Although I know all these experiences of Huihui, I don't know that Huihui still has such a mental journey, and I haven't thought about the relationship between Huihui and Li Yudie.

I have been with Huihui for many years, and I have not felt that Huihui and Li Yudie have not changed, and Huihui has never told anyone about this, and this is the first time that Huihui has told these words to the rest of the people.

Now listening to Huihui talk about these things, I also begin to feel that for so many years, I have been immersed in spiritual practice, and I have cared too little for Huihui, which is completely inconsistent with the image of a couple.

Although I usually call Huihui my sister-in-law, I have always been in a state of neither admitting nor objecting. Huang Yan and Sun Hu and others call Huihui their sister-in-law, and they are all used to accepting it, but they have never thought about it from Huihui's point of view.

I used to think that in this world, I never owed anyone, but now I understand that in this world, I owe too much to Huihui alone. And I have been accustomed to this kind of companionship of Huihui for so many years, and even take such silent companionship as a matter of course. Never felt anything wrong.

Not only that, but even in my heart, I have always thought that over the years, Huihui's realm strength has been so improved, and it is because of my relationship that I can have my current achievements, and I am even a little proud of this, feeling that I have not disappointed Huihui's decision to leave the Blue Dragon Empire with me and come to this vast dark sea with no relatives.

It wasn't until now that I experienced what happened to Bai Jing that I realized how ignorant and ridiculous my thoughts were; it wasn't until now that I realized that the realm strength I brought to Huihui was completely inferior to Huihui's companionship over the years; it wasn't until now that I realized how much courage it took for Huihui to abandon everything in the Blue Dragon Empire and follow me to this vast Stygian Sea; it wasn't until now that I realized how lonely Huihui should have been for so many years; it wasn't until now that I realized that without Huihui's company, would I be able to maintain my current state of mind in this world, and whether I would still be able to be on the path of cultivation like a fish in water like now。

Listening to Huihui tell Bai Jing about her and Li Yudie, I realized that after Li Yudie chose to marry Tang Hao, their relationship began to go farther and farther, after Li Yudie and Tang Hao got married, they neglected to practice, and Huihui's realm in just a few years, she left Li Yudie, who was walking side by side with her, far away, so far the relationship between Huihui and Li Yudie continued to fade.

Although Huihui also went to Yunwu Mountain later, and even spent a lot of time with Huihui in Yunwu Mountain, it was this time that Huihui felt the emotional changes between herself and Li Yudie. The two no longer had nothing to say, and Li Yudie began to hide something from Huihui. But at this time, Huihui still treated Li Yudie as before, and regarded Li Yudie as her closest sister. Until Huihui was deceived by Li Yudie and went to Tang's house to rescue Tang Hao, although Huihui could feel that there was a gap between the two, she was still willing to continue to accompany Li Yudie sincerely.

It wasn't until she went to the Tang family and was trapped by the Tang family that Huihui understood that her relationship with Li Yudie really couldn't go back to what it was before, and she couldn't go back to the past.

The reason why they can't go back to the relationship they had in the past is not because she did something wrong that they have a gap between each other, nor is it because Li Yudie did anything wrong that their relationship can't go back to the past, so intimate.

Although Li Yudie took Huihui as a condition in exchange for Tang Hao, lured Huihui to the Tang family, causing Huihui to be trapped, but this was only Li Yudie's choice, and from Li Yudie's point of view, she had no choice.

Huihui can't complain about Li Yudie, because Huihui also understands at this time that for Li Yudie, Li Yudie just made a choice, chose his dearest person Tang Hao, chose her own family, and chose to abandon the relationship between her and Huihui. At that time, Li Yudie made such a decision, and Huihui would not complain about her, because from another perspective, if she considered this issue from Li Yudie's point of view, she could not guarantee what kind of decision she could make, whether to choose her friends or her relatives.

I believe that no one in the 21st century, nor in this world of practice, can give a clear, standard, correct answer to this question.

Huihui can't do it, of course Li Yudie can't do it, so Li Yudie's choice, none of us can blame, even if you have complaints, complaints, and unhappiness about it, but Li Yudie just did what she felt she should do in her heart.

It's just that the price of doing this is also extremely expensive, and the price of Li Yudie's choice is to divide the boundary with Huihui, showing that they are no longer as selfless as before to dedicate themselves to each other, showing that they have been in love for so many years, and they will say goodbye.

This is the price paid by Li Yudie, Li Yudie paid all the feelings between her and Huihui as the price, and they are willing to exchange Tang Hao's safety, which shows that in Li Yudie's heart, Tang Hao's status in her heart has surpassed the relationship between her and Huihui, so when she thinks about it from Li Yudie's point of view, Huihui understands that Li Yudie's contribution needs to be equal in return, so Huihui will not blame Li Yudie's choice, but this also makes Huihui finally stop having illusions and no longer force friendship with Li Yudie.

Even later, the Tang family of the Qinglong Empire was willing to join the Mo family and return to Yunwu Mountain, but between Huihui and Li Yudie, there was never a return to the past. Not only did Huihui understand, but Li Yudie also understood that when Li Yudie saw Huihui again, the guilt and anxiety in her eyes were all seen by Huihui.

Li Yudie's guilty, uneasy and sorry looks, but she didn't know how to explain to Huihui, the two were relatively speechless, only nodded their heads, and there was no longer any communication, and the two were strangers from then on.

At this time, Li Yudie, in Huihui's eyes, is no different from ordinary Mohist cultivators, Huihui has already walked out of that painful moment, and goodbye is also a stranger.

What Huihui and Bai Jing said also wanted Bai Jing to understand that these feelings, whether they are family, love, or friendship, ultimately need to make a choice by themselves, and Bai Jing at this time is at such a crossroads and needs to face such a choice.

These choices are the stages that need to be experienced in life, only after experience, will you become mature, only after experience, you will grow, only after experiencing your heart will become stronger, only after experiencing you can you understand, these are just a choice in life, as long as you respect your heart, it is the right choice.

Each of us is actually making a choice, all of us are the same, Huang Yan and Sun Hu chose to follow us from the desert land to the Blue Dragon Empire, they made this choice at the cost of their ideal of re-establishing the desert country, and going to the Blue Dragon Empire may only delay the time for them to re-establish the desert country, but when they choose to enter the Styx with us again, they have already given up their original dream of establishing the desert country, but choose a new road to challenge, a strange challenge road。

I'm the same, with my realm, if I stay in the Blue Dragon Empire all the time, it's not difficult to be a stable Earth Emperor, but I choose to step into the Stygian Sea and continue to pursue the Void.

Huihui gave up more, when she was alone in the Blue Dragon Empire, she only had the realm of cave void, when she chose to enter the Styx Sea with me again, she gave up her originally stable life, gave up her relatives in the Blue Dragon Empire, endured loneliness, and stepped into the land of the Stygian Sea with me.

Then there is Zhu Zhou and Zhu Ling, who we are with in the Stygian Sea, when they fought with Li Hui and Li Ao on Qinglong Island, they chose friendship and were willing to sacrifice their lives to help us, and then chose to experience with us later, these are all choosing one life and giving up another life.

Even with Bai Jing and Bai Kai, Bai Jing grew up under Bai Kai's protection since she was a child, and Bai Jing has never resisted Bai Kai's safety, because she understands that everything Bai Kai does is for her good, and everything will be arranged for her. But after meeting us, Bai Jing's heart began to feel restless, and in the end, Bai Kai and Bai Jing chose two different paths, Bai Jing chose to embark on a lonely path of cultivation with us, and gave up continuing to stay under Bai Kai's protection.

It is precisely because of the choices made again and again that we will have the current we, and we are constantly losing some while we choose, although sometimes the choices we make make lose things make us very reluctant, but since we have made a choice, we must learn to accept the price that we must lose because of our choices.

The most painful of these costs is family, friendship, and love。。。。。。

Life is so cruel, life is so unfair at the same time, but it also seems very fair, just as there is no free lunch in the world, now we can't help Bai Jing in any real sense, Bai Jing is now facing a choice that only she can make a choice, and a few of us except for Huihui can comfort and enlighten Bai Jing, the rest of the people, including Sun Hu, who has spent the most time with Bai Jing in recent years, don't know how to help Bai Jing.

Although Bai Jing, who looks so simple and lovely, has to endure the torture of heartache, we can't help it, and we can only hope that Bai Jing can get out of this torture as soon as possible.

"I should get it。。。。。。 ”

After Bai Jing accepted Huihui's persuasion, her pale face also stretched a little, and she could even force a wry smile to signal that we didn't need to mention that she was worried.