone, this kind of thing is like a rainstorm, I deliberately stood outside your door, several times wanted to knock on your door, asked if you could temporarily take refuge, but I didn't dare, so I had to stand in the rain all the time.
I read an article where the author said she could probably remember a couple of guys going out on weekends to help one of them pick chocolates.
Because the girl's birthday is approaching, several people get together to help come up with ideas.
When I gave gifts, I was still very cowardly, pushing and shoving, and I said happy birthday, and I was embarrassed to say it for a long time.
Or holding the mobile phone and chatting with the crush in the bed, only to find that the forehead is covered with a fine layer of sweat when he pokes his head out to exhale.
I have to say that young people like to be more cautious.
Tentatively get close to each other, and a little feedback can be happy for a long time.
When someone is doing morning exercises, someone secretly stares at the back of someone's head, and when they are free in physical education class, they look for it in the crowd, and they always feel at ease when they see someone's figure.
You see, even if you haven't experienced it, you can imagine being on the playground at dusk, chatting absentmindedly with friends, while secretly watching someone play, and the boy throws a ball, but also pretends not to care and peeks twice, for fear that someone will miss their wonderful moment.
Or when the teacher calls the blackboard to do the question, the boy in the back seat coughs ill-intentionedly, and when he sees his name on the report card, he will always chuckle in his heart, and when he writes his classmates when he is about to graduate, you have to wait for everyone to write it again, and then pretend not to care about it and stuff it to the other party, and let him write a few words for himself.
Most of the time, it's the small world in my heart that is turning mountains and seas.
When he graduated, he didn't muster up the courage to confess, but it was clear that his classmates recorded his message on the page, and you don't know how many times you read just a few lines. There is no special story, there is no plot in the novel where they meet again after many years, you just secretly like it, pick up the brush yourself, and draw him into your youth album.
It's not that it's bad now, it's good now.
I can finally do what I want to do, and I can like the people I like generously.
But at every stage of life, there will be different feelings about secret love. Just nostalgic.
Seventeen-year-old sunset, seventeen-year-old sky.
People who have had a crush at the age of seventeen are as beautiful as they are now.
May the person who is liked by the 17-year-old be the person who accompanies the 70-year-old.